Have We Met?
Black Bugs
to find that some of you actually know me... or suppose to know. I do
not think anyone really takes that much interest in individuals anymore
nor do I think the words that are posted here reflect any style of
teaching, learning or mastership.
In fact, the development of these newsgroups and its content have the
consistency of 'pulp' and reflect argumentative suppostion rather than
knowledge although this author concedes that much has been transmitted
and received through various masters (the title master assigned to
those who have enlightened me).
Hell, you are not even reading this post correctly. Chances are you did
not even make it to here. Concentration and focus. Where do these fit
into Zen practice? If your mind and actions are all building to
somewhere else you lack the necessary attention to fulfill the
happening within this now. Like this moment, those other moments have
their place in time. A fractured perception is where one takes actions
now that are not co-ordinated with now. Perhaps yelling at someone who
is uninvolved.
You are skimming for things that at first appearance conform to or deny
your molded reality but giving no real thought to the craftmanship of
the words. They could be perceived as a spell of magickal sorts. It
took me five readings of Sun Tzu's Art of War before I had aquired the
single insight to understand the strategy.
How does one become enlightened? First, you must accept that you are a
conditioned being. Second, you must identify Ego and third, read. How
much reading? I have been studying these disciplines now for over 12
years after a spontaneous enlightenment into the nature of the
Arguement between the two solids and the void that separates and is
source to them. It is near impossible to express this dynamic for it is
truely beyond words.
The first years I spent sifting through over 600 emails a day plus
contributing to newsgroups and researching websites. If we accept that
there is a central point to truth then we must see beyond words and
languages, codes and cryptic illustrations. I read an awesome
explaination of this truth, this God, this power, this energy recently
in the book Essential Kaballah.
Imagine seven pitchers. Each pitcher is a different color glass. The
power is the water. Although the water is poured into different color
pitchers assuming the color of the pitcher, the color of the water
remains the same as it is poured from one to another in any order and
in any combination. Now, imagine seven philosophies of schools. Is it
not the same truth?
Does the apple fall from the tree in every language? And yet,
strangely, we argue its realness. We know that God exists beyond any
tangable quality and thus, without quality, we argue that it does not
exist. Trapped by our own understanding.
I was reading The Malleus Maleficarum (Witches Hammer) some time ago
and it demonstrated clearly the point. Essentially, a group of 'clergy'
and 'statesmen' got together and wrote out the document to identify
witches but, more interestingly, how to cast other magick to dispell
their evil effects plus they were allowed to kill innocence based on
blind or ill motivated accusation. Thus, as I tried to demonstrate on
alt.shamanism so long ago, we become what we hate and what then, my
friend, is the reward in that? Is your state not now the evil that you
have become?
So, if my life is only one lesson it will be this. Unto others, unto
you. There is hidden knowledge here. People forcably ripped apart my
family to hide their ugliness and to inflate their pompousness
because... they can. The thrill is temporary and non-permanent and
creates an addiction that continues to destroy until stopped. My option
becomes as this was done to me, I can do it to others and you know
what? ... because I can. But I will not. Even after this has happened
to me I still do not want this to happen to me and thus I will not do
lest I open the door.
My standard state is completely non-material. Death is a calendar
changing from December 31 to January 1st at midnight. I have studied in
depth Kriya Yoga from Master Patanjali. In essence all fruits of works
are given to God. Complete non-attachment. There is no me, no doer.
The Four Noble Truths of Suffering also expresses this attachment to
works, forms and ideas as the source of all suffering. One's location
does not define one's space.
The rest, I suppose, is timing and opportunity. If tomorrow I am
walking downtown Saskatoon and cross paths with someone from Cranbrook,
I will attack with extreme force and with no fear of prison or death. I
do not fear the police, being capture or even beaten. We as Canadians
say that 'this' is important but only 'my this', none other is
necessary nor important. So, after a life of being persecuted for our
idea, I will teach others mine.
That is why I am so explosive on the net. Extreme, violent and real.
The goal here is simple. Someone will wise up and see the opportunity
before them and I will graciously take the fall. For example, next
summer I am going into the bush for 6-7 months to find the various
frequency patterns radiated by different aspects of nature.
If, durning this time something terrible were to happen to Cranbrook or
those two dickheads in Dauphin (german and the queer) well, I would be
grateful but consider the scale. Something big enough to draw national
attention. A real gut wrentching review of what is important to
Canadians and what we will do to protect it. This is not a government
and we are not waiting for any executive decsision to be made. It is
obvious like drinking water.
I will play my part. I can only die once. The greatest weakness in our
'mandate enforcers' is obvious. They are reactive, uneffective and
after-the-factive.
Want to learn? I am teaching.
Cheers!
Tim
mcb...@gmail.com
find much else worth the effort. There is always eating or sleeping.
But, event those activities are much better when done with someone I
know.
One becomes enlightened by getting to know others. Is it not knowing
only self that is the the illusion after all?
Arguing is as good a past time as meditating or getting drunk or over
eating. If being enlightened is all we are lead to believe than a cold
one with a friend ia a good pathway. So is making babies with someone.
All this "OM" stuff is fine. But, one is easily fooled by all the
trappings of "letting go of the self" Just stick a pillow over your
head until your body convinces you to stop doing so. Then you easily
understand Self. This makes the whole idea of running off and becoming
a monk or the like and begging for food rather unnecessary. Besides,
it is much better to feed than to beg.
I like black bugs. They are creepy and all. But, creepy is just one
more part of existence anyway. Being separate from feeling is a bunch
of B.S. When one is not feeling one is sick. This is not to say that
how one feels should make one an idiot or stuck on self. But, one
shoul allow feeling. Feeling is one mechanism for sensing. Yes,
sensing can give room for illusion. But, not feeling is a bigge
illusion.
sd
know.
yes tim, we know you, however we believe the most important teachings only
get channeled through Jod Da'ath, so that's what we're mainly scanning for,
but we don't mind hearing from Lucifer theGood, Felix Magnus, and the Black
Bugs as well.
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The weakness of this species are clear.
First weakness: Their need to belong. They feel safe in numbers. They
assume that many voices are better and stronger than one and yet fail
to realize that the many voices are expressing a single voice.
Second weakness: They have a permission complex. They need permission
for everything. They do not know and they are denied the information
thus seeking validation in higher and lower forms but never their own.
This is due to generations of control through the utilization of
religion, pseudo science and superstiscion.
Third weakness: The persecution of Individuality based on loose
knowledge of Tao nature of beauty (as an example). Red is a reference
point but not the same color to each eye that sees it. Thus, beauty,
love, pain etc are different things to different people thus the
conformed view is inferior. These things are an unfolding not a
natural or permanent state. There is no end to this view.
Consider that the control of information and intelligence, knowledge
and education is what distracts you from this point and thus, as is
the nature of this world, you are being set up as slaves blinded by
your pointed rightness created by the mass opinion.
Am I the first or last with this message? No. But the point is clear.
The range between now and the next is thousands of years of which many
generatuions will be consumed and cast into slavery before such a
chance will be delivered again.
A Dream is the experience of the objective self.
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braven...@postmaster.co.uk
took me five readings of Sun Tzu's Art of War before I had aquired the
single insight to understand the strategy.
And what insight was that?