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Eliecer Brathwaite

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Wemove carefully around one another, gingerly trying out the steps of this new choreography, which we are composing in real time. Giulia has never been on a plane by herself, much less traveled all the way to Japan. What does Giulia need? One thing she always needs is quiet. We use words sparingly, perhaps out of deference to this fact as much as to the general absence of sound and sun at this early hour. The only light is artificial. By the time we drop Giulia off, the sun will not have risen. We will part with her under the same dark cover that accompanies us to the airport.

It is possible that my love is too thick, I think often, but particularly now, as Giulia and I stand together at the ticket counter. I am grateful that Giulia did not contest my desire to stand here with her. I need to stand here as the only mother she knows, one last time before she goes off to live with her host mother in Japan. I see that my quiet, wise, compassionate daughter is giving me a gift: the chance to feel needed, as I used to when she was very young, even though she is no longer that child, and therefore I am no longer that mother. I realize what she must already suspect when she hands me her passport to hand to the ticket agent: this part of our lives is over.






In fact, predictably, spending the summer in Japan did not only introduce me to a culture and country I had heretofore known nothing about; it also introduced me to myself in a different way, through a name I had never had much occasion to call myself: American. At the time, having spent my entire young life inside of that experience, I rarely considered what it meant to the rest of the world. My Trinidadian father saw me as an American, absolutely, but he was my father and an oppressive force in my life, so what did he know? By the time I came back from Japan, I had begun to understand what he saw when he looked at me.






Are there any other black kids? I ask her in a text, once she meets up with her American cohort in Tokyo. None, she texts back. We send laughing emojis back and forth. Such is the road we seem to be traveling together, wherever we are. I recall a winter holiday many years ago when we left Vermont to spend time in New York visiting my brothers and their families. We stopped in at a crowded bookstore, and the girls and I were temporarily separated. I watched my small daughters look up in surprise into the faces of multiple brown women in big puffy black coats until they stumbled upon the one they were looking for: mine.


Of course, her path has always been her choice, and her choices have shaped me. I mean it when I tell my daughters they have made me into a mother; they keep making me into the mother they need. All I must do is let them. In whimsical moments I say that Giulia and Isabella invented me. In solemn moments I know that this is true. Mothers: we are all called from another realm to do work that simply needs to get done.






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