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Re: How to Die Beautifully
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Samuel Harris
May 11, 2013, 11:14:21 PM5/11/13
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On May 12, 12:56 am, lightjose...@gmail.com wrote:
> All right, if I'm going to be an asher, I'm going to be an asher...
>
> If I choose to die, I want to do it beautifully, with no body for anyone to find, in or near my house. If I could go somewhere into nature, where I belong, where nobody would find me. If I could get thin first, be beautiful, wear a white dress. If I could die on a hillside somewhere, where nobody goes, perhaps lying on a bed of rose petals, holding a rose. If I could leave this world in beauty, creating beauty through my death, maybe that would be the only beauty I am capable of contributing. Maybe it would make everything all right.
>
> I even liked the idea of someone else, laying my body on the rose petals, caring and making sure I looked beautiful. The thought of being tended to, so carefully, felt good. But if I found anyone willing to do that, I know I would wake up in a mental institution.
>
> So what about details? What could I take, that would allow me enough time to lay down on the petals, and look like I am sleeping? How could I keep a massive search from being deployed?
Don't you know you shit all over yourself when you die? Do you want to
shit on rose petals? Besides, what if you're a Nigger? Wouldn't you
want to die of clogged arteries in a Kentucky Fried Chicken? Or what
if you're Arab? Wouldn't you want to die with your dick in a camels
ass?
> All right, if I'm going to be an asher, I'm going to be an asher...
>
> If I choose to die, I want to do it beautifully, with no body for anyone to find, in or near my house. If I could go somewhere into nature, where I belong, where nobody would find me. If I could get thin first, be beautiful, wear a white dress. If I could die on a hillside somewhere, where nobody goes, perhaps lying on a bed of rose petals, holding a rose. If I could leave this world in beauty, creating beauty through my death, maybe that would be the only beauty I am capable of contributing. Maybe it would make everything all right.
>
> I even liked the idea of someone else, laying my body on the rose petals, caring and making sure I looked beautiful. The thought of being tended to, so carefully, felt good. But if I found anyone willing to do that, I know I would wake up in a mental institution.
>
> So what about details? What could I take, that would allow me enough time to lay down on the petals, and look like I am sleeping? How could I keep a massive search from being deployed?
Don't you know you shit all over yourself when you die? Do you want to
shit on rose petals? Besides, what if you're a Nigger? Wouldn't you
want to die of clogged arteries in a Kentucky Fried Chicken? Or what
if you're Arab? Wouldn't you want to die with your dick in a camels
ass?
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