My Story

[tobenormalagain]

Hello all,

I've been dancing around here for a while and struggling with this problem for a while and finally decided to tell my story!  Here's what's happening to me right now!  I only seem to not look at people in the eyes in certain places and certain people. I seem to do it at work and at home, and I hear people talking about me at both places, so I have no peace right now!  I also suffer from Depression which is not helping with my self esteem or confidence issues which contributes even more to this problem.  I've been told by loved ones, that they don't care if I end up homeless.  I hear co-workers talking about me to their bosses and co-workers.  Thank goodness I can wear headphones and listen to podcasts or music all day, that helps me forget about everyone else!  The one at home troubles me the most, why I started to do it to family I will never know.  I just want run away and hide and dream of living alone and finally being free and living in peace!!!  I have no answers and my life is spent feeling ashamed, guilty, alone & depressed!  

Thank you so much for listening, it helps to "talk" with others who are going through the same thing!

[tobenormalagain]

Hello,

Yes, I am on FB, but I worry about using the same username for this group as for my regular FB account.  I don't want my friends to know!  I would love to join your group under a new account if that's possible?

Thank you,

tobenormalagain

On Tuesday, May 15, 2012 7:04:22 AM UTC-7, desire2bnorm38.5 wrote:

Have you spoken to anyone yet? I know how you feel? Are you on FB!? If not you need to be. There's about 30+ of us there. Let me know and I'll give word to the one who started it. It's a closed group. I use an alias personally mainly so people wont find me in searches. There's way more activity and others who deal with the same stuff. We're on there daily!! As for wk, that's my everyday as well. I don't know why people even bother to talk to me or acknowledge me. Why bother when as soon as I leave your gonna talk $hit!! Forgive my language. But it is what it is. Anyways pls let me know?

desire2bnorm38.5

[desire2bnorm38.5]

Have you spoken to anyone yet? I know how you feel? Are you on FB!? If not you need to be. There's about 30+ of us there. Let me know and I'll give word to the one who started it. It's a closed group. I use an alias personally mainly so people wont find me in searches. There's way more activity and others who deal with the same stuff. We're on there daily!! As for wk, that's my everyday as well. I don't know why people even bother to talk to me or acknowledge me. Why bother when as soon as I leave your gonna talk $hit!! Forgive my language. But it is what it is. Anyways pls let me know?

desire2bnorm38.5

On Saturday, May 12, 2012 10:46:37 PM UTC-5, tobenormalagain wrote:

On Saturday, May 12, 2012 10:46:37 PM UTC-5, tobenormalagain wrote:

On Saturday, May 12, 2012 10:46:37 PM UTC-5, tobenormalagain wrote:

[Desira Norman]

tobenoralagain,

So glad to hear from you! Most of us do use a fake name, so no big deal! Everyone understands. FB!! I firmly believe that is how everyone knows of my situation and why it's such a big hit on the gossip circuit. So, having said that...I recommend it!! https://www.facebook.com/groups/OCDstarring/ I'll let the main guy know your coming from the group. So get your FB ready and ask to join the group. Your not alone, crazy or a sicko. Your brain just hasn't figured that out yet.

Much Luv,

D

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From: tobenormalagain <weatherw...@gmail.com>
To: cant-look-into-o...@googlegroups.com
Sent: Wednesday, May 16, 2012 10:14 PM
Subject: Re: My Story

[desire2bnorm38.5]

Uhh, sorry about the name. Forgot how to spell!!!! lol!

On Saturday, May 12, 2012 10:46:37 PM UTC-5, tobenormalagain wrote: