UOchris1,
what you write soundz really impressive, but you inspired some of my
thoughts and I have some questions. As people, we are able to train
many abilities, like mental, physical, or emotional. The ideal case is
obviously reasonable balance - when you train, say, bodybuilding, you
can reach up to some non-extreme level, and that's the point - to be
healthy and maybe good looking. But if you try to be as good as it
gets (like olypics), you have to train harder and harder, and you end
up spending too many hours training harder and harder, and you
actually have to forget about other areas of your life.
I see you're very enthusiastical about your new abilities, it makes
your life easier and so on, but I want to ask about how do you feel in
normal person-to-person talk? Dont you feel you are more bright than
the other person? if yes, how does it change the quality of social
contact for you? Are you still really interested in the common things
they say? Dont you get bored if they speak too simple? Or dont you
have too much to say in answer?
My point is, that happiness is not dependent on mental (as opposed to
emotional and social) abilities. And the second one, if you do
bodybuilding (or mental training) too much (NOT saying it's your
case :), it's an unhealthy extreme, which looks awful for common
people, and you do it for the cost of your other interest and social
life.
Last thing, in psychology there is one concept, called "manic defense
mechanism". In our culture, we have more and more possibilities, we
can do more and more things, dark side of which is, we measure
ourselves and get measured too often (intelligence too has become kind
of a secret fetish for us). Manic defense mechanism means, that
instead of knowing our limits, instead of knowing that we have to
choose more often (and every choice is a loss too), instead of feeling
the saddness maybe, we are extremely pro-active and reacting on this
huge possibilities in a way - i want more and more, I WANT IT ALL.
I'm curious about your thoughts now, take this little psychological
intermezzo as a professional deformation :)
v.