I'm leaving - will be back
David Woodard
I'm going to the panhandle with my dad. We're leaving tomorrow, and I
don't know if I'll get a chance to check the group or post before I
leave. I just didn't want anyone to worry if they realized that I hadn't
posted or that e~ goes unanswered a little longer than usual.
I have to go to the hospital in the morning/this morning for the blood
work I was supposed to have done today/yesterday. I just couldn't make
myself get out of bed for some reason. Hell, I even missed half a day at
work. I got lucky though and no one noticed. That's one of the good
things about my job. It doesn't all happen in the office, so if you're
not there people usually assume you're out on assignment. I got
everything done, so it didn't turn out to be a problem - THIS TIME!!!
I am definitely depressed, and my mind is not working as well (quickly)
as usual. This really has me worried about the psych and IQ testing this
afternoon. I know I shouldn't worry, but I can't seem to help it. I've
also been having nightmares a lot lately and can't seem to make myself
sleep without them. I'm afraid to take something to knock myself out,
because I don't want to get stuck in a mightmare without having the
escape of waking up. Anyway, I get to see my therp this afternoon. Maybe
I'll get up the courage to talk to her about this.
Speaking of my therp, anyone have any thoughts on whether or not I'd be
out of line to ask her to model for me (CLOTHED OF COURSE!). She has a
very interesting face and gorgeous red hair. I often find myself
distracted thinking of different projects she'd be perfect for during
our sessions. BTW, FWIW she knows how I feel about Jan, and I don't see
why she would have any reason to think that I was "coming on to her".
Oh well, once again to brave the dark recesses of my own imagination. To
sleep - perchance NOT to dream. That is what I yearn and will now
attempt. Thanx for listening.
Tigger
new sig line coming soon to a post near you!!!
tony
>afternoon.
ynoT
Snowtree
wrote:
>
>I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm going to be gone a few days.
>I'm going to the panhandle with my dad.
zzz youre going to panhandle with your dad? thats nice, dear. zzzzz
<< I just couldn't make myself get out of bed for some reason. Hell, I even
missed half a day at work. I got lucky though and no one noticed. >>
um thats not good. and its not because im 3/4 asleep still. has that happened
to you before?
>I am definitely depressed, and my mind is not working as well (quickly)
>as usual.>>
yep you are :( fooey
<< This really has me worried about the psych and IQ testing this
>afternoon. I know I shouldn't worry, but I can't seem to help it.
you shouldnt worry. i seriously doubt youre going to score a 65 on your IQ
tests dude :) and your psych tests? nothing to it. youll be fine. you can
always take them again later if you want.
<I've also been having nightmares a lot lately and can't seem to make myself
>sleep without them. I'm afraid to take something to knock myself out,
>because I don't want to get stuck in a mightmare without having the
>escape of waking up.>>
ever try ambien? works great for a lot of people. i take it occasionally with
no drug hangover, get up no problem. and get up refreshed. its good chit, man.
LOL. see if you can get samples of something or other to try on a weekend
night and see how you feel. i know about them there nightmares though, pardner
:( they are horrid.
< Anyway, I get to see my therp this afternoon. Maybe
>I'll get up the courage to talk to her about this.>>
PLEASE talk to her about it. hey its what you pay her for!!
>Speaking of my therp, anyone have any thoughts on whether or not I'd be
>out of line to ask her to model for me (CLOTHED OF COURSE!). She has a
>very interesting face and gorgeous red hair. I often find myself
>distracted thinking of different projects she'd be perfect for during
>our sessions>>
um totally outta line :) there are lots of redheads in the world (my personal
fav haircolor) so stop being david the photographer for one hour and be david
the man with a seat on the bipolar express instead :) plenty of time to
daydream between sessions!! LOL
<<BTW, FWIW she knows how I feel about Jan, and I don't see
>why she would have any reason to think that I was "coming on to her".>>
she probably wouldnt think you were. but, until youre done working together,
it wouldnt be cool. thats my 2 cents, which at this ungodly hour of the morning
is only worth 1.5 cents. i bet shed be tremendously flattered, but it would be
a conflict of interest.
>Oh well, once again to brave the dark recesses of my own imagination. To
>sleep - perchance NOT to dream. That is what I yearn and will now
>attempt. Thanx for listening.>>
thats what we pay each other for :) have a good trip panhandling and all!!
cya
snowtreezzzzzz
LilySaysHi
David,
Have a great trip. I look forward to more posts when you return. This time I
won't call out the National Guard. :-)
LilySue
BiPolarBoy
And as fas as:
>I am definitely depressed, and my mind is not working as well (quickly)
>as usual. This really has me worried about the psych and IQ testing this
>afternoon. I know I shouldn't worry, but I can't seem to help it.
goes...don't sweat it. If you blow the IQ test (which I doubt you will), retake
it later. And the psych tester should be able to compensate for any current
phase you're in, if not...retake it too. No biggie.
P/H/L to all
BPBoy
"We are notes in the music searching for remembered rhyme"-KISS