That's actually amazing. And I agree with you fully. A lot of what we've been taught is in there isn't, and a lot of what
is in there is challenging and difficult (meaning that Scripture isn't the sort of crystal-clear document we've been taught that it is, either).
FWIW, I've also come to think that we Christians tend to chicken out in our understanding of the NT as well; we're nice and cozy in the way we do church, and we don't want it to change too much. (I can't even count the number of times Jesus would say something challenging to our usual way of doing things socially, and the Bible study teacher would ask, "What do you think Jesus meant by that?" -- and, inevitably, the answer would be something to do with our hearts, never even the slightest suggestion that we should change our well-entrenched habits.)
But I don't want to ruin things for you or even cause you to expect that you'll see the same things I did. I'm eager to hear where your pilgrimage leads you.