This was sent around later in response to someone asserting we would
be
more correct if we should speak out more in Meeting.
the Inner Light of our quaker meeting
Dearest Friends
I did not enter into the Society of Friends with much understanding of
it at all. But with a few important guidelines from Fox, Parker and
others I have slowly but surely grown in my appreciation and
dedication to this 'mystical union' that is at the core of Society and
what the early quakers so clearly experienced and understood. For
me, the journey into the mystery of meeting for worship has been a
very important one in my life the past few years...it is pivotal in my
ongoing evolutionary process. And i feel i would like to briefly
share some of the revelations that have naturally unfolded for me
these past seven or so years we have been meeting together regularly
in the way we have been.
For me....the quality of the experience in our group worship is the
direct enlivenment of the quality of the Inner Light so often spoken
of by the early Friends. This is an embodied, radiant 'Corpus
Christi' that we share. As Lord Jesus said, "when two or more of you
are gathered in my name" there He is...it feels like That.
We experience this together...it is palpable, nourishing and so so
silent. It is as simple as that. I feel inadequate to express this
as speaking to this experience does not do it justice...and truly
speaking out of this experience rarely improves on the silence. Not
that inspired revelations can't happen or hasn't happened.
However, it seems to be a rare phenomenon....and really precious when
it truly happens. The Holy, Silent, Fullness in the simplicity of our
group worship is healing, non-mental and Self revelatory. For me it
has nothing to do with mantra practise.....although I can't speak for
others in this regard.
I would be very concerned if people came to meeting feeling that they
must or are expected to say something....this pressure to share or to
speak is when the meetings can de-evolve into mental ramblings or
personal exposition that can be rather 'ego-ic'. This has been my
experience in the few other unprogrammed meetings where the silence is
routinely broken by mental discourse. Again....this is not to say
that when truly inspired by Spirit to speak that the person shouldn't
share. However we have our fellowship time afterwards that often
provides a time for sharing and reflection that is quite interesting
and often useful. This post meeting opportunity for fellowship has
served us very well over the years. And by doing so preserves the
profound nature of our meeting for worship as Quakers. There is a
discipline in this that is definitely aligned with the practise of the
primitive Society of Friends.
I share this only in Love and Gratitude for all of you who have come
to sit together in this manner and are likewise enriched and uplifted
in the Light of the Divine. I treasure our time together....it is the
HighLight of my week.
Love and All Blessings,
jennifer