April 9: Let Me Begin Again
Martha
Let Me Begin Again
Major Jackson
Let me begin again as a quiet thought
in the shape of a shell slowly examined
by a brown child on a beach at dawn
straining to see their future. Let me begin
this time knowing the drumming in my dreams
is me inheriting the earth, is morning
lighting up the rivers. Let me burn
my vanities: old music in the pines, sifters
of scotch, a day moon like a signature
of night. This time, let me circle
the island of my fears only once then
live like a raging waterfall and grow
a magnificent mustache. Let me not ever be
the birdcage or the serrated blade or
the empty season. Dear Glacier, Dear Sea
of Stars, Dear Leopards disintegrating
at the outer limits of our greed; soon we will
encounter you only in motivational tweets.
Reader, I should have married you sooner.
This time, let me not sleep like the prophet who
believes he’s seen infinity. Let me run
at break-neck speeds toward sceneries
of doubt. I have no more dress rehearsals
to attend. Look closer: I am licking my lips.
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Inspired by the (previously shared!) Philip Levine poem of the same name.
See also: My Life Was the Size of My Life, Jane Hirshfield
Cannonball into the pool of poems from today in:
2025: kami/kaze : a correspondence, Ng Yi-Sheng
2024: Physical Therapy, Franny Choi
2023: Come Quickly, Izumi Shikibu
2022: Heretic That I Am, Tomás Q. Morín
2021: The World Has Need of You, Ellen Bass
2020: Annus Mirabilis, R. A. Villanueva
2019: This Page Ripped Out and Rolled into a Ball, Brendan Constantine
2018: Winter Stars, Larry Levis
2017: In That Other Fantasy Where We Live Forever, Wanda Coleman
2016: The cat’s song, Marge Piercy
2015: The Embrace, Mark Doty
2014: No. 6, Charles Bukowski
2013: A Schoolroom in Haiti, Kenneth Koch
2012: Track 5: Summertime, Jericho Brown
2011: Death, Is All, Ana Božičević
2010: Heaven, William Heyen
2009: April in Maine, May Sarton
2008: Making Love to Myself, James L. White
2007: Publication Date, Franz Wright
2006: Living in the Body, Joyce Sutphen
2005: Aberration (The Hubble Space Telescope before repair), Rebecca Elson