I was thinking of a plate breakfast meal all night.. To eat one and
run back home with a full stomach. There is definately nothing
happening in my life as of now.. so I should simply look for company
under whatever crevices there are in Honolulu.. If I had a wolfpack of
friends it would be alot better so that I don't stress myself to
converse or keep them occupied. So I feel alot has to change and I
should start getting into wolf packs at KCC once I do 1 year of
labor.. Okay, the dibs stuff is out of the question.. Now what matters
is that I scrub myself and get dibs from real stuff like work and
school.. provided I do a good job on either one..my pubescent
fantasies are over now.. All it took was a towel from the chic that
lived here once before.. nah, I am joking.. I will continue hanging
myself by the testicles.. the apparatus therein is a meaningless
lump.. I don't fancy hanging out with chics at all, my friend.. I
refuse to.. I gotta get down to roaming the streets with decent people
who can make good pace.. even if it involves a mobscene, I could use
it and add character to my knuckles covered with blood.. Hey, where
did Darren Seu go? I was wondering about him.. I know my Chinese
friend came here 7 years ago as I saw him at Zippy's looking creepy as
if he wanted to cut me across.. fuck, I only gave him the finger in an
almighty sense and left.. He remained seated like a Myers at some
fastfood joint at 3PM.. I swifted the isolated parts of the street and
went my way home..later to watch Halloween 6 and freak out totally at
the night..where I sealed the lock and put a bible by the welcome
mat. Then I closed my private bedroom door and watched for sounds of
people walking.. only to reel at the fact that there were so I did
some kungfu moves to seem invincible.. Anyways, time for my hospital
appointment.. hey, M. is just using me for the money from doc.. I
disposed of my attempt to hook up with her since I would be nuts to go
around and be a source of money as if it means I am not being lied
to.. so I broke off from it.. Hey, BJ should let me in on Tweakball..
you know so I can use excess force and make the ball crash straight
through his friend's interfacing monitor like a bullet from within the
screen.. I can play tweakball by adjusting my scrotum.. I had to get
some of my scrotum cut off so they could stitch together the gap so it
hugs my testicles properly.. monkey balls.. I've got monkey balls.. I
go whoo whoo whoo whoo!
-sEung b. Kim