Dadi Janki – 18.4.11 2011 (evening) – London
Become lost in checking yourself
Om Shanti. Say this with feeling and meaning. I am a soul. When we say ‘I am a soul’ then the Supreme Soul is mine and all that I am receiving from Him is wonderful. He is the unlimited Father. We have seen Him with these eyes. As the third eye opens, the physical eyes see in a different way. Have your eyes changed? Whatever is in the heart and mind is in one’s vision. The first ‘om shanti’ is from the mind, the second is from the heart and the third is through the drishti. See yourself in just one second. If there is something else in the heart from the past or present, the mind will not experience peace or God. Baba is the treasure store of the power of love and we want to experience this. When we do, the feeling of ‘my Baba’ emerges. This love finishes the sorrow that has been inside for a long time. So keep Baba in your thoughts and dreams. Baba is enabling us to move along. I once said to Avyakt BapDada, ‘You are enabling me to move along well’ and Baba responded, ‘It is because you are moving along, that Baba helps’. I never ask Baba for His help. Everyone has the feeling of looking after Dadi. People help automatically and that is fine. But a mother or father would never say ‘I have helped this child’. When a child studies well, the mother, father and teacher are all very happy. Baba used to give the example of himself. Although his father was a school teacher, he never paid attention to studies. He liked helping at home, running errands, such as collecting the milk and buying vegetables. His father was concerned he was not studying properly, yet he liked serving his father. The Supreme Soul is our Mother and Father and blessings come from Him. I can give good wishes and these work and can even help in claiming blessings from Baba. Who values these good wishes? All the souls of the advance party had good wishes for Dadi. Baba wanted to make me a quality soul, and worthy to do Godly service and so He gave me attention and is now taking the benefit of that! I reaped the benefit of the attention Baba gave me. The Creator is my Father and takes a mother to adopt the child. One second Brahma Baba is the mother and the next the father. Emerge Baba’s divine activities and see how he wakes us up. At amrit vela he says lovingly, ‘Come child, wake up, child’. And at night he says ‘Go to sleep princess (rajkumari)’. Baba has sustained us with so much love. Baba showed us how to sit in remembrance and listen to class. There is so much salvation for doing service here. In the Golden Age we won’t be sharing experiences of happiness yet at this time this experience is something we want others to experience for themselves. Make this your main concern. Who would you share the experiences of the kingdom of heaven with? It is the happiness of the Confluence Age that is so great. Someone asked how Dadi gives vibrations to the elements. When there are vibrations of sorrow, this spreads all around. There is no need to see all the things that are happening; we can understand. Baba gave vibrations to the elements such a lot. BapDada has told us that the elements will cause even more upheaval. What do we have to do? Give them vibrations. Do not churn spicy, juicy conversations. If you still have such thoughts, there cannot be good remembrance or service. First check the self. If I truly do this, Baba helps the soul. Become lost in checking yourself and do not waste time paying attention to what others are doing. When I used to do this, sitting quietly, Baba would suddenly be in front of me and say ‘The child is sensible, not wasting time in other matters’. In relationships with everyone have so much spiritual love and honesty. People remember how we all lived together in Brij Koti. We had such good times that there is still a lot of happiness from then. If there was any difficult situation, after three minutes it was as if nothing had happened. We have to change ourselves to make ourselves so sweet. Then we can be Baba’s beloved, lovely children.
I used to go to Baba in the middle of the night (2 or 3am) to see what Baba was doing. At 11pm I would go and Baba would say ‘Take a stool and sit with Baba’. He would share such things that I have not forgotten to this day. When we share good things, Baba loves us. One time I said ‘Baba you don’t sleep, you are awake’ and Baba’s eyes were sparkling. I was thinking that my eyes should sparkle like that at night. Sometimes Dadi would sleep for an hour and then think it is not necessary to sleep, because Baba is in the mind. At 2.00am Baba is rotating the rosary of the children. On the path of bhakti we rotated the rosary of the Father and now Baba is rotating the rosary of His children! Who are His children? Those who constantly stay with the Father. At 2.00am Brahma Baba would be lying down remembering Shiv Baba. Our vision for everyone should give happiness to everyone. Check the attitude of the mind, day and night. What is in my mind, will be in my vision. Use language that is pure and filled with spirituality; God’s words are wonderful, they melt our hearts. At the meeting of the 13th April, Baba’s words gave great comfort to the soul. God’s feelings (bhavna) and language have worked so much on us and should work on everyone. We are receiving everything from Baba without having to ask. Baba makes the soul an instrument and delivers what he wants to give through the instrument. There needs to be someone to play the instrument and the One who does is so wonderful. He took care creating it and takes great pleasure in using it.
Understand ‘who am I?’ and that that One is creating you. He shows you how He is going to make you. Experience the feeling of ‘Yes, Baba I want to be like this’. Simply be present in front of Baba. Those who prepare food will do so with all the ingredients, so that, when cooking, they don’t have to look for anything. So there shouldn’t be anything lacking within the self that it takes Baba time to create me. All that is needed is purity and honesty - with the self and in relationships. Baba gives His co-operation in making us equal to him and this is the time to take Baba’s company and enable others to experience it. We have to make the elements pure. Whatever service we are doing, we are earning our fortune. Service is helping us to create a good atmosphere. Whoever does service from the heart claims their seat in Baba’s heart. Give the sustenance that Baba has given you to others now. Then Baba will make you complete with all virtues and finish all the weaknesses. The fruit of service is strength. Om Shanti
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Dadi Gulzar - 17th April 2011 – Om Shanti Bhavan Pay attention to time and thoughts
Baba gives thanks to every child with his heart “Wah my child wah.” Baba sees each child as being even more valuable than diamonds. We also say “My Baba.” Look at this deal; did we give 1,000s of rupees? No, we just said Baba is mine and had the sense of belonging and the deal was made. It is my Baba. Baba does not belong to the Dadis or seniors we all have a right, He is My Baba. We apply this stamp and experience so much happiness. Baba has given us directions for every step – how to sleep, how to wake up, how to walk and eat. Follow these directions and you will experience great happiness. If your happiness decreases check yourself, it must be because you are not following the directions and are mixing the directions of your own mind. Baba says, just remember ‘My Baba’ and be lost in love -that is all.
Each one says ‘My Baba’ and Baba gives the experience that I belong to Him. We have rights over Baba. Look what devotees go through to attain God. You all have a right over god’s love. Baba comes to transform the world but He comes to meet us first, to create the yagya and the Brahmins. We experience supersensuous joy in this relationship. Sangam is the most valuable age, more valuable than heaven, because here we are celebrating a meeting with the Supreme Soul. Do you have the intoxication that tomorrow we will enter our kingdom? The rest of the world is so worried thinking what is going to happen. Here we live in happiness without worry. We have the faith that this is my Baba and this intoxication should show on our faces and in our behavior. In the world, people have the intoxication of who they are and you can see that through their vibrations and in their body language.
What does Baba want to see now? Day by day situations will become delicate and people will not be able to come to meet us. They will then remember the meetings they had with us and what they received. Whenever you are free see yourself in the angelic costume and tour the subtle regions. Is it easy to wear the angelic dress? You can’t become a deity without first becoming an angel. Just as Baba has 3 forms of Father, Teacher and Satguru, we also have 3 forms – Brahmin, Angel and Deity. When we say ‘Baba’ there is so much happiness but when we say ‘My Baba’ there is even greater happiness. If we lose something that belongs to us we get distressed, even if it’s just a handkerchief. Baba cleverly said “Baba is yours.” Ask yourself, what are you pulled to remember? It is I and My isn’t it?
We came to Baba at a very young age and he taught us that whenever we say ‘I’ we should think, I the soul and whenever we say ‘my’ to think ‘My Baba’. Otherwise this I and my bring us into body consciousness and there is loss. In this season’s Murlis Baba has been sharing about the consciousness of the body and the arrogance of the body “I am so and so .. “, and how to transform this consciousness. I am an instrument and Baba works through me.
Every day Baba reminds us of om shanti – the original self and quality of the self. Baba wants to see us in a state of happiness all the time. The faces of some look like they have a burden. We know who we are and what we want. Move in that happiness and accumulate great charity by serving the Yagya, even if it is just sweeping the floor. Baba created the Yagya. Never think of it as ordinary. Do everything with faith and the realization of who you are doing it for. It is not just speakers and those on stage who are valuable. Can you live here if it is not clean? There is value for every task. There is great praise of the Yagya. If you are an instrument and are a part of the Yagya it is a great thing and you have received this charity from God Himself. Do everything from the heart and with the right consciousness and let your happiness overflow. Not that you get tired and your face wilts and you think: Is this is what I am here to do? No I am an angel, free. Emerge this consciousness and experience this. How small this age and birth is. In no other birth will you meet the Supreme Soul. We may be a king or queen in golden age but the Supreme Soul will not be there.
Remember two things – time and thoughts and pay attention. This is just one life to accumulate the reward for the full 21 births in health, wealth and happiness. There will be no doctors or lawyers there. Many departments will not be there! Now do as much as you can with happiness and joy and remember your fortune. You have received three thrones – Baba’s heart throne, the throne of the forehead and the future throne. There is intoxication in thinking and speaking about this but this should also be visible and felt from you as if you have won a lottery. People seeing you should get the feeling from you that you have attained so much. Let go of waste thoughts, change the language of ke ke – kaise, kyu, kon – how, why, who. Just remember om shanti. Remove the word ‘ sometimes’ and change ti to ‘always’. If we, God’s direct children are not happy then who will be! Have the intoxication that I am living in the Yagya and no matter what service you do have that happiness that it is Yagya service. See your face in the mirror to check that this happiness is there. Does your fortune show on your face? Baba gave great importance to the Madhuban Niwassis by coming to meet them. Sing the praise of how much fortune you have received. Remember all these things and then it will be easy to have the cremation ceremony (also called sanskar) of the sanskars.
You need powerful volcanic yoga. To focus on this yoga free yourself from waste and old sanskars won’t harass you. Burn them don’t just kill them. They do not just kill Ravan, they burn him. Sometimes we say we do not know what we have to change but really we all do know internally what old sanskars are still there. Baba went ahead in efforts. Even in his old age he would sit upright for yoga without any back support, no spectacles… he was so disciplined and a renunciate. He stayed in the same room throughout even though new buildings were made. He would not accept anything from anyone in case he remembered them. Once someone sent a special cushion cover from London but he would not accept it. Letchu Dadi secretly put it on his bed when he was not there but he felt the vibrations had changed and had it removed. He was a complete renunciate from the heart, it was never a burden for him. Now become equal to Baba in sacrifice and tapasya.
Om Shanti
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Dadi Janki – 19.4.11 – London
Realise who you are and who is mine
Are you a rose flower or are you the gardener? Everyone loves roses. We have the intoxication that we have become the flowers of Baba’s rose garden. The head of the rose is above the thorns and we are not pricked by the thorns nor do we prick others. The rose flower is so sensible. Baba has drawn to our attention that, just as we have dislike for someone else’s weaknesses, we need to have the same dislike for our own defects. If you have dislike for someone else’s weaknesses ask yourself, ‘Who am I?’
We are celebrating the 75th platinum jubilee or 40 years of service, and the one work of ‘Who am I?’ and ‘Who is mine?’ still continues. Then, as we realised, automatically there was power and we became the Shiv Shakti Pandava army; before there wasn’t the name ‘army”’. By knowing ‘Who am I?’ and ‘Who is mine?’ we became an army and recognised that One and ourselves. With sweet words and sweet language Baba has made us spiritual, fragrant roses. Lotus flowers look lovely, because they have the gift from the Supreme Soul of being detached. They live in the family, in the ocean of poison, and Baba takes us out of that ocean of poison and it is as if we are in the ocean of milk and sugar.
The work of a lotus flower is to be detached and, because of this, the creation of the lotus is also very useful and edible. God gives love to the one who is detached. Every scene of nature is unique, different. Each one’s part is their own and for myself, too, my part is not the same all the time. Every second the part changes. Be so detached that you will have time to look at yourself. Let go of the subtle ego of mine and Baba will make you a flower in the garland around His neck. Nothing is mine. Be detached, above and beyond and the observer. When we become an observer we become God’s companion.
Baba says that He doesn’t do anything but we know He does everything.
Baba does and inspires other to do and so make your stage such. Have that pure feeling for oneself to do this then we will not leave anything to later but will do it now. It is God’s system that when we start to do something others start to do it with us so I must not delay.
It is the godly system that each one’s service is their own and is done with Bhavna. The One up above should be happy with me. Why should I compare myself with someone else? If I do service and someone else’s name is glorified, or if I do something like someone else is doing it, I have to take great care not to come into competition because competition, comparison, criticism and corruption should not exist in us. If someone helps me and because of that I do something for them, then that is corruption.
Become a point, apply a point and remember Baba. Never feel that you are not valued. If someone gives one rupee then God has value for that. The one who gave one rupee will become a king. The one who wastes money will become the subject of subjects.
Realise who you are. Realise who is mine. Take benefit and enable others to take benefit. Om Shanti