I don't like it because every single move they make reminds me I hate the world; every idea they come up with: ugh, I hate this place. Sometimes it can be specific,
like throwing away American citizenship, but mostly, it's generalized, seething hatred... which has surprisingly been a common theme in the past decade. I just hate so much about everything -- and I think I have good reason -- but it's all stealing my life, all of it, all of it.