This is a post I sent regarding the question, "what can I do if I
stray easily during my meditation practice?" A relevant question...
Ryan,
I certainly can understand where you are coming from. I will lay out
the techniques I recommend to my students that you can try and
hopefully find one that can help lay a solid foundation. Above all,
regular practice (I say at least 3-4x per week, gradually increasing)
is necessary; remember that meditation is just like any human
activity: we must train our nervous system how to do it properly, just
like playing a sport. Be patient with yourself, keeping in mind that
there ARE actual physiological changes that need to take place within
your body-mind to make meditation more comfortable.
I personally do not recommend "counting of the breath" techniques, as
the counting seems to hinder the overall goal in Buddhist meditation
(decrease mind activity instead of increasing it--many with OCD count
excessively). So what I like instead is a technique I call "Dynamic
Breath," where you focus on your breathing (inhalation, exhalation)
with the aid of wooden blocks or a wooden fish (Chinese). You can
easily find cheap 4 inch x 6 inch or so blocks of wood to use for this
(Home Depot, Lowes, Ace, ect.). Sit comfortable (half lotus, Burmese
style, seiza/Japanese) with belly out and chin back, then LASTLY
affirm to yourself "now relax completely." Then hold the wood blocks
in each hand (or fish drum) and hit them together as you start each
inhalation and exhalation. This is a wonderfully effective technique,
b/c it is active "enough" to keep you from straying, and requires a
more holistic use of the body-mind than sitting alone. Gradually as
you master this, your body-mind will be ready for "just sitting."
Glad to answer more specific questions about this--let me recommend
you also so our website,
www.pragmaticbuddhism.org and click on the
"Daily Practice" tab, where this is located. Also, I have posted an
MP3 file of Bell Meditation you could try.
With palms together,
Jim Eubanks
(Shi Yong Xiang)
Monastic Director, Center for Pragmatic Buddhism
On Feb 5, 11:55 pm, "Jim Eubanks (Shi Yong Xiang)"