can anybody help me to understand what biplor disorder is like?!

[PlentyO'Pain]

Hello everyone and anyone. My name is Alan. My wife suffers from
bipolar disorder. She's been in bed now for going on two weeks. I
make
sure that she gets her meds, but sometimes I wonder if she is ever
coming back to me...

I usually write everything in a blog, but I thought I would post here
to maybe get some actual feedback. Anyway, I don't know.... Maybe
someone can respond to me and help me understand better how to help
her. She just seems so far away. Write me here or at my blog, it's

http://bipolarkills.blogspot.com/.

I love her so much; she really is a beautiful person. I'll never leave
her, but she needs something that I obviosly either do not possess or
am unaware of. It's so lonely sometimes...

Please help me out

thanks...