This morning while I sipped my tea, I thought to myself, "It happens every day."
Yesterday
afternoon, October 14th, a group of six to twelve year old Palestinian
children returning home from school were forced to run for their lives.
Every morning and afternoon, these children must walk to past an
Israeli settlement on their way to and from school in the village of
at-Tuwani. Yesterday, two adult Israeli settlers waited for them near
the end of the settlement, threw stones at the children and chased them
towards their homes in the village of Tuba. Because these children have
been attacked frequently, lately in this very location, the Israeli
army is charged with escorting them each day. But yesterday, as usual,
the Israeli soldiers drove away, abandoning the children while they
were still in danger. "The children were very afraid when they arrived
home," said one father.
It happens every day.
Serving with Christian Peacemaker Teams in At-Tuwani, I've born witness
to more attacks on these children than I've been able to keep track of.
The children are not attacked every day, but every day they face more
danger on their walk to school than I have faced my entire life. We've
sat together, the children, my fellow CPTers and I, and waited for the
Israeli army to come for more hours that I care to recall. Sometimes we
play together and manage to have a genuinely good time. One afternoon
we played with my camera, the kids posing for me as they climbed trees,
climbed on top of each other, giggled and danced. The next day, one of
the older girls pulled on my hand and said to me, "I was so happy
yesterday! Last night I woke up in the middle of the night because I
had a bad dream about the settlers. But then I thought about all the
fun we had and I fell back asleep." Those words broke my heart and I
can't put it back together.
It happens every day.
We all know the many ways, tiny and humongous , that our world is
falling apart around us: polar bears who are losing their habitat,
millions of parents who can't feed their children, wars with no end in
sight, petty meanness, decreased community, and children who are
attacked on their way to school. It's so much to bear. Too much.
It happens every day,
but that's not the end of the story. Lately my mantra has been, "It is
as bad as you think it is, but that's not all." To paraphrase an old
slogan, if your heart isn't broken, you aren't paying attention. But if
you aren't also filled with hope, you're missing half of the story. In
at-Tuwani, every day Palestinians are resisting a military occupation
that is trying to crush them and their culture. They are grazing their
sheep, building new houses, organizing nonviolent demonstrations, and
sending their children to school. Now it's time for the olive harvest
and throughout Palestine, farmers will step out on to their land,
sometimes risking arrest and attacks, to harvest a bounty of thousands
of green, blue, and even purple hued olives. Here in my own pacific
northwest, I've been thinking about the salmon who every year come down
the river, offer themselves up to the people, and then swim back to
their headwaters to spawn and die. For thousand of years, despite ever
increasing odds against them, they've survived through this cycle. I
can't help but think there is something they are trying to tell us.
It happens every day. Horror and hope. They stand together, side by side, on the knife's edge. And they offer us a choice, every day.
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