How do you know it was Jesus? Maybe it was some elemental
having a game with you? Maybe it was a "get thee behind me,
Satan, moment". I honestly hope that you don't spend the rest
of your life pushing this, and wasting what precious time you have
on this earth, being annoying to others. Wake up to yourself. You
are a long time dead, and you can deal with all of this, then, if
there is life after death. Enjoy your life here. If God and Jesus
do exist, believe me, they don't need you to push their barrow -
there are enough idiots and well meaning people doing that!
Have a great life.