I don't really know what advice to give you. If she is worth it, then
I wouldn't let a virus (which as you rightly said is more of an
inconvenience than a life-threatening situation), get in the way of
what could be an incredible relationship. My concern would be more so
around the issue of trust than the virus itself. I think you are well
within your rights to tread cautiously in an effort to ascertain
whether you can trust this person and whether it was in fact an honest
mistake. People deserve to have the opportunity to make an informed
decision as to whether to take the risk with an HSV positive person,
not have that decision made for them.
Re: the tests, from my experience, the swab test is more accurate
than blood tests. Blood tests have been known to come back negative
even though the person may in fact have the herpes virus. The swab
test needs to be done when there are symptoms present though.
Hope it helps.
Harmony
http://www.harmonyonline.com.au
As far as the risk to you, it's probably pretty slim. Granted,
precautions are in order but I certainly wouldn't let this get in the
way if everything else about the relationship is working.
As for blood tests, the older ones weren't very accurate but the
current ones are *very* accurate. The only thing is, they're good only
after 12-16 weeks of infection. They look for antibodies in the blood
and it takes that long for the immune system to build them up to
detectable levels.
Check this out:
http://yoshi2me.com/genital-herpes.html
Be aware that many healthcare professionals don't know beans about
Herpes even though they won't let you know that. And a few
unintentionally even spread misinformation about it. If yours is up
to date on it, and word seems to be getting out to some of them
lately, you're a lucky man.
As for your statement about the severity of Herpes, you were right the
first time. As many as 90% of the people infected with Genital Herp
don't even know they have it. Even if I knew nothing about it, that
stat alone would make me wonder "so what's the big deal?" Fact is,
it's a big deal for a very small percentage of people.
I personally know several infected women who have had relationships
with uninfected men for years without ever passing it along. Granted
sometimes it happens but not as often as you might think.
Anyhow, you asked for some general feedback so there's mine.
M2
BD writes:
>Hey, folks.
>I've been dating a gal whom I've known for about a year.
>
>She has been out of the dating scene for a long time, as she had a
>substantial weight / self-image problem. The weight issue was dealt
>with, through gastric bypass.
>
>We've been friends for about a year, and decided to ramp it up to a
>dating scenario almost 2 months ago. I've not been really committed to
>the relationship, as she has a 9-year-old boy who's rather active and
>an occasional discipline issue - and I've never been a parent. But, on
>her encouragement, we've been spending time together, and exploring
>the relationship.
>
>We 'ramped up' the relationship a month ago, and have had intercourse
>a few times. Unprotected. To be honest, I thought that since she'd
>been out of the scene for so long, STDs were kind of a non-issue.
>((let's please just avoid the scolding on this point - I've beaten
>myself up quite a bit about this point))
>
>She came to me recently and said that just about when her child was
>born, she had an HSV2 outbreak. Just one, and she'd completely
>forgotten all about it - until it flared up again, after we began our
>physical relationship. I believe her when she says that the reason it
>flared up again was a combination of the activity, and hormonal
>changes due to recently going on the pill - as well as some
>antibiotics she's been taking.
>
>Our last contact was 15 days ago. She broke the news to me 2 days ago,
>when she finally realized what was going on. It would seem that she
>completely forgot about the first outbreak, because it was isolated. I
>don't know how to respond to that claim.
>
>To this point, I have no noteworthy symptoms. Went to a clinic to
>discuss it with a practitioner, and based on what he heard, he
>estimated that I was probably fine. He took a swab of an area on which
>I did see some extremely tiny red marks, which he suggested were
>likely a more generic irritation, and not a result of HSV2.
>
>I have an appointment with my family doctor next week, and will
>discuss it with him then - I may go whole hog and get the bloodwork
>done after awhile.
>
>I think I'm in mild shock, simply because I spent most of the
>afternoon without even thinking about this, and then would hear this
>little voice in my head, saying "She FORGOT?"
>
>I really don't know how to respond to all this. New relationship, my
>faith in the dynamic still being established, kid involved, and then I
>get this bombshell dropped on me.
>
>I've done some basic reading, and appreciate the stigma associated
>with HSV, versus the reality. I know it's manageable, and in reality
>it's an overblown inconvenience. But I also have no way of knowing how
>impactful this will be on a still-new relationship, where we're still
>discovering each other's histories. Trust is in jeopardy, progression
>of intimacy, etc. The phrase 'is it worth it' has dribbled into my
>mind quite a few times.
>
>At this point, I am not compelled to run to the hills, simply because
>I consider myself to not be quite that reactive. But, I am strongly
>tempted to change the dynamic of the relationship (ie go back to 'just
>friends'), until I can wrap my head around it all. I can't in good
>conscience tell her it's all okay, simply because I think I'm still
>emotionally detached from the reality of everything.
>
>I'd appreciate any general feedback that can be offered.
>
>Thanks!
Im a little skeptical about her NOT remembering she has herpes. Has
anyone else only ever had one outbreak? Even if she only ad one
outbreak, thats not something you forget about. I remember crying for
days when i first found out. Its a huge deal. Its something like
getting kicked in the nads...sure it was a long time ago, but you
never really forget.
I had only one major outbreak with no other symptoms (that I could
associate directly with herp) in the first 10 years.
About 10 years in, I started having neuralgia and maybe an
inconsequential rawness or single blister--nothing I would have
noticed if I weren't already on the lookout for it. However, I've
never forgotten that I have the herp. My first experience was so
traumatic, there's no way to forget it. But initial outbreaks--when
they occur--vary in severity.
Thus, I can see someone having a more minor initial outbreak (compared
to what I had), not going to the doctor, and sort of forgetting about
it--like a repressed memory. Memories are weird that way.
So I wouldn't assume the worst, but if I were you, I would proceed not
with skepticism but with eyes open. Is this a part of a larger pattern
of dubious behavior, or is it an exception to an otherwise open
person? And if she deliberately mislead you, why would she point it
out now when you've shown no symptoms? Wouldn't she wait for you to
get symptoms and then suddenly go, "Oh, wait, I forgot, I've got
herpes."
Alas, there are no clear cut answers. If you like her, I'd give her
the benefit of the doubt, as much as you can, if she seems to have
otherwise been an open and honest person.
Cheers,
nony mouse