It was exhausting: wrestling to be whole, never shaking the bone-deep loneliness. The fog formed a dense wall, hedging me into isolation. Most days, it seemed nobody, not even God, can break through.
I was running ministry errands that day, grateful for a reprieve from interaction in the offices. My heart raced with a sinking question: What if I never get better? Shame seared my flushed skin. Nobody wants this. How do I live like this forever?
i know how you feel but. the truth is waiting for you go some were quiet tellvjesus everything then ask him to please come in your heart and fill you with the. holy spirt ask jesus to reveal himself to you and he well
you are not a liar hopeless jesus came for the broken fibromalgia is a real nightmear but i would rather suffer. knowing. iam. going to heaven then listen to the devil trust me on this jesus is faithful
i well listen i get it iam62yr women. use to be pretty my husband left me for a man my second husband beat me everytime i tryed to get better. my children and i were carbon monoxide poisened witch gave us brain damage i had to have a blood transfussion that went toxic in my body i lost all my beautiful hair i have to. wear hair extension and bandana then had to move back home ten yrs of liveing hell with mother who abused me my whole life i pray god well take me home everyday however he said he had a plan for us all i can never denie his power and love its the only hope i have his prescence makes me feel safe still struggling with being alone on this earth wish could meet some one that would bring the best out of me no matter how lonley deppressed we get id rather have the protection of jesus then let satan speak his lies jesus died for us the devil comes to. kill steal destroy he hates those who believe in christ trust me jesus is comming back to rapture those who believe we well have a happy ending a brand new beging. like the garden except no sin. no satan. no matter how dark it gets. reach out to jesus
So nice that God came through for you. It doesnt happen for everyone and it didnt happen for me. God just vanished as depression got a grip on me through years of sexual abuse. And then my rotten church (you know, the one based in Rome with all the art treasures) made it worse by claiming I am in some sort of mortal sin for giving in. Jesus H fucking Christ, this religion shit really rots your soul, doesnt it? Anyway, I am at a crossroads now, and it could go either way. I have wept alone many times. No still small voice for me. Absolutely nothing. But I guess thats my fault too.
Sorry ginger trust me he is not on your time what have you learn from this change people places and thnimng that is holding you back be not transform by this world it only temporary god and Jesus is entered love peaches and joy be anxiety for temporary fits wait wait ask for patience wait
Today I was bullied and I am only 10. I know that god holds me but sometimes anger comes. And I cant hold it in. It is like the devil consumes me. So we went to the gym and this is where it started and some girls I know were mocking me and acting like me and calling me mean things like i was Joe Biden. I know Im not the nicest person but sometimes I am kind and want to help people. I didnt know that one girl that was bullying me was conferred with depression. I didnt know that and so she took her anger out on me. And the other girl talked about me behind my back. She got everyone else a ring and not me.
1. You are an amazing and loved child of God. You are the exact creation he designed and are capable of great things. These are the beliefs of God. To him we are his amazing children. No one else can determine who you are.
3. So, knowing these two things we can follow this. All things unjust, without love, or vile are not of our God. Their actions are not of God. Therefore, their power over you should be recognized as nothing. They are here to diminish your light. You can win by letting it shine bright. Never in retaliation or thinking or reacting in a bad way.
THERES NO FUCKING GOD. END OF.
God only works as a concept when life is good. The cunt disappears when youre having it really hard. That says everything to me about the nonsense of God-bothering.
Can you please contact me privately? This is the VERY first post to stand out and I deeply feel that you may be able to understand the situation that I myself and trying to understand in order to help a struggling child.
The words of Yeshur have been corrupted, the teachings of Mary and the Book of Judas are considered fucking APOCRYPHA, and the religious institutions are irrevocably perverted from the inside to such an extent there are literally *Satanic pedophilic rape dungeons built beneath Catholic churches and entire congregations of Evangelicals who will lock their doors to the poor during a hurricane and flooding.*
Heavenly Father. I pray for clockwork Angel and the others out here who are suffering the same. We know that you love all of us equally, but what we do with that love is up to us. I pray that as these words are being read. You would reveal to her and others in an undeniable and convincing way that you are sovereign over every detail of their lives knowing that nothing comes a surprise to you. We know that you could heal any one of us at any moment, but sometimes allow us to suffer for your glory through us in the lives of others. Help us to remember that one day there will be a place that will be void of suffering sorrow tears pain disappointment and temptation. In the meantime, we are reminded that to live is Christ and to die is gain. Cause us to ask what you have for us today and live one day at a time.
1 Peter 5:10
Phillipians 4 helped me !
I hope it helps you
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near.6 Do not be anxious about anything,but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Paul mate everything you went through sounds awful? my heart breaks for you I will keep you in my prayers and hope you can have trust and faith in God again! Take care of yourself brother life is very hard in this broken world
Hi JannaG,
Very good advice you gave to Paul. Your last sentence about not having to work your way into Heaven.
I would refer you to, James 2: 17 through 26, which basically say that faith is dead without works (good deeds); or works are useless without faith. So yes you do have to work your way into Heaven, through good deeds.
Thanks and God Bless You, in Jesus name, Amen
Well, Snookums,
As Jesus suffered , so do we who believe and follow Him. They are called trials, sometimes a test of faith, sometimes admonition for our sins. Can you turn in the opposite direction and accept the trial? Non-believers, non trusters in the Lord get angry, throw stones at anyone and anything and give up faith. Give it a whirl. Just go with it for a bit.
I know you are probably lost and this is like a year late but God loves you. When you feel alone he loves and he loves you and he loves you and he reveals things in his timing even though that is hard but maybe this was your small voice finding this article God loves you and I love you too so please please go back to him
There is no sin or blasphemy He will not forgive. That what the Bible says. I am not proud that I cursed the one who died for me. I think He would rather have genuine anger hurled at him rather than indifference or pious, insincere righteousness.
Not everyone is going to hear a still small voice. I dont hear it but songs come to my mind that speak to my situation or I open my Bible and turn to a verse that was just what I needed. God speaks in different ways. We just have to pay attention.
I know how you feel. what happened to you is wrong in every way it was not your fault, and it is unfortunate that you need to do the work to process the emotions, however from experience i can tell you self pity does you no good. Ditch the religion seek to understand the creator through his word, knock and the door will open seek and you shall find. He never promised us ease but He did promise to be there keep at it, giving up is not an option, rest if you must but keep at it.
I started reading the Bible I realized the words cut through joints and narrow. After an especially sad time I would pray and just open my Bible it fell open to 2 Corinthians Ch 12. My grace is sufficient for you for my power is made perfect in weakness.
No one should abuse your child not for shelter or food do you stay. Walk away with the clothes on your back and as you walk look up to heaven and tell God that he either feeds you and your children or gives you the grace to starve to death but no way are you going to seat around and allow anyone to abuse your child. He has not given you a spirit of fear but of love and sound mind Walk away for the sake of that child and watch the Lord God of Israel provide as he does for the birds of the air. Dare to believe even as your heart and knees shake act on that believe.
May the Lord God of Israel grant you a fighting spirit to walk away despite the fear you have of lack . put aside false shame and guilt may he remind you that you are precious to Him , and that He knows how to make all things new in due time. If he provides for the brids in the air He will provide for your children and you. Walk away from that sexual abuse for the sake of your children and yourself
Believe it or not, my 16 year old daughters name is Micah Robinson. She struggles with severe anxiety and depression. She and I both. All we have is Jesus and each other. It fosters a very intimate relationship with God.
When I am in the throws of torment I listen to the psalms and cry myself a river as I grit my teeth with self loathing and fear, In those moments do I long to die? do I long to escape any way possible? yes and yes. But of this I am sure. I cant and I wont. Therefore I dig my heels in; face my torment and pain in the face as I feel my gut and every cell in m body explode with anguish and remind myself that this too shall pass. I hold tight to His spoken truth that I am a sinner saved by graced, and it is for me that He came, I might not love myself but he sure does love me and His love is not based on my feelings thus no hell or high water can take that fact away from me. May the Lord God of Israel find you in the throws of your pain and seat with you as you fight to hold on to life in this fallen world with the assured hope of eternal bliss in the life here after at His appointed time.
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