Brian, Roger, Freddie, John & Adam.
Thank you :-)
I hope you don't mind, I covered and recorded many a Queen song from
Christmas Day forward.
You'll have to scroll for them, they are streaming and downloadable at
https://reverbnation.com/williammahler
Dreamers Ball, Leaving Home Ain't Easy, The Loser In the End, White
Queen (As It Began), Save Me, The Night Comes Down, I'm Going Slightly
Mad, Liar, Laugh Or Cry, Funny How Love Is, Doing Alright and more to
come once my voicebox is fully ready to roll again. Over 100 songs were
recorded for almost 50 hours, an activity I'm clearly not in rock and
roll shape for :-)
I want you to know there at my domain,
https://mahlers.net/life-as-a-mental-health-patient.htm is large and
yours to read. Take it on personal authority, my life as an alleged
mentally ill person, while bieng involved directly to September 11, 2001
since as far back as 1984 to the morning of and since then is
chronicled. The story goes onto say during that whole time, how I
managed to work with you Roger and met people that at the least,
represent the ghost of Freddie Mercury.
For those who sit there wondering incuriously as to what I just said.
I'm saying on the record that no living member of Queen got close to me
personally. The closest physical distance Roger got to me was beng in a
van behind me as I drove my car on South Street of Hyannis, listening to
of all things, "Fight From the Inside" or was it "I'm In Love With My
Car". And for me to tell you its for their own best interest not too,
is also saying in my humble opinion, the life I was living is way too
dangerous for their good outstanding reputations. I'm also letting in to
you a for the sake of blunt truth, a mere notion of mine. Lets just
say, had Freddie lived, would he have continued with Queen? Nope. He
did not want toi be a poster child for HIV/AIDS. Musically he would've
felt he went with them as far as they could go perhaps. But weighing
what he did to his life, HIV/AIDS and how it would look for the band, he
decided to get out. He was undeniably that conscience laden. I"m going
on to say, that living with HIV/AIDS gave him all the more reason to
dedicate his life in a new profession, one that honors his family. For
that, to entertain you, he became a physician. For me to say he is
alive and gave me a physical says I'm messing with recorded history.
Queen is known for outrageous and this is not any different yet
admittedly a stab in their heart to say the least. I've got my reasons.
The doctor whom gave me a physical, did so in 2000. Within a town
world wide known as a haven for alternate lifestyle, the outer Cape
Community Health Center of Provincetown, MA. my Cape Cod was the only
place I could get a DOT physical to be employed by TruGreen Chemlawn.
So by all accounts, at the least, this doctor does to this day, appear
to be none other than Freddie's exact replica body double. It's the
truth, nothing but the truth. If you think i'm mad hatter bonkers well
let me tell you, I told you this and I'm also telling you, I personally
knew in sixteen year advance the potential for the madness that became a
brutal savage reality my country faced September 11, 2001. Do you
understand now, if you believe me why Queen of all things, wrote "We
Believe" even if they did not entirely know the depth of my life back
then? A song of peace, non lethality, means short of killing, it's what
I was talking to them about in the alt.music.queen of
googlegroups.com
about. It's where Daniel Drebilbis was releasing surfer guitar roack at
a time, that very style of play is the foundation of "The Cosmos Rocks"
song itself. For me to tell you, "Daniel" had first hand accountability
into Brian is not a stretch of the truth at all. But if anything, going
on the idea that any member of Queen didn't know exactly the sheer
magnitude of the game I was involved in, I put their lives in a world of
jeopardy and knew it. Fortunately, they never got to me personally in
real time. Had they done so, they would be linked to me, a as I
understand, founding reason why Bin Laden himself took to the idea of
using jets against America. That's the blunt hard to believe truth.
If anything, Queen has my full permission to use this in ways that
hopefully will educate the world in the reality of our national
nightmare. They will continue to shine a light on HIV/AIDS, world peace
and by all means, as equally as I consider myself professional in my
work, they are way more advanced than me in theirs. Do you understand
how important this band is to me? They give me a reason for hope, to
continue on, to live, to just be human when by all accounts, I should be
locked up in prison for life, if not executed. For the fact the
confession I leave you here is also a precursor to something I'm letting
you now know. The entire September 11, 2001 tragedy is being
revisited and to say the least, I'm at the helm of M2 Technologies Inc,
the company involved in this. I have reached out to without question, a
group of people bigger than the Beatles in the investigative world and
they are quite taking this seriously. Nothing less will do and it don't
nearly make me fully satisficed but to say the least, justice is going
to be publicly served. Sit back and enjoy the ride. To Brian and
Roger, i put you at risk and for that I can only hope you accept my
humble, groveling apologies.