personal thing to say

[Ethan42]

I have been behaving like a mad man.

Saying things on internet is really simple. You can have an attitude you
choose.

It's easy to spit on everything. Call everybody scum etc.

I can also say things to improve someone elses life. That's also easy, in
some cases easy for me to say, because I am pretty much organized at home,
for instance and I don't have those problems. Even when on a small budget.

I have lived three months without the world bothering me. Maybe it made me
feel different than other people. The real world which surrounds me, in my
country. I have had panick attacks, distress, many worries about getting a
job...a life....a partner. There have been things I never told you, and I
won't. That's private.

When real world comes in again, like today, after a few months of being
left alone, things are not that easy.

I am trying to get to a more understanding way of living.

Joking around to every extent, isn't a nice way...as I did it....on the
internet. Not only here, btw.

I am very polite in the real world.

Dunno anymore where to draw the line. Then I get lost.

This is my case of loneliness.

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you'll do it again in about 3 weeks and i'll lol

[no one important]

On 06 Feb 2012 20:36:41 GMT, Ethan42 <Eth...@universalexports.com> wrote:
>I have been behaving like a mad man.

I think we all do at times. (?)

>Saying things on internet is really simple. You can have an attitude you
>choose.

>It's easy to spit on everything. Call everybody scum etc.

but if you spit into the wind... well...

>I can also say things to improve someone elses life. That's also easy, in
>some cases easy for me to say, because I am pretty much organized at home,
>for instance and I don't have those problems. Even when on a small budget.
>
>I have lived three months without the world bothering me. Maybe it made me
>feel different than other people. The real world which surrounds me, in my
>country. I have had panick attacks, distress, many worries about getting a
>job...a life....a partner.

a job may come when needed, you already have a life, a partner (? who needs
the hassle ? -- either way it's nothing to obsess about)

>There have been things I never told you, and I won't. That's private.

Or is that what you really want to tell?

>When real world comes in again, like today, after a few months of being
>left alone, things are not that easy.

You might shut out reality (for a while), but it knocks and if you ignore
it, it often breaks down the door.

>I am trying to get to a more understanding way of living.
>
>Joking around to every extent, isn't a nice way...as I did it....on the
>internet. Not only here, btw.
>
>I am very polite in the real world.
>Dunno anymore where to draw the line. Then I get lost.

just be yourself, it is usually easier and often seems to work better

>This is my case of loneliness.

...and in the words of the Steve Winwood song "Roll With It"

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/steve+winwood/roll+with+it_20131271.html

--
now listening to The Sisters of Mercy - Floodland

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Wanda wrote:
> "Ethan42" <Eth...@universalexports.com> wrote in message
> news:Xns9FF1DBD7...@91.208.207.54...

>>
>>
>> I have been behaving like a mad man.
>

> Yeah kinda! Lol!

>
>>
>> Saying things on internet is really simple. You can have an attitude
>> you choose.
>>
>> It's easy to spit on everything. Call everybody scum etc.
>>
>> I can also say things to improve someone elses life. That's also
>> easy, in some cases easy for me to say, because I am pretty much
>> organized at home,
>

> When you say good or helpful things that's one less thing to feel
> guilty about later.

>
>> for instance and I don't have those problems. Even when on a small
>> budget. I have lived three months without the world bothering me. Maybe
>> it
>> made me feel different than other people. The real world which
>> surrounds me, in my country. I have had panick attacks, distress,
>> many worries about getting a job...a life....a partner. There have
>> been things I never told you, and I won't. That's private.
>

> NEVER tell things on the net that you don't want to see or hear about
> later.

>> When real world comes in again, like today, after a few months of
>> being left alone, things are not that easy.
>

> I don't know if there is a name for this, but sometimes you can go
> years with a problem and can't figure out how to resolve it, then one
> day it just clicks in your mind and you work it out. I sincerely hope
> you get one of those "clicks". They are extremely helpful!

>
>
>>
>> I am trying to get to a more understanding way of living.
>>
>> Joking around to every extent, isn't a nice way...as I did it....on
>> the internet. Not only here, btw.
>>
>> I am very polite in the real world.
>>
>> Dunno anymore where to draw the line. Then I get lost.
>>
>> This is my case of loneliness.
>>
>>
>>
>

> Everyone has their own story. Each of us has their own unique set of
> circumstances, but you will also find some common threads running
> through all of our lives.
>
> I wish us all luck!


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[Wanda]

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On the map Farrell Creek looks lush and green.

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wrong tube


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovhTIQn2Je4

[Ethan42]

no-one-i...@nowhere.net (no one important) wrote in
news:4f305ec6...@news.localnet.com:

> a job may come when needed, you already have a life, a partner (? who
> needs the hassle ? -- either way it's nothing to obsess about)
>

No, don't have that.

I watch tv alot, do my groceries and watch tv. It's something I can get
used to..be more laid back about it.

So I should...blame it on the economy. It's not my fault anyway.

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