no...@gmail.com wrote:
> It does make sence. I feel we are better equipped to handle crisis. Now
> everybody is doing the headless chicken act I can only watch them and
> laugh at their stupidity.
To be honest, I feel much better during the outbreak than I did before.
Meetings and crowded spaces trigger me, traffic jams trigger me... and now
there are few people at work (the rest works remotely, I decided to work
from the office), streets are empty, meetings (one of my triggers) are
held online (which surprisingly works much better for me), I might even
think about changing the job (remote interview might be something I'd be
able to do -- I always flashed back before face-to-face interviews), I was
planning to buy a house and it looks like prices are dropping... rental
prices are dropping too... my therapy is remote (on skype) too, which from
my dissociation point of view is much, much easier... for now it doesn't
look bad. I'm on Efectin, very slowly withdrawing it, and I might even
think on further lowering its dosage.
Yes, I'm worried about economy and what happens to my savings when
inflation kicks in, but it's a normal worry, it doesn't trigger me. I
opened another account in USD and I'm planning to transfer some of my
savings (which are in PLNs) there as soon as USD price drops.
I'm also worried about my mother (she's a doctor and with her age, smoking
and heart illnesses she's at risk of death from the virus), but now she
works remotely too (doing phone and online consultations -- her clinic is
closed now)... so I hope she'll be OK.
Fortunately, being a software developer I'm in a quite privileged
position. I can work, I can work remotely, I don't need face-to-face
contact with people to work. Some of my friends work in entertainment
industry, some were organizing events, and they're in total crisis now,
not being able to pay their bills.
One of my severe dissociative friends is very happy about this situation
too. All her external triggers went away. She's still fighting with
internal ones (flashbacks, seeing and hearing things, nightmares,
insomnia), but at least she doesn't have to go outside (which triggers her
massively).
It will be OK.
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