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hadenuf
May 4, 2008, 3:47:38 AM5/4/08
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I've been messed up my whole life and I think I have BPD. I was on
effexor for 2 months but had to stop taking the shit because it made
things worse. I find that smoking weed works better I also started
heating the metal tip of a lighter and burning my wrists my left arm
looks like shit ,but I find if things start getting really fucked up
in my head and I burn myself I feel an incredible high. This sucks I'm
29 years old and I've wanted to die since I was a kid and I hope that
this rush I get from burning my arm is the first step towards me
getting the balls to finally jump of the fucking bridge and end this
shit.
effexor for 2 months but had to stop taking the shit because it made
things worse. I find that smoking weed works better I also started
heating the metal tip of a lighter and burning my wrists my left arm
looks like shit ,but I find if things start getting really fucked up
in my head and I burn myself I feel an incredible high. This sucks I'm
29 years old and I've wanted to die since I was a kid and I hope that
this rush I get from burning my arm is the first step towards me
getting the balls to finally jump of the fucking bridge and end this
shit.
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