Jessica Real Hot Wife
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My name is Jessica and my husband is Mark. We met Roxanne and Alex
though their Yahoo Cuckyboys group and they have been very helpful to
us in the lifestyle. I am not a very good writer so bare with me, but I
did promise I would tell our story. Mark and I met in shortly after we
both graduated from College. We were both working for different
companies in the Cleveland area when a mutual friend introduced us. We
hit it off immediately and we married almost to years from our first
date.
Mark was different then most of the guys I met in College. He was kind,
respectful and he always had manners. Mark also did not try and sleep
with me right away. Most of the jerks in College did, they were either
jock types or frat boys. In fact after we met Mark and I did not do
anything sexually for 3 weeks. I finally gave him a blowjob and two
weeks later we went all the way.
I had not been with many guys and compared to the drunken college and
high school 2 minute boys Mark was a great lover. Mark is rather small
(4 inches hard) but he is a very attentive lover and gives great oral
sex. Our sex life was fine for first three years of our marriage and
then we both got busy in our careers. We both got promotions and things
kind of got stale sexually during that time.
During this period I began to find porno magazines, movies and websites
on our computer. At first I felt like there was something wrong with me
that Mark would have to resort to porno. I wasn't sure what to do
whether to confront Mark of let it go. The more I thought about it the
more curious I got and remained quiet.
My curiosity peaked when I saw the type of porno Mark enjoyed. Some of
the DVD's were interracial men screwing white women, facials,
gangbangs and in general men with large cocks screwing women. I could
have never imagined Mark watching men with much larger cocks fucking
these women. The websites are what really stirred my interests. I
checked the history in the browser and Mark was visiting Hot wife and
cuckold sites almost daily.
I was shocked at first but then I wondered if Mark thought about me
having sex with other men. For some odd reason the thought turned me
on. Mark had always been controlling in the relationship in subtle ways
such as money and when making major decisions. I guess deep down I was
a little resentful. I made more money then Mark but I never asserted
myself of my upbringing. Watching my mom for all those years deferring
to my dad had an impression on me.
The whole thing started to perplex me as I began to notice Mark being
more submissive in bed. The more I asserted myself in bed the more he
seemed to like it. I had never been aggressive sexually but I enjoyed
my new sense of power over my husband. One night in bed while we were
playing and I startled Mark when I asked him what a hot wife was? He
tried to be coy about it and say he did not know but I told him I found
the sites on the Internet that he was looking at and it was ok by me.
I think he thought I was trying to trick him at first because he was
hesitant. I asked him if he ever thought about me being a Hotwife. He
fumbled for words said no, so I kind of sulked and said, "That's
too bad because the thought turned me on". He blurted out, "are you
serious, would you ever do such a thing Jessica"? I told him I did
not think I could do it in real life but the fantasy seemed exciting. I
did not know where this was going but I did want to spice up our sex
life but letting Mark know it was ok to have fantasies. I just wanted
to share in them with him.
He asked me how long had I known about his porn and I told him for
about a month now. Mark wanted to know if I was disappointed in him and
I just felt very close to him at that moment and bent over and kissed
him. I was happy that he was looking at porn instead of other women. I
just wished he would have told me sooner.
I know this is not the hot sexy story that some of you want to read but
this is real life. From that moment on we began communicating again and
it hasn't stopped since. I had never really talked about sex with
anyone in my life except for a few girlfriends. Talking about it with
my husband was very intimate. That night we watched one of the
interracial movies and had wild sex for the longest time.
Slowly over the next six months the hot wife and cuckolding themes
became part of our sex play. I must admit I started feeling sexier and
with Marks encouragement I started dressing sexier. I began to notice
other men watching me and flirting with me. I even embellished a few
stories about my past in bed with Mark. I really was not very sexually
experienced and the biggest guy I ever had was probably around 7
inches. I told Mark he was hung like a horse and it only seemed to
excite Mark more hearing about it. I had my doubts that this would ever
move beyond fantasy. It went against the grain of everything I had ever
been taught about marriage, but still it was the most exciting six
months of our marriage.
One day I had a lunch scheduled with a client from out of town. I had
not seen him in over a year. The last time he was in town he tried to
flirt with me but I kept the conversation very business like. I found
myself that morning dressing very sexy and Mark noticed too. I just
told him I was having lunch with a very handsome gentleman. Marks eyes
just lit up and he began to get excited which only excited me. That
morning the level of emotion went to new heights between him and I. I
teased him but in the back of my mind I know I was not going to do
anything except flirt. To my surprise mark encouraged me to do whatever
I wanted to with him.
Needless to say Jim noticed my new appearance and was all over me from
the beginning of lunch. This time I did not push him away. It was the
strangest feeling to be with another man knowing my husband wanted me
to. It was exhilarating sitting there flirting with Jim and I felt so
free. Jim began to touch my hand as we chatted and he wanted me to go
back to his hotel with him. I picked up my cell phone and called Mark.
I informed him that I had this handsome gentleman who wanted to take me
back to his hotel room. Mark was flabbergasted and fumbled for words on
the other end. I asked Mark if I should go with him. Jim gazed at me
with a look of astonishment. Mark tried to tell me I should do whatever
I desired but I was not going to let him off the hook that easy. I
said, "tell me yes or no cuckyboy do you want your wife to go to this
man's hotel room". Mark quickly said, "yes please Mistress". He
had taken to calling me Mistress in our little games that we played. I
quickly said, "Very well then cuckyboy I will call when I am done"
and then hung up the phone.
Jim did not believe me at first that I actually called my husband. I
explained it all to him in the cab on the way to the hotel. I was a bit
nervous but the two martinis's helped. Once we got into the room Jim
was all over me. He did not have the longest cock in the world but he
had the thickest I had ever seen. I could barely get my mouth around it
and when he fucked me the first time I felt like he was going to split
me in two. Once I relaxed I had never wanted fucked so badly in my life
and he felt so good inside me. Jim fucked me three times that
afternoon. I called mark in between times and he was a mess but very
excited. He was so excited he had left work early and was waiting at
home.
I finally left the hotel around 7 o'clock and when I came through the
door Mark was waiting like a puppy dog eager to climb on my lap. When
he kissed me I had never felt so much passion from this man before. He
was like an animal mauling me, wanting me, his desire was overwhelming.
The emotional whirlwind had started that morning and it was reaching a
new level this evening. That night I felt so close to Mark and it took
fucking another man, strange but true.
I was like ever other girl and grew up with the prince charming fantasy
but it never happened until I cuckolded Mark. I found my prince
charming by doing the opposite of everything I was taught not to do.
Mark is all mine today and I love him more then ever. Before the
cuckold I really could not say I had every bit of Mark, but today I
have no doubts. As Roxane has told me many times when your husband eats
another mans cum from your pussy then he is truly all yours. This
lifestyle is not for everyone and there are many fantasy players on the
Internet. It was nice to discover some real people in the lifestyle. We
did the couples communication exercise and Mark did the sexual
inventory. We found both of them very helpful and the level honesty
sharing them was amazing for our relationship. We recommend both of
them for any couple thinking about entering the lifestyle. Thanks for
letting me share and good luck.