Are we sick?
ubiquity
can't for the life of me figure out why these people go there and sit
and what they talk about. How come we can't be normal and go have coffee
too? Are broken and sick?
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-ubiquity
russiandolly
couldn't you take baby and you to go have coffee?
you not broken and sick, just need a bit of, ok then, a lot of tlc.
Emerging Butterfly
hi
i not feel normal either when i realize can't commit to small things
cuz don't know where i'll be at at the time i made the commitment.-
things can change so fast.
i don't know.
if you're sick, i'm sick too.
and i don't wanna be sick.
do you?
i want it to just stop and to just be normal.
sorry i'm not much help.
ubiquity
> On Nov 10, 4:44?am, ubiquity <ubiqu...@cryptobug.com> wrote:
>> Is that why we never feel ok? Sitting here looking out the window and
>> can't for the life of me figure out why these people go there and sit
>> and what they talk about. How come we can't be normal and go have coffee
>> too? Are broken and sick?
>
> you not broken and sick, just need a bit of, ok then, a lot of tlc.
We don't drink coffee and we don't know what they talk about there. We
didn't even know people went places to sit and talk. They all look like
friends. We don't want to disrupt their good thing. Thought in
restaurants and drink places you supposed to get a drink and leave.
Wouldn't it be too crowded if everyone just stayed while they drank
coffee?
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-ubiquity
ubiquity
> On Nov 9, 9:44?pm, ubiquity <ubiqu...@cryptobug.com> wrote:
>> Is that why we never feel ok? Sitting here looking out the window and
>> can't for the life of me figure out why these people go there and sit
>> and what they talk about. How come we can't be normal and go have coffee
>> too? Are broken and sick?
>
> i not feel normal either when i realize can't commit to small things
> cuz don't know where i'll be at at the time i made the commitment.-
We got fired from agency thrpst for that.
> things can change so fast.
> i don't know.
> if you're sick, i'm sick too.
> and i don't wanna be sick.
> do you?
No but how come we gotta go to the hsptl all the time? Isnt it for sick
kids?
> i want it to just stop and to just be normal.
> sorry i'm not much help.
Me too.
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-ubiquity
astri
seems like you're injured
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ubiquity
> On Mon, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>
>> Is that why we never feel ok? Sitting here looking out the window and
>> can't for the life of me figure out why these people go there and sit
>> and what they talk about. How come we can't be normal and go have
>> coffee too? Are broken and sick?
>
> seems like you're injured
:(
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-ubiquity
astri
yeah
ubiquity
> On Tue, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>>
>> :(
>
> yeah
Feels like no hope. Feels like waste to even try anymore.
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-ubiquity
astri
> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>> On Tue, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>>> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>>>> seems like you're injured
>>>
>>> :(
>>
>> yeah
>
> Feels like no hope. Feels like waste to even try anymore.
nope
not waste
t wouldn't have decided to work with you if waste
ubiquity
> On Tue, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>> Feels like no hope. Feels like waste to even try anymore.
>
> nope
> not waste
> t wouldn't have decided to work with you if waste
Guess so. Maybe she doesn't know though. Don't want to waste her time.
She could help someone who needs it more.
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-ubiquity
astri
> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>> On Tue, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>>> Feels like no hope. Feels like waste to even try anymore.
>>
>> nope
>> not waste
>> t wouldn't have decided to work with you if waste
>
> Guess so. Maybe she doesn't know though. Don't want to waste her time.
> She could help someone who needs it more.
she knows
she's got enough years of experience to know
ubiquity
> On Tue, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>>> nope
>>> not waste
>>> t wouldn't have decided to work with you if waste
>>
>> Guess so. Maybe she doesn't know though. Don't want to waste her time.
>> She could help someone who needs it more.
>
> she knows
> she's got enough years of experience to know
but we really aren't worth it. We really aren't. We should really be
d*ad. Can't even function outside the apartment. We almost got h*t by a
car who didn't see us crossing at the crosswalk and someone grabbed our
backside last night, and we freaked out.
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-ubiquity
Sonata
> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>> On Tue, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>>> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>>>> nope
>>>> not waste
>>>> t wouldn't have decided to work with you if waste
>>> Guess so. Maybe she doesn't know though. Don't want to waste her time.
>>> She could help someone who needs it more.
>> she knows
>> she's got enough years of experience to know
>
> but we really aren't worth it. We really aren't. We should really be
> d*ad. Can't even function outside the apartment. We almost got h*t by a
> car who didn't see us crossing at the crosswalk and someone grabbed our
> backside last night, and we freaked out.
>
think it's perfectly reasonable to be freaked out by someone grabbing
your backside! that's s*xual ass*ult!
ubiquity
> ubiquity wrote:
>> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>>> she's got enough years of experience to know
>>
>> but we really aren't worth it. We really aren't. We should really be
>> d*ad. Can't even function outside the apartment. We almost got h*t by a
>> car who didn't see us crossing at the crosswalk and someone grabbed our
>> backside last night, and we freaked out.
>
> think it's perfectly reasonable to be freaked out by someone grabbing
> your backside! that's s*xual ass*ult!
Don't think he wanted to h*rt us. We made a too big deal when we
screamed and ran, and now we're embarassed to go to 7-11. We should shut
up and be quiet.
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-ubiquity
Sonata
> On 2009-11-10, Sonata wrote...
>> ubiquity wrote:
>>> On 2009-11-10, astri wrote...
>>>> she knows
>>>> she's got enough years of experience to know
>>> but we really aren't worth it. We really aren't. We should really be
>>> d*ad. Can't even function outside the apartment. We almost got h*t by a
>>> car who didn't see us crossing at the crosswalk and someone grabbed our
>>> backside last night, and we freaked out.
>> think it's perfectly reasonable to be freaked out by someone grabbing
>> your backside! that's s*xual ass*ult!
>
> Don't think he wanted to h*rt us.
It is s*xual ass*ult.
> We made a too big deal when we
> screamed and ran,
It is perfectly reasonable to make a big deal out of someone assaulting you.
> and now we're embarassed to go to 7-11. We should shut
> up and be quiet.
>
That only makes it easier for people like that to prey on people, if
thtey know they won't get in trouble.
ubiquity
> ubiquity wrote:
>>> think it's perfectly reasonable to be freaked out by someone grabbing
>>> your backside! that's s*xual ass*ult!
>>
>> Don't think he wanted to h*rt us.
>
> It is s*xual ass*ult.
>> We made a too big deal when we
>> screamed and ran,
>
> It is perfectly reasonable to make a big deal out of someone assaulting you.
>> and now we're embarassed to go to 7-11. We should shut
>> up and be quiet.
>
> That only makes it easier for people like that to prey on people, if
> thtey know they won't get in trouble.
T said we ok. T said we did ok.
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-ubiquity
astri
doesn't mean you not worth it
and gotta keep trying for slunkette and baby
Sonata
She's right.
ubiquity
> On Tue, 10 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>> but we really aren't worth it. We really aren't. We should really be
>> d*ad. Can't even function outside the apartment. We almost got h*t by
>> a car who didn't see us crossing at the crosswalk and someone grabbed
>> our backside last night, and we freaked out.
>
> doesn't mean you not worth it
> and gotta keep trying for slunkette and baby
They deserve better then a broken parent.
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-ubiquity
ubiquity
> ubiquity wrote:
>> On 2009-11-10, Sonata wrote...
>>> thtey know they won't get in trouble.
>>
>> T said we ok. T said we did ok.
>
> She's right.
but we're embarassed about it.
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-ubiquity
Sonata
You're their p*rent for better or for worse and they l*ve you. Think
you're a good d*d despite whatever. And without you they'd only have
your wife, and she doesn't sound like she pays attention to them much.
Sonata
That's okay too. Embarrassed doesn't mean it was a big wrong thing.
astri
then you can work on getting fixed
they want *you*
not just any daddy
baby was crying for you the other day, remember?
astri
maybe they were trying to pick your pocket or something
ubiquity
> ubiquity wrote:
>> On 2009-11-11, astri wrote...
>>> and gotta keep trying for slunkette and baby
>>
>> They deserve better then a broken parent.
>
> You're their p*rent for better or for worse and they l*ve you. Think
> you're a good d*d despite whatever. And without you they'd only have
> your wife, and she doesn't sound like she pays attention to them much.
Maybe she would step up then?
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-ubiquity
ubiquity
> On Tue, 11 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>> On 2009-11-11, astri wrote...
>>> and gotta keep trying for slunkette and baby
>>
>> They deserve better then a broken parent.
>
> then you can work on getting fixed
> they want *you*
> not just any daddy
> baby was crying for you the other day, remember?
Yeah, and he did give us a big hug when he was tired and slept for four
hours in our arms today.
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-ubiquity
ubiquity
> On Tue, 11 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>> On 2009-11-11, Sonata wrote...
>>
>> but we're embarassed about it.
>
> maybe they were trying to pick your pocket or something
Hope so. :(
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-ubiquity
Sonata
Doesn't sound like it to us. And it wouldn't be very fair to them.
astri
yup
he needs *you*
ubiquity
> On Tue, 11 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>> On 2009-11-11, astri wrote...
>>> they want *you*
>>> not just any daddy
>>> baby was crying for you the other day, remember?
>>
>> Yeah, and he did give us a big hug when he was tired and slept for
>> four hours in our arms today.
>
> yup
>
> he needs *you*
:(
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-ubiquity
russiandolly
> On 2009-11-10, russiandolly wrote...
> > On Nov 10, 4:44?am, ubiquity <ubiqu...@cryptobug.com> wrote:
> >> Is that why we never feel ok? Sitting here looking out the window and
> >> can't for the life of me figure out why these people go there and sit
> >> and what they talk about. How come we can't be normal and go have coffee
> >> too? Are broken and sick?
>
> > you not broken and sick, just need a bit of, ok then, a lot of tlc.
>
> We don't drink coffee
we usually get tea but can get a bottle of water - expensive i know
but if the place had newspapers or magazines you can sit and read one
of those. we go all the tinme on our own. like to people watch
everyone else
>and we don't know what they talk about there. We
> didn't even know people went places to sit and talk. They all look like
> friends.
>We don't want to disrupt their good thing.
doubt you would really, if you just sat there drinking and reading.
people tend to politely ignore you in a kind of ok way we find. a
smile and a nod to say 'hi' and then leave you to it.
>Thought in
> restaurants and drink places you supposed to get a drink and leave.
> Wouldn't it be too crowded if everyone just stayed while they drank
> coffee?
>
nah, people have a rest in-between shopping, or waiting to meet up
with friends, or to chat while maybe their kids are in playgroup, or,
if it's me in the coffee shop, then i'd be collecting my thoughts
after wandering around for a bit. if i don't want to go back to the
flat i find somewhere to have a cup of tea cos its warm and you can
*always* get someone to smile at (it cheers us up, getting a smile out
of someone - epesially people who look grumpy or stressed)
lots of people just read the paper or do some emails or something,
apart from that, i don't know what they do, because we're usually too
bust playing with the sugar bowl and folding the paper napkins into
origami animals.
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> -ubiquity
astri
> On 2009-11-11, astri wrote...
>> On Tue, 11 Nov 2009, ubiquity wrote:
>>> On 2009-11-11, astri wrote...
>>>> then you can work on getting fixed
>>>> they want *you*
>>>> not just any daddy
>>>> baby was crying for you the other day, remember?
>>>
>>> Yeah, and he did give us a big hug when he was tired and slept for
>>> four hours in our arms today.
>>
>> yup
>>
>> he needs *you*
>
> :(
means you can't justify an escape easily
jill
russiandolly <russia...@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
>On Nov 10, 3:53=A0pm, ubiquity <ubiqu...@cryptobug.com> wrote:
>> On 2009-11-10, russiandolly wrote...
>> > On Nov 10, 4:44?am, ubiquity <ubiqu...@cryptobug.com> wrote:
>> >> Is that why we never feel ok? Sitting here looking out the window and
>> >> can't for the life of me figure out why these people go there and sit
I sit in coffee drink places a lot. We live much too far from school
to be going back home after I drop the kids off. So, if I don't have
a client I often sit outside and read or sit inside with a coffee
drink and read or work on my laptop. Today I sat in a place with some
fruit I brought from home, a coffee drink and my laptop and got lots
of work done :) I said 'hi' to a little kid and chatted with her
parents for a minute or two and that was that.
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