Sorry that the lost is so heavy...
I take it that this best friend was soemone you spent most of your time with...
I do not remember what I dreamt last night, but I woke up, and was in tears. No image, no
memory of nothing to put it on, but the feeling was like the sadest one ever, as if I had
witnessed the sadest life/events ever ever...
A flood of tears just fell down,heavy tears, for about 15 minutes, with me still not
remembering a thing, but figuring it must have been the sadest dream ever I had that made me
wake up this way...Like witnessing the saddest thing and being powerless.
A while later, as I played scrabble online, the tears again fell down, same feeling I could
identify, but still not any memory of the dream.....
Who knows, maybe it was your sadness I felt....
I hope your gf's daycare project will help keep your mind busy. Not that we forget then. But
when we are so intensely thinking of the gone one, we are emitting and are in no
wavelenght to receive any signal from them...
Often the signals come the first moment our mind is suddenly busy with something enough to forget
one fist second...
........
Wishing you the best soothing words and iages from your gone by best friend....
And yeah, when one can, calling and visiting in real life is definitely unbeatable.
As for work, I still am working. Am between jobs as in transfered somewhere sometime soon, due
to wfa, if nothing finalized yet as to when...or where, for that matter, since nothing is
in writing yet.
I wish I could afford retiring.
I do not think I will make it very old, and woudl like to enjoy time at my own pace for as
long as I can before the time comes...
Life is too short to spend it all around work. But oen has to live and pay rent, so...eh.
Guess I will have to either die at work or make it over 67, the age they now are pushing
retirement to, if Quebec talks about....75.
Jerry...?