I cant

[jc]

don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I can actually talk to
you

after what you told me let alone play his game. I don't know if I can
run

this party and have it good enough for everyone to have a good time. I
don't

know if I can live up to the standards I've set myself. I don't know
if I

can go back to college. Even by admitting this I feel as if I've
already

failed. I want to see him so badly & I know that's impossible. I
wonder if

he would have been able to make everything better.
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