This post is a response to Laurie's comment of:
"so.... even if we exist only in your head, would this change anything
within that existence? and if all this is a mental illusion, and you
could wake from it, what do you think you would 'wake up' to?"
Well, if you all only exist within my head than anything changes that
I change. Whichever changes are made by my consciousness, since it's
the only one, whether I'm aware of my desire for these changes or not,
would be evident in this world. I may even make changes and convince
myself of them so thoroughly that the changes would be made without
any reflection of the world ever having existed in a prior state.
What would I wake up to? I really have no idea. I could wake up to
the Desert of the Real, to a False Awakening, to a new illusion, to
the smell of fresh cooked bacon in the kitchen downstairs. There's
really no telling. More so, when I awoke, if I was unaware of the
prior dream state I may not even be certain that I was awake. And the
desire to awake would be based upon whether or not the real or the
dream was more beneficial. If the dream is mine, then by persisting
in it, I may shape it into what I wish. However, this is only
possible if I'm aware of the dream and my desires. And all of this is
still reliant upon my being able to tell the difference between the
dream and the real.
For examples, check out:
http://whatisthematrix.warnerbros.com/rl_cmp/rl_middles2_davetframe.html
Abre Los Ojos (Open Your Eyes) A spanish film
The Nines
The Matrix
Waking Life
and some others I can't remember right now