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J.L. Thomas
constant distraction:
1. table saw
2. new stereo
3. good mic
4. maid
5. bouncing tigger stuffy :)
6. hippopotamus!!!
jt
--
"It is astonishing, really, how many thoroughly mature,
well-adjusted grown-ups harbor a teddy bear -- which is
perhaps why they are thoroughly mature and well-adjusted."
-- Joseph Lempa
Kristi
Kristi
"J.L. Thomas" <jtdg...@adelphia.net> wrote...
sascha
People thought it was weird, but I loved it!!! What will you name the
hippo? I want, let's see.... a new mountain bike, a really good one,
but certainly not the goodest cause they are hugely expensive... am
saving up for one. twould be nice if the man in the red suit would
leave one, then I could use the money for something else, like
chocolate? I would like, if I could have anything at all, some time to
myself. the SO had an interview yesterday and maybe will have another
soon re a job that sounds great. HOping it works out and he goes to
work soon. Of course he assured me he could come home for lunch each
day. had to refrain from crying. NEED time alone! Just some. So that
is what I would like most. How bout everyone else out there? Jt
started us off... doesn't matter if you celebrate this holiday, maybe
should be a wish list for all here. jane who would also like another
monkey
(don't know where that came from! Jilly? that you?)
"J.L. Thomas" <jtdg...@adelphia.net> wrote in message news:<3Ubzb.8200$zL1.1...@news1.news.adelphia.net>...
Jill
Time for my hobbies
more caffeine
Time for more exercise
more chocolate
Time for visiting friends
Money for visiting friends
Rainbow Colors (Jill)
In article <553bc50b.03121...@posting.google.com>,
--
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
The colors blend, the edges soften. Swirling and mixing
we are becoming white light.
ji...@tuells.org
mischa bach
cuz visitin you is sure very high on our x-mas list. unless of course you
can't stand the pogues cuz we need their fairy tales in new york at least a
couple of times on new years eve ... *grin*
punk
Celeste
like it to.
C.
"mischa bach" <mischa_bach{blablub}@web.de> wrote in message
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mischa bach
hey that's the only x-mas song we can stand. okay - the only one we actually
_love_. full-blast, of course. anything less wouldnt be 'nuff for them. ;-)
and that's cool you like it, too. cuz now the song will remind us of you, too
:-)
punk
Beauty
Beauty.
zigggurat
m~
Beauty wrote:
--
what is well planted cannot be uprooted
what is well embraced cannot slip away
~ . from the Tao Te Ching,
translated by John C. H. Wu . ~
J.L. Thomas
jt
"Beauty" <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote in message
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J.L. Thomas
(((*hee hee*)))
jt
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zigggurat
m~
Beauty
I send it in return.
I guess that's part of it, too.
Love in exchange.
Beauty.
Kristi
Kristi
"J.L. Thomas" <jtdg...@adelphia.net> wrote...
> *sends beauty love, fervently*
Beauty
Thank you.
Hope you are feeling better, sisterone -
Beauty.
J.L. Thomas
jt
"Beauty" <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote in message
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Kristi
better at the moment but been some real bad times, but you know the
drill! Maybe if I get to bed early tonignt....
Nut thanks for your thoughts and know that I send you energy when I
can!
hugs sis cause is k
Kristi
Beauty <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote...
Beauty
We think we getting sick all over again. Throat getting sore *again*!!!!
The husb. getting sick. A bad day today - some d**ths, incl. a fish and
a person. And all too much happening to him at once, and he can't manage
the sadness - he finds d**th a h*rr*r - which I don't. It traumatizes
him. I wish I could help. I can't.
Do you/s think that men more afraid of or triggery about d**th than
women? Or is it a personal thing?
Sorry. We get upset when he upset.
And now we upset because he sick - and even more so because look like we
getting sick again, too, and can't understand why we just don't get well.
Anyway, sisterKristi, hopings for your betters in all ways - and knowing
you will be there as and when you can -
Beauty.
Kristi
night (zyprexa) but woke up with sore throat and stuff in lungs,
and had to do a bunch of errands and you know what the weather was
like!!! So I'm hoping if I get a good nights sleep tonight, that
will help things!
below...
Beauty <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote...
> Is send energy - hoping for betters for you.
>
> We think we getting sick all over again. Throat getting sore
> *again*!!!!
yep... :((( bummer... just take it as easy as you can...chicken
soup? me too...
> The husb. getting sick.
not good...
> A bad day today - some
> d**ths, incl. a fish and a person.
were they related? sorry... one of the hardest lessons down here
is letting go...
> And all too much happening
> to him at once, and he can't manage the sadness - he finds
> d**th a h*rr*r - which I don't. It traumatizes him. I wish I
> could help. I can't.
I suspect he could use a little counseling re these issues.
>
> Do you/s think that men more afraid of or triggery about d**th
> than women? Or is it a personal thing?
I don't know. I know that men have a harder time asking for help
in emotional situations, thanks to this messed up society. Just
sitting with him might help...
>
> Sorry. We get upset when he upset.
I would expedt so... hugs!
>
> And now we upset because he sick - and even more so because
> look like we getting sick again, too, and can't understand why
> we just don't get well.
>
look at your emotional state! You can not accept emotional misery
and expect concomitant good physical health. But, yeah, what to do
about it is the question..... It's a mess!
> Anyway, sisterKristi, hopings for your betters in all ways -
> and knowing you will be there as and when you can -
>
> Beauty.
Thanks so much sister Beauty! big long hugs!!!
Kristi
Beauty
whatever cough remedy you choose - a friend said ginger and cayenne in a
tea is excellent - she also said onion and honey, but the onion-honey
mix just sounded too yucky. I hope you are able to kick it. I doubled up
on my zinc and added extra C. Take extra care - remeber: please lots of
sleep, day, night, whenever you can get it.
Beauty.
Kristi
to be getting better so maybe this will pass. sending you energy
and hoping you're feeling better!
Kristi
Beauty <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote...
Beauty
when we talked. Maybe something to watch out for in the future, dear
smallest sister. (Me boldly offers advice again, ducks as waits for
protestations.)
Beauty.
Kristi
weak when I do projective healing it can screw me up for a bit.
tons of hugs for caring older sister!!!
<and big smiles!!!>
Kristi
Beauty <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote...
Beauty
So, take care, we redoubles our wishes, and center yourselves on yous
today. We was pouring out lots of emotional needs.
Best -
Beauty.
Kristi wrote:
> no protestations from here!!! it can happen that way. if I am
> weak when I do projective healing it can screw me up for a bit.
> tons of hugs for caring older sister!!!
> <and big smiles!!!>
> Kristi
>
> Beauty <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote...
>
>
>>Maybe not so much of a joke. You were in an emotionally
>>depleted state when we talked. Maybe something to watch out
>>for in the future, dear smallest sister. (Me boldly offers
>>advice again, ducks as waits for protestations.)
>>
>>Beauty.
>>
>>Kristi wrote:
>>
>>>yeah! you *did* have to share it with me!!! <heehee> but I
>>>seem to be getting better so maybe this will pass. sending
>>>you energy and hoping you're feeling bese b!
Kristi
Beauty <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote...
> Yes, I know it can. And you gave a lot - I could sense it -
> that day. So, take care, we redoubles our wishes, and center
> yourselves on yous today. We was pouring out lots of emotional
> needs.
>
> Best -
>
> Beauty.
that's k cause sometimes we love to drink those up!!! :o)))
Kristi
Beauty
(to excess) ourselves, yes? We have to try to keep the balance somehow.
Not easy - but, when made to a certain way of being in the world, must
find one's way . . . We empathizing. Hopes you shakes this nasty lung
thing. It has hung on for me: I did more vita-nutrients, etc., but
finally after about 3 wks., gave up and went on the anti-biotic the MD
said to keep in reserve just in case. The stuff was moving into my left
eye (still there), and that freaked me. I'm *sure* there's metaphorical
meaning there, too.
Beauty.
Celeste
scalextr*c.
i wanted one of these since so young n i asked nearly everyear til bout 6yrs
go!
wanna get my loft sorted so can put scalextr*c track up there n have my
little haven of space.
may have to get one of them mini fridges to for cold drinks ;p
tantrumfree day
k so if son was ability 2yrs old at 18mths (health visit check) then if hes
stayed at same rate of develpment
in 6mths when he's physicaly 2 n half he will be three n terible twos over??
or bcos he was ahead does that count as the beginnin but still not out of
terrible twos til he physicaly gets 3 which means we had an extra 6mths of
him been 2, ow!!!!
oh n p*ace on earth of corse ;p
Celeste.
"Beauty" <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote in message
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Beauty
Even when it gets a bit worse again (my son is 12 now - knows it *all*
and won't wash his face), it is still ohhhhhhhh tons better
Beauty.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>T40.9for visiting friends
Celeste
btw son managed to set all msgs as read, so tryin to find that msg where ya
said we should meet up
nxt time ya's in c*dbury land :) that be kewl, n ya i bet the 2 sons wud get
on gr8, he is used to that age grp,
we have 11yr old cosin who stays with us bout once month for few days/wk n
they get on gr8. theyre at the age where
they both find each other hysterical. i think in few yrs cosin will not
find him so intrestin n the things he will be intrested in will be to
awkward/teknical/dangeros for son but right now they are just brillant
together.
in fact son is so much easier when cosin is here that its enuff to make me
wanna foster but they would have to be 11yr old boys only lol.
as for son knowin it all at 12 i asure u we're havin that problem now, son
lvs corectin me, *scowl,
was lookin at a book with him this mornin n he was tellin me wot was in the
picture. it was a picture of brekfast,
n he pointed to wot i saw as breadsticks n i said bread n he kept sayin NO!
n i was like yes, bread, then he finaly lost it
with me jumped up n down n said NO! sossis (sausage). ohhhh ya, theyre
sausages LOL. but i shall look forward to the day when he wont wash his
face cos sounds like less of a constant power fight. he is v v stuborn,
cant think where he gets that from *whistels inocently, and fiery which i
like a lot. determinaton n stuborness can be v useful in this life :)
Celeste.
"Beauty" <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote in message
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Jill
absolutely impossible compared to a 2 year old. They are
manipulative, obnoxious, very loud in public (intentionally),
really bossy, argue about _everything_, still have tantrums,
and need to be in control of everything at all times. Plus they are
getting heavier and bigger so it's harder to just pick them up and
put them somewhere.
Fritz just started being 'three' (at 2 1/2) and Kidlette is just
ending that stage (Fortunately!). I will take a 2 year old at full
tilt over a 3 year old any day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At least once they are past this stage they get relatively calm and
civilized (still bossy and stubborn but much nicer about it
overall, imo) until puberty.
Rainbow Colors (Jill)
In article <bEUEb.10828$C71...@news-binary.blueyonder.co.uk>,
Kristi
Beauty <beauty@***po.hm.uc.edu> wrote...
> We hear you. We also recall that you gave us a warning re:
> doing that (to excess) ourselves, yes?
prolly... LOL... usually stick my foot in my mouth telling
others to do what I should do myself, too! :o)))
> We have to try to keep
> the balance somehow. Not easy - but, when made to a certain
> way of being in the world, must find one's way . . . We
> empathizing.
Yes! when I do energy work, I always finish by clearing myself
out. - sometimes I do a better job than others! heeheeheehee
> Hopes you shakes this nasty lung thing. It has
> hung on for me: I did more vita-nutrients, etc., but finally
> after about 3 wks., gave up and went on the anti-biotic the MD
> said to keep in reserve just in case. The stuff was moving
> into my left eye (still there), and that freaked me. I'm
> *sure* there's metaphorical meaning there, too.
oh prolly, but who knows! It does seem to be breaking up in the
bottom of my lungs and there doesn't seem to be much there, so
hopefully. My prob is this stupid nose energy block that I put in
place to endure the pain 60 years ago, that makes me keep my mouth
open when I sleep, which cruds up my lungs. Does seem to slowly be
getting better though and does seem like I'm releasing very early
blocks... we'll see... been around this loop millions of times.
literally! but there is light at the end of the tunnel... oops,
that's a train... <grin>
as to you, hopefully just taking it easy and taking the meds will
do the trick... I'll work some on that late tonight...
Hugs!
Kristi
Beauty
but then - it *does* start to get better. Really. And give me an
adolescent boy (whom I've got) over an adolescent girl, please - I think
I would be triggered past endurance, even though I really thought I
wanted a daughter and was kind of wigged out when I found out I had a
son. Now I love having a son - he's the best gift I could have been
given. P.S. - he's just finishing using his own stubborn, controlling
12-yr.-old drive to *completely* decorate a certain hldy accoutrement
that has taken him *hours* - and looks resplendent!!!! Yes, it does get
better.
Beauty.
Beauty
if you decides to devote a second to me: could you check if my eye is
okay? The left one?)
Kristi
new newsreader. pse send stuff that's urgent to my email!!!! :o)))
I did look and there seemed to be a connection to the stomach line
going down the left upper leg. Yes, there is a tension behind that
eye which can be released with easing of the muscles in the groin
area, but also around the left sinus area. Again, tension is
appearing because the original pain is making itself known. Work on
relaxing the eye, stomach line, and groin with left liver line. Does
that make sense? I worked on it a bit, but will work more in a bit
when I sack out which beter be soon!!!
Hugs!!!
Kristi
Kristi
hugs
Kristi
Kristi
my left eye, fingers in the hollow to the left side of face by eye,
and left hand over or in general area of groin. The energy seemed to
flow by itself , through the left sinus, but also down the left liver
line through the unguinal area. (let me know if you don't have a pic
of the meridian lines). Wonder if any of that helped at all...
Caring!
Kristi
On Tue, 23 Dec 2003 06:53:36 GMT, Kristi wrote:
Beauty
able to walk by the time I had the surgery! You found that. And the
stommy has been achey because viral stuff and also becaus woman-thing -
so, yes, groin definitely. Liver? Interesting. Someone once did feet and
was not happy w/liver. I dunno what to do about that. We think the eye
is connected w/sinus stuffs, and are glad to have confirmation - because
we were worried it might be another thing of its own.
Beauty.
Beauty
grainy if I don't get enough sleep. Lower back has been hurting - but
that's chronic because degenerative disc and because osteoarthritis. But
it's not too much of a problem - although *right* side was bothering for
a while. Woman-stuff is a big deal when it happens, because it goes on
and on - I am anemic because. MD says take iron and I haven't gotten
around to it yet. I could say a lot more about the connection you
mentioned a long time ago about the original point of pain - and why/how
it is activated in the present - but I don't think I'm ready. (I
wouldn't say anything about the origin, but just what triggers it today
- which is triggery enough in itself.)
Beauty.
Beauty
problem - the isolation of the lower area and legs, the block of energy
to legs because of bad things. Maybe can be brave enough to try, but
can't promise. Sorry. If I do try, it would be tonight, maybe - or even
the next night. Sorry this sounds strange. There are reasons.
Beauty.
Celeste
> Eye still grainy. The more I sleep, the better the eye is - it's *very*
> grainy if I don't get enough sleep. Lower back has been hurting - but
> that's chronic because degenerative disc and because osteoarthritis. But
> it's not too much of a problem - although *right* side was bothering for
> a while. Woman-stuff is a big deal when it happens, because it goes on
> and on - I am anemic because. MD says take iron and I haven't gotten
> around to it yet.
we have same probs, not good. our woman-stuff is a nitemare in that for
first
couple of days we darent even leave house bcos of the disaster it would
cause.
as for iron tablets, they rarely work anyway, lots of other things in body
need to happen
at same time to be able to absorp it that way. never worked for us, we had
to have
injectons. :/
could say a lot more about the connection you
> mentioned a long time ago about the original point of pain - and why/how
> it is activated in the present - but I don't think I'm ready. (I
> wouldn't say anything about the origin, but just what triggers it today
> - which is triggery enough in itself.)
well if ever ya feel ya want to or it would help ya know the optons there
right?
meanwhile, thinkin of ya,
C.
Kristi
itself, but there certainly is the tendency for sharp muscle
tension behind the eye, which, to me, relates to early vag
stuffs. I wonder if the stomach/viral stuffs aggravated it? Is
it at least getting a tad better? my comment about "liver"
referred to the liver meridian which runs through the unguinal
trough. it also relates to L ovry which we know about. This
meridian is still "upset" from all that and needs to be calmed.
((Speak to it in soft dulcet tones (giggling here - I have fun
with scans!) )) but just laying your hand along the unguinal and
letting energy flow out of your hand, will help....
My laryngitis is still with me, but my chest appears to be
loosening up and I feel better. Looks rainy out but I gotta go
out and do a coupla errands. Don't know If I'll do chrch this
eve or not.
Have a pleasant xmas!
Kristi
Kristi
usually use! (arg!)
I have gotten that grainy eye in the past when I have had a
nose cold. Not pleasant at all. I do use eyedrops when I get it
cause for me it seems to help it heal. Yeah, sleep helps! (Been
doing well with that with the zyprexa)
"right side" bothering you makes me wish you were up here so
we could experiment with different things like Reiki, C/S, etc. .
Don't know if you ever get a chance to take Reiki 1 down there.
It would be good cause that sets you up nicely to do it on
yourself lots. Any friends who know Reiki down there?
Definitely need to get started on the iron! It does make a
difference. (nails for breakfast??? giggle)
Don't know why but feeling soft this afternoon. Either that
or I'm coming back down with that cold! LOL
Kristi
:o)))))))))))))))))))))))
Kristi
clear when I was doing it. But the lack of connection is prolly
a major cause of the leg twitch - sure is/was for me, anyway. We
should work in stages. and maybe on phone while you're trying
it, if that would help. (I may do chrch tonight so that would
tie me up between 9pm and 1am, but other time is okay) I don't
want to push you, but I do want to gently, lovingly nudge you if
k.
Kristi
Beauty
have felt ill all day, even though it is the only kind we have taken in
the past that didn't make us ill (ferrous fumarate). But we think we
don't need this in this way - and we think we need to cut way back on
some other stuff, too, and cut out some stuff.
Thanks for your thoughts -
Beauty.
Beauty
nothing icky (at least for me, but maybe troubling for some) -
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The left ovary was k*lled by endometriosis in 1994 and was removed via
emergency surgery!!! And I don't know what else is going on in there,
now, because the endo was w/out symptoms until that happened.
Interesting. Once my MD was doing exam and felt, said, oh, there it is -
meaning left ovary - and I said - but I don't have a left ovary. And she
said, "Hmm. I wonder what it is I'm feeling, then?" But she felt some
more and didn't seem worried. They did complete exploratory surgery
while they were in there w/the ovary thing, and everything else was
fine. Occasionally I have irregularities in the lengths of various
stages of my cycle, but mostly not.
The left eye is smaller than the right - and I tend to squinch it when
stressed. Could be. Wonder why it would be related to early pain????
Unless something accidental happened that hurt my eye during the
struggle? No way to verify that, unfortunately, because there is a blank
space . . . wait . . . there was an instance before the one that I
recall, and that instance happened while I was extremely, extremely ill
w/a febrile disease, lots of v*miting and dehydration . . . We're
getting close to something, aren't we?
Beauty.
Beauty
be enough. I think the iron tablet disagreed w/me today (but it might
just be buggy). Maybe I just have to eat a better diet.
Beauty.
Beauty
work, etc. - no exact words for what she does, really - and she was
telling me pretty much the same things - need connection between root
and heart chakras - gave me thing to do - couldn't. And was so scary,
was crying, when she was working on me. And her cats are so sensitive,
one of them (the sister) climbed onto my back and worked on me, too,
lying lengthwise, connecting the two chakras and pushing and purring -
and then she and her brother sat like sentinels at my feet while my
friend continued the work. It was amazing - that healing cat energy,
truly amazing - but not the only time a cat has responded w/healing
energy. Just the most astonishing - this not being my cat, and the work
being so subtle.
Beauty.
Kristi
super!!! were you able to get back there for more sessions
(hint hint)
(hug)
Kristi
Kristi
of different brands before I stumbled into one my body would
tolerate. Now I don't weem to need one and unfortunately have
forgotten which one it was. Probably very individual to the
person, though.
(more hugs)
Kristi
Kristi
On Fri, 26 Dec 2003 02:48:01 GMT, Beauty wrote:
> Spoiler for health talk of woman-stuff - nothing I'm upset about, and
> nothing icky (at least for me, but maybe troubling for some) -
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> The left ovary was k*lled by endometriosis in 1994 and was removed via
> emergency surgery!!! And I don't know what else is going on in there,
> now, because the endo was w/out symptoms until that happened.
> Interesting. Once my MD was doing exam and felt, said, oh, there it is -
> meaning left ovary - and I said - but I don't have a left ovary. And she
> said, "Hmm. I wonder what it is I'm feeling, then?" But she felt some
> more and didn't seem worried. They did complete exploratory surgery
> while they were in there w/the ovary thing, and everything else was
> fine. Occasionally I have irregularities in the lengths of various
> stages of my cycle, but mostly not.
yes, you had told me that before, so I knew that. I suspect that
the meridian line is still interrupted there, where the ovary was
removed, and simply needs to be encouraged to reconnect. The
easiest way to do this, unfortunately (cause I know it's very
hard for you). is with one hand at solar plexus or higher and
other hand at groin or left unguinal.
>
> The left eye is smaller than the right - and I tend to squinch it when
> stressed. Could be. Wonder why it would be related to early pain????
I think it is normal for neonates and infants to squint their
eyes when they are in pain. When an infant or child is crying or
screaming, the eyes are always much stressed. I got that one in
spades which is why I'm still working on my bridge of my nose.
> Unless something accidental happened that hurt my eye during the
> struggle? No way to verify that, unfortunately, because there is a blank
> space . . . wait . . . there was an instance before the one that I
> recall, and that instance happened while I was extremely, extremely ill
> w/a febrile disease, lots of v*miting and dehydration . . . We're
> getting close to something, aren't we?
(hugs) yes, and I know it's hard, and it's important that you be
very patient with yourself and pat yourself on the back for all
the hard work you are doing (you, too, jt!!!) Do work in sessions
as long as you reasonably can and then take good breaks!
Kristi
Kristi
long time. Today I really started thinking that I don't want it
any more, or certainly not as much. Where's the instruction
manual for this body??!!! :O)))
Kristi