Thanks Katie and Amanda for your thoughts. Amanda, I liked what you
said about both the flood and baptism bringing new life through water.
And Katie, I am with you there in struggling with the third question.
I've wrestled with the meaning and idea of baptism. I always thought
that baptism was the moment you 'became a Christian' and when you 'got
the Holy Spirit' and your sins were washed away.
I think those have some Biblical basis but they aren't completely
Biblical. In Acts, the Holy Spirit came upon some people before
baptism and in other cases, a while after baptism.
I've attended both Episcopal and Lutheran churches and I think their
view of baptism is very interesting. When they baptize infants, they
see it not as a cleansing of sins (because babies are without the
conscience to sin) but as a promise of the family and church body to
bring up the child in a faithful home. They are entered into the
'communion of saints' before they can even make a choice. While I
think that our 'choice' to turn to God as sentient people is
important, I think there is also something I learned from these
denominations about God coming to us with complete grace and offering
us forgiveness and life. In a sense, we don't choose God. God in his
infinite grace chooses to send us his Son and sacrifice for us. He
turns to us and offers us his hand and we (like infants) are swept up
in things we don't understand but cannot live without.
Maybe I've gotten off track from the original questions...sorry.
The verse associated with the third question is strange to me. I've
never thought about baptism in quite this way. What is it saying? I
think of a pledge as something like (to use Amanda's word) a
contract. It is not entered into lightly and sometimes it is
difficult to sign and agree to. But once you've agreed, you're locked
in. That is comforting to me to think of being in contract with God.
I think of God's promise to Abraham when they moved between the
animals carcasses and how important it was. Is it the same with God
and me? I feel it is. It seems like God gets the short end of the
stick on this contract thing because he has been shown to keep his
promises a lot better than I do. Nothing new there.
In my NIV it gives the word 'response' as an alternative to the word
'pledge' and when I read it that way, it sounds like Peter is saying
that baptism is the response of an already willing heart. That sounds
a little different to me than 'pledge' or contract. Our response is
emotional and full because we see how much God loves us. I think
baptism is both a loving response and a difficult contractual
agreement. We are to give ourselves fully to God in body, mind,
spirit and heart. Like love, it is both action and emotion.
Maybe that is connected to 4:7 (jumping around a bit here) when it
says to be 'clear-minded and self-controlled so that you can pray.'
There is something clarifying about the grace of God in our lives. I
know from experience that baptism doesn't just take away the
temptations of life. I often lack self-control after all these
years.
I think prayer in itself is an act of self-control. I know when my
mind is cluttered by the things I struggle with that I have trouble
praying. I guess the words 'clear-minded' speak to me most when
thinking about being able to pray. I have trouble praying when I am
not 'clear-minded.'
On the other hand, my lack of self-control has brought me to prayer
many times. That's the part of this verse I struggle with. I think
the lack of self-control doesn't necessarily hinder prayer unless its
something so serious that you are blind to what God can teach you
through prayer. Maybe that's where addiction, obsession and living in
sin apply.
I thought the question on the assignment for today "What is usually
the first indication that we are not in control of ourselves?" was
challenging. I don't know if I understand the question completely. I
guess I tend to see my lack of control in specific situations after
it's been going on for a while and I realize I'm stuck in a cycle.
Often it hits me in the face and I look back at past actions with pain
and realization and think 'oh dear, what have I been doing?'
I'd be interested to hear how other people would answer this question.
Thanks!
Christiana