Depressed as all get-out

[Dave]

Getting stuff done, just can't make myself care about any of it. Will be
glad when it's time to go to bed.

Hope others are doing okay.

Dave

[Sphinx]

maybe we don't have to care.
doing good just to make it
from one moment to the next.

[Sphinx]

On Aug 24, 11:12 pm, "Dave" <db5...@hotmail.com> wrote:
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> > Thats my approach. Not not caring, but trying
> > not to worry about what happens more than a few
> > weeks down the road. I simply do not have the
> > spare energy for that.
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> > Thomas
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> Hey Thomas, and Sphinx.  Thanks for the replies.  For me to not care is kind
> of a big deal, really.  That's honestly only a step away from doing
> something irreversable (sp?).  I've just been so depressed and OCD lately
> that it's hard to go forward.  Wife and I are probably going to have an
> argument over something that doesn't even matter, and I am not looking
> forwad to that.  But I don't care enough to try and work it out or avoid it.
> Screw it, and her, and anybody else.  Like it really matters.
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> I have to have something to look forward to to keep me going, and I just
> don't have that right now.  I wish I could call the Hotline and talk with
> someone, but fear they would just send the cops out after me and that would
> not be good.  Wife would get pissed, neighbors would be curious, and I just
> wouldn't give a shit.  I don't even want to pack a suitcase this time.  Last
> time I got this way I called the hotline to talk, and ended up telling them
> where to go and what to do when they got there, then got in the car and went
> across town so I wouldn't be home when the police pulled up.  And they did,
> but I wasn't here.  They were sitting outside the locked gate and my
> neighbor told them no one was home.  After a bit they left.  Eight or nine
> hours later I came back home, and by that time it was no longer an issue.
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> Don't even know why I am writing this.  Will probably regret it.  Oh well.
> What else is new?
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> Sorry.  Not doing too well right now. Like that matters either.
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> Dave

i look forward to rain, colder temperatures.
the simpler, the better.

[Sphinx]

On Aug 24, 11:12 pm, "Dave" <db5...@hotmail.com> wrote:
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about what wife is going to do. the "i don't care anymore" state of
mind will be a good response. it's like those hurricanes we get.
we don't negotiate with them. we prepare as best we can. sometimes
we leave, sometimes permanently.

[ensoul]

On Aug 17, 6:40 pm, "Dave" <db5...@hotmail.com> wrote:

Dear Dave,

You've helped so many ppl in this grp, me included...know that I'm
here for you, can you call the hotline & say you're sucidal but won't
do because ___ ) fill in the blank (I use the promise I made to my
late hubby when he he died & I want to see my grandkids grow up)
you've done alot of good in this group & have touched many people's
lifes

Lynn

[Sphinx]

hi ensoul. ya, the least Dave's wife could do is take a chill pill.

[Dave]

"Sphinx" <mdwitt...@gmail.com> wrote in message
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Hey people,

Not sure what changed, but I seem to be doing better today. Not exactly out
of the woods yet, but headed toward what looks like a porch-light
(figuratively speaking, of course.)

Thanks all for being here. It helps to know that someone cares and would
like to help.

Really am doing better. Hope it holds. :)

Dave