The bright side, suicide.

[Swiver]

If I were to write a suicide note, it would go something like this.

Everyone,
I’m sorry, everyone. I had a problem so I fixed it. I know that in fixing
my own problem, I created so many more for everyone else. But I dont care. I
don’t have to worry about that now. I’m fed up with everyone in my own
family ridiculing me, and expecting me to do what they want me to do. It’s
not that I don’t want to live, it’s just that I cant live if I can’t be who
I want to be. That’s right, I’m spoiled, I’m whiney, I’m stubborn. I dont
care. “A lifetime of fucking things up, fixed in one, determined
lash.” -Trent Reznor

Amy, (my wonderful girlfriend)
You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you, I always will.
God knows that there’s no one else in the world as beautiful as you are. He
knows that there’s no one else on earth like you. I know it too. I’m sorry I
drug you into my pathetic world and put you through all of this, you didn’t
deserve any of it. I want you to take me two tan pillows, and sleep on them
every night. I love you, Amy. You’re beautiful, and don’t ever forget that.

Will:
Jerry Slay...take me cd collection
Dad...Take my guitar
Whoever else wants any of my crap can have whatever they want, Dale, Josey,
and all my other friends, you are welcome to take something you like, in
fact, please do. And as for the rest of it, burn it along with my body.
Spread my ashes over the farm.

Again, I’m sorry everyone, this will be the last thing I fuck up. Good bye

Love always,
Casey

P.S.

Dale, Josey, John, and the rest of my friends, thank you for befriending
me. I love you all, and let’s just hope that I’m right about my religion.