Dear Ananta Gauranga prabhu and others
Please also accept my humble obeisance
All glories to Srila Prabhupada!
Thank you for starting this discussion because I also have hard time since yesterday morning when I saw the documentary.
It looks like to me documentary is honest attempt to try to make stop with child abuse in Srila Prabhupada’s movement.
For me is not new that Maharaja is involved in some way in this issue, but this was much worse that I ever thought.
Since samadhi ceremony of Kirtananda I was confused about his role in all that,but I kind of didn't want to deal with it and suppress my feelings about it and pretended everything is alright. But now after seeing this documentary I cannot ignore
it anymore.
What I saw in documentary and know from my own observation is not that Maharaja is involved in only protecting one person,like you said Ananta Gauranga, but almost all of them showed in the movie.
Bhavananda (Bhav the beast how he use to call himself in his best days of molesting children and destroying devotees life's) was one whom he allowed to sit on vyasasana in Mumbai calling him affectionately Bhavanadiji according to his formal female disciple
whom he discouraged to write book about her experience with Bhav the beast.
Dhanudar Swami (for whom I am not sure how much quilty about accusations and how much pointed quilt from GBC at the time) is one who is allowed to speak in Bhakticenter in NY.
Laksmimony Devi whom I personally heard Maharaja honoring like anything in front of his congregation in Mumbai for doing wonderful service for Srila Prabhupada with her girls gurukula somewhere in America (now I hear in the movie she did also bad things with
girls there)
Kirtananda who is well known for what he did. Maharaja stayed his admirer until Kirtananda so called samadhi ceremony.
Bhakti Vidyapunya Maharaja with whom Maharaja have very close relationship.
Also others in movie,whom I don't know personally except Gauri dasa and I have heard about his negative involvement in Vrindavan gurukula some moths ago, who is now big shut in Bhaktivedanta Manor, are on some or other way in favor of Maharaja above children
which suffered under their torture.
I am at the moment quite confused and do not know what should I do next or in which direction I should look for my spiritual life future. I don't want to lose my faith in Maharaja, but at the moment I don't feel bowing down to him or chanting
his Pranam mantra, although I still do with mixed feelings in my heart. I don't want to leave Srila Prabhupada and his ISKCON but altogether since happening in Mayapur this year my conviction that iskcon is best place to be for spiritual development and general
needs of humanity went very much close to zero.
Seemingly, power in our society is hold by group of people who are acting like mafia but getting respect as highest sadhus.
I still don't want to pull my definitieve conclusion about all this,but to get back my faith and trust will not be so easy.
I would also like to hear how you think about it. It would help me to clear my mind.
Thank you in advance
Madhava Gauranga dasa
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Your servant, sudevi ddJay Gaura!As I'm rambling on I realize that there is so much more to discuss. Maybe someone can create a more balanced research of everything that happened, from the many sides that are/were involved, and suggest how we can move forward from here to avoid past mistakes. Or not :)I don't believe that bashing and misrepresenting devotees online is the proper way to address issues. It's a very non-Vaishnava coping mechanism that I believe will result in even more resentment and negativity towards his ideas of a stronger CPO, and in a greater divide among devotees - not exactly what we need at this point, especially surrounding such a complex and sensitive issue as child abuse.While I believe that this documentary should have never been made public, I understand why it has been. As already noted by some of you, there are serious flaws in Sanaka's presentation, and his conclusions are drawn prematurely and on a very superficial, one-sided, and narrow-minded exploration ( which are definitely understandable considering his emotional involvement). Regarding ISKCON's and the GBC's response to past abuse, a lot of information is misrepresented and taken out of context, and a lot of background information is missing. A lot has been done! I don't find Gurumaharaja's comments (again, clearly taken out of context) inconclusive at all, but exactly what I would expect him to say. He is concerned for the best of everyone involved, not just one party, on a very deep level. I have never seen him taking sides, he seems to have a broader vision than most of us, and he is trying to encourage everyone involved to make spiritual progress. While this sometimes goes against our personal sense of justice, or our understanding of what should be the right thing to do based on our relative evaluation of the situation, I personally trust that he knows what he is doing, and that it is for the best interest of everyone. What does Krishna say in the Gita about devotees who have committed faults? ... Now, with a strong emotional bias such as Sanaka's, someone may not always appreciate that. And Sanaka thinks that his views are the only truth and seeks support for his case. Understandable, but perhaps slightly self-destructive... I do wonder who Sanaka, as well as some of the devotees he interviews such as Dhira Govinda, take guidance from... just as a footnote!Since this discussion has been on my mind over the last few days I decided to share some thoughts, for whatever they are worth. First of all thank you all for your openness - your letters have helped me greatly gaining better insights into the issues, and appreciation for all of your dedication and sincerity!Not everyone here may know who I am, as I believe this group was created after I left Radhadesh, and more members joined over the last few years. I'm Sudevi dasi, and I used to live in Radhadesh. I studied and taught at the College over a period of 8 years. And as you noticed, I typically don't comment much (although I enjoy reading every post from you!). I now live in the US, somewhat separated form any 'live' devotee community.Dear Godsisters and Godbrothers,Please accept my most humble obeisances. All glories to our wonderful Gurumaharaj, and to all of you and your dedicated and loving service to him and to Srila Prabhupada!
Now, Sanaka clearly is concerned about the current situation and the future of child protection, which I believe are very valid concerns (for any organization or institution!) that could have been presented very differently. And yes, there needs to be an independent office to investigate any concerns raised, that has some sort of executive or significant advisory power. And that is obviously missing - hence, the frustration and the documentary.
Hare Krsna
Pranams & Dandavats to all.
Finally Laksmipriya… Here in Belgium we have a saying: ”We would give money to see you.” or “We thought you passed away.”
As always you are a waterfall of laser sharp yet sweet observation. Thank you so much for your contribution.
I am a simple son of a sowing lady and my father’s family were farmers and he sold dairy products afterwards, so now and then I had to go to Oxford dictionary to have a look at words like context, just to grasp what’s in or what’s out of it.
Anyone who would like to help me with this can do so as of now via radharaman147, my skype account. As far as the topic of ‘The Movie’ is concerned, I’d prefer not to discuss further via this email group. Skyping i only do before 20h00 Belgium time. I don't live in a community like Radhadesh anymore, but still i have to be an exemplary guru to Rangavati and my daughter Taruni, so early to bed and...
We can talk more face to face on other things as well, like: ‘Ostracize or politics of an ostrich’ (in Dutch: Struisvogelpolitiek)
“Tiens!” French for “Well look a here!”:
On dandavats(30/5/16) you can find minutes of the GBC meeting in Mayapur this year. Somebody must have been like Sanjaya with Dhrtarashtra because the budget for CPO this year is a whopping 650.000 $(or is that rupees?). O, I just checked the Oxford Dictionary: budget doesn’t necessarily mean available, but usually means ‘will be needed’. Makes you think, doesn’t it: the 3rd largest amount in the list.
I am signing out. Wishing you all the very best, and may you never be in need of any CPO in or out of Iskcon.
Haribol! ys Acyuta