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Shiyiya
stupid unreasonable
her channel perfectly reasonable of her to ask that tpeople not use the word
stupid unstable
unstable
unstable
Baba Yaga
is calling self/ves names going to help?
sometimes things are triggery. sometimes one's snarly, reasonably or
unreasonably. (lots of unreasonable snarliness here, atm.)
it happens. is never comfortable, but in the scale of things fairly
minor.
Baba Yaga
--
External things are no more like the perceptions they give rise to,
than wine is similar to intoxication, or opium to the delirium which
it produces.
- John Playfair
Shiyiya
> Shiyiya <shiyiy...@gmail.com> wrote, in alt.support.dissociation:
>
>> just quit an irc server all snarly
>>
>> stupid unreasonable
>>
>> her channel perfectly reasonable of her to ask that tpeople not use the word
>>
>> stupid unstable
>>
>> unstable
>>
>> unstable
>
> is calling self/ves names going to help?
> sometimes things are triggery. sometimes one's snarly, reasonably or
> unreasonably. (lots of unreasonable snarliness here, atm.)
> it happens. is never comfortable, but in the scale of things fairly
> minor.
>
> Baba Yaga
am unstable
go from crying to giggling to violent rage and back again ridiculously
quickly
exhausting
Baba Yaga
[...]
>am unstable
o.k.
so are we. am I.
the fact is tiring, irksome, somewhat limiting. but can be dealt with
in various ways.
the word, when we use it against us - and multiple iterations sounds
like using it against you -, is tiring, demeaning, dispiriting, and
gets in the way of dealing with.
>go from crying to giggling to violent rage and back again ridiculously
>quickly
>
>exhausting
would be! (regrets.)
more so lately?
if so, any detectable reason/ precipitant?
Shiyiya
> Shiyiya <shiyiy...@gmail.com> wrote, in alt.support.dissociation:
>
> [...]
>> am unstable
>
> o.k.
> so are we. am I.
>
> the fact is tiring, irksome, somewhat limiting. but can be dealt with
> in various ways.
> the word, when we use it against us - and multiple iterations sounds
> like using it against you -, is tiring, demeaning, dispiriting, and
> gets in the way of dealing with.
>
>> go from crying to giggling to violent rage and back again ridiculously
>> quickly
>>
>> exhausting
>
> would be! (regrets.)
>
> more so lately?
yes
> if so, any detectable reason/ precipitant?
>
> Baba Yaga
not sure
maybe the contrast from having fiance here and then not again
could be light, with him
miss him
miss who I am with him
too far too long too much
sigh
Baba Yaga
>Baba Yaga wrote:
>> Shiyiya <shiyiy...@gmail.com> wrote, in alt.support.dissociation:
>>
>> [...]
>>> am unstable
>>
>> o.k.
>> so are we. am I.
>>
>> the fact is tiring, irksome, somewhat limiting. but can be dealt with
>> in various ways.
>> the word, when we use it against us - and multiple iterations sounds
>> like using it against you -, is tiring, demeaning, dispiriting, and
>> gets in the way of dealing with.
>>
>>> go from crying to giggling to violent rage and back again ridiculously
>>> quickly
>>>
>>> exhausting
>>
>> would be! (regrets.)
>>
>> more so lately?
>
>yes
oh, bah.
regret that. does make life harder.
>> if so, any detectable reason/ precipitant?
>>
>> Baba Yaga
>
>not sure
>
>maybe the contrast from having fiance here and then not again
<<nod>> being in light for a while makes darkness darker, even though
it promises that darkness is not all.
>could be light, with him
>
>miss him
>
>miss who I am with him
all understood. relationships at a distance are painful.
>too far too long too much
>
>sigh
regrets.
astri
> am unstable
>
> go from crying to giggling to violent rage and back again
> ridiculously quickly
:(
> exhausting
would be
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