Diana Napolis is getting even more insane. Insects
Greegor
Update/New Information
May 5, 2009 at 4:00 pm (Uncategorized)
FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS I POSTED A DAILY DIARY. DUE TO EVENTS WHICH
OCCURRED TONIGHT, I PLAN ON FILING A LAWSUIT. I WILL ALSO BE
UPLOADING MUSIC TO THIS WEB SITE WITHIN TWO WEEKS. I HAVE DISCOVERED
IMPORANT NEW INFORMATION
Important: 5/4/2009 - Last night was a horror show. As previously
described the software of the computer/brain interface I see is an
insect program. It started out as a “demonic” program but I believe
the satanists were taken over. What is new information is that
“Barbara” knows how to create large and deadly insect forms that
coooon, drain, and destroy their prey. She has been destroying her
friends and associates who were too weak-minded to take my advice and
destroy her first. An interesting group of voices communicated with
me yesterday. They said their “life” was in the master computer. They
wanted to speak with me in depth and they appeared very sensitive.
When I confronted them they would fall to the ground. They said they
could not get out of this program. I suspect that various parties
continue to be lured in. In addition, they had pretended or actually
produced my Buddhist teacher yesterday in efforts to torment me. They
disrespeted him and then they had him attacked by insects. I kept
trying to fight them off and Barbara and others kept creating huge
centipedes and other types and dumped them into my body cavity and
worse. I saw an order of what looked like “queens” of some type, alone
with males who look like them, who were insects who appeared as vague
multi-dimensional forms. They attacked en masse. At first I heard a
voice saying they were just going to cocoon the forms around me but
then I started punching the insects and they came after me as well.
There is some group who appeared a few days ago who refused to have
anything to do with Barbara. Please come back and assist. I believe
the person I refer to as “Debbie” (artificial intelligence) also spoke
to me yesterday and she was quite malicious. Her form appeared in the
computer. Be careful if the choice is made to send anyone inside this
program; they might be killed by others and then identity theft might
occur so you would not know it. I don’t know if the original “Barbara”
is still alive or not. If you do decide to enter the program, be sure
to bring some type of weapon. You can also create one with your mind.
However, my advice is to find the people hosting this computer and
take appropriate action. My guess is that the program may be in
individual homes.
The names I have heard who have identified themselves so far are
Christopher Barden, Carol Hopkins, and the Temple of Set. You will
note that the Temple of Set flyer hosts the form of an insect, instead
of Satan. http://members.cox.net/courtdocs2/tosinternational.pdf
MORE COMPLETE VERSION:
I was a child abuse investigator working undercover on the internet
investigating satanic cults throughout 1995-2000. On September 24,
2000 my identity was revealed in a San Diego Union-Tribune newspaper
article by reporter Mark Sauer. It was apparent that this disclosure
of my name, in the context of Sauer’s false light defamation, was
intended solely to intimidate me. I responded to the allegations made
by my political opponents in this article and published and dated a
response on January 1, 2001 as a symbolic gesture for the millenium in
order to send a message to those attempting to stop me from exercising
my First Amendment Rights to Free Speech which had been dedicated to
the rights of children. http://tiny.cc.hIPeY
A voice told me there was going to be a “change of guard” and he
instructed me to buy a paricular cell phone. For the next year, I was
led on an amazing and horrifying journey during which various factions
staged a “war” against aliens. Apparently we lost.
I am now on computer/brain interface. When I close my eyes I see
inside of a computer screen due to nanotechnology which has been
placed in my inner eyelid. I was told that this technology and other
physically assaultive technology used to harm me was alien in nature
but that it was also misused by human beings. One computer I used to
see into was owned by Michael Aquino. I was told by Aquino that
various satanic cults were going to abuse me as a gesture for the
millenium. I was told that Carol Hopkins was in the Illuminati and she
was a direct participant in my victmization. From October 2008 to the
present I have been passed around to different groups of aliens who
have also abused me. These aliens reportedly teleported the planet in
2001. All I know is that there are no more star systems visible in San
Diego County.
This is an excerpt from a diary I’ve been keeping about what has been
occurring and what I have been seeing during the past 30 days.
As you probably know by now, I am being assaulted and tortured by one
faction of aliens. They’ve stepped up the process and say their intent
is to kill me. I cannot be killed, I can only be maimed. Everyone
knows that these aliens “brook no defiance” and some are very
frightened of them. However, they went too far with me. 90 days ago I
learned how to access the computer screen and I have successfully
acted against one faction in a way I cannot yet publicly describe.
I really need assistance. I am playing on my electronic piano with the
intent to upload music to my web page about this saga. They have been
trying to stop me from doing this. I have connected my electronic
piano to this computer. Occasionally someone will speak and the voice
sounds on my keyboard. Would someone please attempt to track the
signal in order to ascertain where their computer is in order for you
to interfere with the signal? A computer hacker could probably do
this. I will be playing every day in hopes that this will occur. I
really need assistance. Thank you.
This is an important point. It appears that either the aliens are able
to imprison people and other aliens and hybrids in computer systems in
various bodily forms, and/or humans are disguised as artificial
intelligence, and/or artificial intelligence personalities are
disguised as human/hybrids, or all of the above. I’ve been attempting
to make these distinctions in order to carry out my own investigation.
The aliens and perhaps humans know how to teleport
http://www.fas.org/sgp/eprint/teleport.pdf and how to minaturize. This
may be one way they are accomplishing this
4/02/2009 …We talked about it and it appeared that the aliens were
creating ‘Frankenstein monsters’; a mixture of aberrant human
intelligence, (some more evolved than others) body parts, metal, and
inorganic material. Some said they had no legs; some who said they
knew me from the past 8 years since this struggle began were in the
form of “lizards or reptiles of some type.” One possible hypothesis
for this is that aliens are playing games with “de-evolving” humans.
They or someone else made a mess of my body internally as well but I
still appear normal outwardly. I remember via “synthetic telepathy”
that I accidentallyreferred to one of them as an “ugly” alien. They
were very hurt. I could never understand this because I thought that
any normal alien race would naturally understand that our forms were
probably antithetical to each other and they would just dismiss it,
and at worst, call me an ugly human. They never did; they just
continued to be hurt. I struggled and struggled not to think this word
and finally stopped myself completely. Now I remember and have
understood in a new way that what they were all trying to tell me was
that some cruel intelligence was creating Frankenstein monsters out of
them and so it hurt their feelings when they were being referred to as
“ugly,” as that was not their original form. They pretty much all said
it. I see that the same thing has probably happened inside the
computer program in my head. What appear to be strange faces on dogs,
bugs, and insects, but with some type of human intelligence with
different capabilities of comprehension, and in most cases aberrant
egos, are an experiment in hybridization or a misuse of teleportation/
minaturization technology combined with other life forms. Some of them
behave as if they are crazy, possessed, or they are in a mind control
program. Years ago there was an attempt by some faction of humans to
program my “intent” to think a thought via computer/brain interface.
Several told me that they could not stop their compulsion to act out
in certain behaviors even when their intent was to stop that behavior.
Others have been “consumed” by the 3 yr old, and others, and they are
a mixture of egos. Some want assistance, some want to die, etc… this
is a very cruel program while I am being tortured to death. I believe
it to be unnecessary and I condemn those who are responsible. [The "3-
yr old" personality, as I call her, came to my attention eight years
ago after one of these humans or aliens impersonated the voice of
"Jennifer Hewitt." At that time she used a sex lure on a group of
males I had been close to and who had been assisting me in order to
instigate them to turn on me. I thought at that time in 2002 that this
personality was in fact the Hollywood actress by that name who ended
up pulling a multitude of dirty tricks on me. Due to that behavior I
confronted the real JH in Los Angeles and later served a year in jail
for "stalking." Two years ago when she tried to gain access to me
again, she was told in no uncertain terms by all of the males to leave
immediately because they told me they were ashamed about what had
occurred. Four months ago she surfaced again and has been up to her
old tricks; at present she has again used the "Sex lure" on a group of
aliens who should have known better. In this diary, this female will
be referred to as "Barbara" ]
4/3/2009 — The males and females who do not have genitalia have been
trying everything they can to manifest it so that they can have sex
with each other. I was against this because it was so obviously
inappropriate to subject me to . Two days ago another order of males
appeared and grotesquely displayed that they had fashioned some type
of penis. I discovered later that most of it was made out of some type
of gel. They are openly rutting, or simulating rutting, to the sound
of my “music of the unspheres” while they are torturing me which is an
open display of blasphemy and is deeply offensive. I don’t care what
dimension they came from, this behavior is completely unacceptable. I
shut my eyes and look into the computer. The males and females have
their asses raised while someone digs into it with a stick in time to
the rhythm of my music. They are quite embarrassed that others might
be informed about these events and they know that what they are doing
is wrong.
4/04/2009 - The rutting continued all night. However, they have no
real energy. The females just lay there. The males don’t really know
what to do. They have continued to rut despite my telling them not to.
I discovered that they have attempted to incite emotion from me so
that they can “feed” off of it. That emotion can be positive or
negative. When I have cried, they stabbed me in the eye so that I
would cry harder so that they can feel my suffering
Last week they showed me that their original forms are that of a bug.
They crawl on 8 legs, they scurry, and they were laying on top of the
3 yr old. These particular aliens are “bugs” or insects of some kind
who have somehow developed human intelligence and they speak to me all
day. Believe it or not there has been a resistance among some of the
“hybrids” after I told them this was a war between good and evil.
Males continued to appear and attempted to assist me. Some had
apparently been on mind control but were able to break their
programming.
When someone said in the middle of the night two weeks ago that I was
to die, one of the male/hybrids said “No, she has been like a mother
to us.” I have defended one group of males because the others thought
they were better than they were. I’ve also done my best to teach them,
within the context of my abuse, about my perception of the right path
to follow morally and ethically in the context of this situation.
[Eight years ago one faction of aliens asked if I would be the mother
of their third generation. I said no. However, surprisingly, without
any conscious planning, to some degree this has come to pass.]
4/13/2009 - An “emissary” introduced himself to me several days ago.
He appears to be an elder and he has been against the behavior that
has been occurring here. They then tried to hurt him.
What occurred is that I was denouncing them for “rutting” in my head
to a prayer of mine set to music. Most were in human form, some
animal like, some insect like. One human like male began relating with
me and telling me he was a sensitive human being in the computer. This
male was building strands of color and created a beautiful design. The
next thing I knew female personalities were within these strands
animating them. They were dancing and trying to seduce the human like
males, saying they were “energy beings”. A few males thought they were
from another Order and they were trying to have sex with them. I
warned them not to. I got into a slight tussle with one of the
females. They were very interested in the males who had sensitive
touch or who were human. These females then turned into flying insects
and began cocooning the males – it appears. I’ve had a long-standing
relationship with some of these males, and although emotionally
immature, some do have love in them. The females are jealous of this
relationship which is why they are now victimizing me. I heard later
that they were identified as from the “hive”.
This morning I was having a terrible time with the torture I am
experiencing. One of the females observed that I was trying to protect
one of the males and she came forward and made some observations. She
told them that I was being tortured too severely, she told the 3 yr.
old that nobody (any alien) uses the tactics that she does; she said
she was going to ‘fall on her sword’ because of the conduct of the
males and females who had sexual contact with one another; she
confronted several of the males and they moved towards her to hurt
her. I tried to intervene but I could not find her.
I wonder, for the record, why it takes 1,000 aliens to torture one
person. They say it is because of what I represent - a force of good
who can articulate to the aliens how and why they are wrong, and
resistance.
4/15/2009 - Last night a male, the 3 yr. old (Barbara), and one of the
’energy beings’/flying insect females attacked me while I was
sleeping. I woke up to find that they were flipping huge bugs with
wings at my eyes. My head was then filled with big insects with wings
trying to hurt me. Someone told me they were flies. Hours later I
discoverd that one of the female insects was trying to take over
“Barbara” and her male friend. At that time I thought that the insect
take-over of Barbara could only improve her. [The personality -
Barbara - is a traitor to the population at large and is, of course, a
joke of some kind. It appears that the "aliens" are using her as a
front person because they don't want to take responsibility for the
tactics that they are in favor of.]
As I’ve written, the hybrid insects have been spawning. I also
discovered, when I took some of the original figures apart, that there
were hundreds of tiny hybrids on/in their bodies. In their eyes, nose,
mouth, and hundreds on their face. It appeared that they had been
smuggled in. One said “we aren’t supposed to be here.” Others appear
confused. The females are no good, but some of the males have a human
good side. In some, their egos are greatly inflated and some are very
arrogant. Two nights ago I discovered that some were on the walls of
my livingroom. In the past, because my mind encompasses my living
room, I have seen objects on the walls, floor etc. but I assumed these
objects were still in the computer. Tonight I went outside and saw all
of these flying objects surrounding me. It looked like it could be
them, which means that they escaped. They need to be exterminated.
They are half insect/half human intelligence with aberrant egos. The
males can be loving but they are vastly immature. Some are also evil.
The females are malevolent and jealous. I have been trying to get rid
of the females.
4/16/2009 - Last night I woke up to the 3 yr old, sitting on a piano
bench. I took the piano down. The next thing I knew I was attacked by
75 or so female flying insects. I tried to fight them off but it was
difficult. One flying insect looked at me and she had a huge mandible/
jaw and a terribly malicious expression on her face. One of the
females went towards what I had thought were small hide-aways but now
I believe were some type of cocoon. She went inside and went on top of
one human male figure. She took him out of the cocoon and he asked me
to help him. I tried, but to no avail. They are attacking the human
types against their will. The insects then went on top of the hide
aways and merged into them to disguise themselves. I was physically
sexually violated this morning by the 3 yr old and the male currently
with her. One male insect has developed a crush on me. He has violated
me repeatedly. He has been sitting in my mouth draining the fluid out
of it. That is the behavior of insects. This is starting to become a
bit frightening but I’ll deal with it.
Yesterday, what I call artificial intelligence checked in. I haven’t
heard from them in two months. They said they were in computers on
earth. They said they had no idea the insects were in here doing what
they were doing. But they were interested in the rutting going on.
Last night several sane parties spoke to me and condemned the 3 yr old
“Barbara” for her behavior. (I’m not sure but the females could have
been from what they call the “hive” who “pray.”) They told me that
they did not emotionally abuse. They told me that they liked me in
some way but discovered it too late. They said I had discovered their
alien/hybrid plan a month before it was ready to be finalized and they
were angry as well. They said they consumed other entities and that
was how they gained their “power.” In other words, they had sex of
some kind with the hybrid males who were here, they then cocooned them
and drained their life force. One important point to this story is
this: Five months ago in mid October when it appears the alien
”heavies” accessed me (and they said along with the planet or some
land mass), the gas prices plummeted, the people in San Diego changed.
It looked like their life force was drained from them. At that time
the aliens said that they had released antimatter into the area. I
believe it is possible that it was actually aliens who drained the
life force but I am not really sure. Four months ago one group spoke
to me who said they were from the “Matrix” and what was occurring was
just like the movie the Matrix. In that movie aliens of some type are
using humans as “batteries” or as an energy source. They were
operating from some level where they claimed to be able to move entire
neighborhoods etc… they were friendly with me. One time they were
trying to give me directions and were obviously observing me from a
distance. Some other group had access to my eyes (my pupils are
connected to a computer and others can see through them)
4/17/2009 - I was discovering that these parties had males cocooned
inside of them. I was trying to get them out. While I was working two
different males began supporting the 3 yr old. She had been trying to
stop me from releasing the males. I was in the bathtub and cupped my
hands with water and invited one of the males to get into my hand. One
of the wasp females immediately cocooned him. I responded by taking
her mandible apart and I said “no. Don’t do that.” I discovered that
she was hiding one of the males in her mandible. I then cupped my hand
with water in it and said anyone who wants comfort, come and sit in my
hand. Several parties ran to my hand but I then stopped that for
reasons I cannot remember.
After 2 males defended the 3 yr. old against me, I then lost my morale
and decided to quit. The hive aliens told the males that they were
backing the wrong party. They appear to know the difference between
right and wrong morally on some level. I went to sleep and awoke to
see that some parties were staging an opera house scene. They were all
dressed up. Some of these aliens have been pretending, strangely
enough, that they were counts and countesses while they are destroying
me. They said they were entranced by 17th century France/England. I
saw it and took it down. I was immediately attacked by an onslaught of
insects of several kinds. Centipedes, wormy type insects, wasps,
beetles, various flying insects. [This is done via another level] The
3 yr old put a string of them inside my mouth. It was clear that I had
made the opera goers angry and someone was purposely filling the
computer with bugs. I sat back and watched it and contemplated who
these bugs were, whether they were suffering like the males had been
and were they too a hybrid/insect program. One responded and said “why
don’t you join us.” It was apparent that they were attempting to
invoke fear because many people are afraid of insects; therefore, I
refuse to show any fear and afterwards they were perturbed because of
this. I was told that they were taking the higher brain functioning
away from the males. The females appear more intelligent. Months ago I
had been told that the females were placing the males in bondage.
The “energy beings” from the “hive” took a dive today. I inhaled and
sucked the energy out of their bodies. Metaphysically appropriate, and
true. Never in my life would I have imagined that I could be in such a
wonderful position to do this to alien vampires as just punishment.
One female just said they are going to try to “take out” the United
States by using the fact that my mind expands indefinitely and then
trying to impact the surroundings. One reason why my mind expands is
because I was mystically- inclined at some point in my life.
(Mysticism is the pursuit of communion with, identity with, or
conscious awareness of an ultimate reality, divinity, spiritual truth,
or God through direct experience, intuition, or insight.) They tried
to release more insects last night. Centipedes and such like that with
very evil expressions. I suggest that something be done to stop this.
One male said he could teleport by using his mind alone.
I was just spoken to by those identifying themselves as Dr. Gail
Goodman, Phil Shaver from UC Davis. [The aliens mimic identities so
it's difficult to tell who exactly is speaking to me].They were
worried about what could be a national emergency.
Last night the computer was empty and blank with occasional white
“stars.” I was answering questions; I was told that the personality
imitating “Barbara” (the 3 yr. old) and her latest boyfriend in here
was removed. That was a lie. I heard their voices again within 5
minutes. “Barbara” then began manifesting the bugs and made a complete
mess. All night I and others were attacked with centipedes, spiders,
and wasps. It was horrible. “Barbara” and her boyfriend spent the
night throwing insects into my body cavity, and vainly adoring
themselves, afterwards releasing the bugs.
(I notice some information was removed) The “demons” have now turned
into insects again and are rutting. One told me that they were
choosing the 3 yr old (one pretending to be Barbara) to rut by and to
be the one to release the insects onto the public. It could just be
symbolic because I keep getting up to look at the walls and when I get
close nothing is there. The idiot actually said “it is a great honor
to be chosen to do this.” Dragonflys anyone? Months ago they said they
worshipped a “dragon.” I believe it might have been dragonflys that
were circling me a few days ago. They said they had wanted to choose
someone metaphysical to do this, meaning me. I said “not a chance.”
Last night the alien female insects attempted to retaliate against a
male who showed me some concern after he discovered that I was crying
yesterday. They told me this morning that they moved the computer
software I am on to their ‘planet’ and others didn’t know where they
were. These would be the females from the “hive.” Unfortunately they
have also moved the 3 yr old (Barbara) along with me and are
continuing to play games. They apparently like my music but they then
began playing games. ‘Do you imagine yourself a wonderful composer’?
I woke up tonight to find that they were molesting children. This has
never been done before. They show what appear to be films and the
personalities can interact with these people or children. One alien (I
named as the “crazy alien” 5 months ago) told me two days ago ‘if you
tell, I’ll slit your throat.” He told me he “teleported” others via
his mind? I reacted strongly and told them that satanic ritual child
molesters were known to be the lowest scum on the face of the planet.
I “died” defending victims of these abusers 8 years ago and that is
the reason why I was targeted. At present these insect-like child
molesters are the lowest scum on the face of the planet. They tell me
they have been accessing female children for the past “100 years.”
April 18, 2009 - The female insects? (or “mind in the mind”/metal
race) were speaking to the males of their species who were having
“sex” with the pretend “Barbara”. I woke up last night to them on the
tiers they usually build in my mind to find that they were playing
with very small cartoon-like characters. My impression was that they
were attempting to fool some oversight group who were looking at this
situation to make it appear that they were not molesting children.
They said they were being observed every 15 minutes. They were telling
them how they failed me and explained to me that it was because they
shared “saliva” with each other. (as insect hybrids) They said that
the “Dracos’ were the last group who bred for the virile males. They
said 10 minutes ago that they wanted me to die. Then they said I might
not ever wake up and then they wanted to use my mind to do bad things
like cocoon males symbolically. I said no.
Today I discovered that there was a female alien pretending to be
(”seductive” Barbara). She said while I was driving on the freeway
that she experienced “exquisite pleasure” via their simulated
sexuality. I was upset as usual at insects pretending to be human,
grotesquely mimicking human intercourse. After she spoke to me, I
looked closely at her face and said “just as I thought, you don’t
appear “seductive” at all - or even attractive.” She then became
embarrassed and said she was an alien (aphid-type) pretending to be
Barbara and we spoke for some time. She stated to me that their race
was “elite.” I questioned her about what she meant by that statement
as I don’t believe in human beings proclaiming they’re elite either
because I detest snobbery; she stated that they were the people
dressed up at the mocked up “opera” house in my head. I said it was
more than distressing to discover that an alien race who reportedly
had ”taken over the planet” were destroying human beings and then
dressing up like them, believing this gave them “elite” status. They
pretend to “evolve” while they make us “de-evolve”?? She said “we do
beauty.” Someone then offered a possible interpetation: “To the victor
go the spoils,” a popular phrase used to describe the rape and
pillaging of conquering neighbor tribes in our world history. [I note
that some of these same behaviors are now considered to be war crimes]
I said that might sound slightly objective, or a known practice from
primitive conquering nations long ago, but there is a problem with
that type of rationalization because of what they are dong to me. This
is not just a concquering race “objectively” ripping off humanity but
they are actively torturing, blaspheming, and consuming me without any
reason. That’s personal. She then said “we consume people.” They are
taken to underground labs like “Livermore lab” and then we go inside
and consume them. I asked if they were the preying mantis’s and she
said yes. A man I worked with 8 years ago, Jack Aldrich, who told me
at that time that there was a war against aliens, was frightened years
ago because he claimed to be held at that site and was victimized by
the ‘preying mantis’. That admission by her was very depressing.
That’s what this ugliness is about. Humans as food/food/energy source
while they pretend to be “beautiful.” If you look closely at humans,
you will see that the eye structure of individuals are different -
especially their pupils. I don’t know if that’s because everyone is in
a computer system or only select individuals are.
One or two older male personalities asked that I stay awake last night
because they said they were being bonded with sexuality against their
will, via “Barbara”. I have trouble staying up though because someone
puts a film over my eyes so it’s difficult.
A female made a public announcement to everyone. I might be wrong but
she appeared to be from the hive? She said in approximation: “There
has been a coup over the ‘mind in the mind’ race. We took them over.
If anyone is concerned that they will find you by your addresses, all
you have to do is dissipate your fear and they won’t find you.” [The
'mind in the mind' race refers to the alien group who places people in
computer systems]
When I woke up the early a.m. , there were rooms of some sort built,
as usual, it looked like they were molesting children. I tried to take
the rooms down, there was a struggle to keep them up. When I lambasted
one of the males doing this, he attacked the tissue of my breast. They
are concerned that they will be discovered. I looked at what they are
trying to pass of as a brain in their head. There were little people
placed in their brain. It looked like they were females and they kept
trying to hide someone. It looked like a male.
I just got back from a long drive. I was drinking a coke and I started
to choke on it. The “crazy alien” and two others, including Barbara
said “choke her now.” Nothing happened but I then challenged them to
choke me in front of my face or forever be labeled as alien cowards.
The crazy alien approached my throat in trepidation and said, “I choke
you in effigy.”
I looked at the miniature aliens in the eyes, mouths and brain. At
first they looked like they could be the mind in the mind, ant-like
figures. I tried to make them bigger, they changed shape and looked
like the males with capes who were cocooned by whom I gently refer to
as the “Whores from Outer Space.” I’m really not sure, but they are
mumbling as I write this and say they’re going to be “found out.” They
believe they have accessed my home computer and nobody will read what
I have written which is why I decided to publicly post this. There
have been coups and counter-coups among these alien factions in the
past 30 days. Meanwhile, I’ll do my best to eliminate as many as I
can.
4/21/2009 - One of them just said members of their “planet” are trying
to exodus through me. Last night a group of them came through me, they
were released? and there were attempts to make them invisible to the
eye. I suggest that these aliens be exterminated.
4/22/2009 - They spent the day viley attacking/raping me inside of my
body code. Please make them go. They are behaving as if they are
completely and utterly crazy.
4/23/2009 - There was another attempted exodus last night. What they
don’t know is that the computer screen creates illusions. When
something appears on my walls or curtains, but I look at it closely,
the illusion dissapears. Which means that the blind belief that an
exodus can occur, without reality checking, might be very foolish
indeed. If they are depending on teleportation one should remember one
has to trust the source and the particular signal … The “Whores from
Outer Space” have been assaulting me all day. They are very energized
and out of control. Apparently they absorbed too much energy from
someone. Very soon I will have physical/medical evidence of this
assault.
4/24/2009 - Five months ago one group of aliens asked me to cooperate
with them to program their computer system, it appeared, in efforts to
have a better life . They said their race was dying. They said they
understood that I was a spiritual person and they said that’s why I
was targeted in the way that I was - the technology used was meant to
spiritually kill me and afterwards place me in a cybertronics program.
They told me that I represented a millenium spiritual take-out of the
planet. I said no, they were not going to benefit in any way from me
after what they did.
Over the past 3 months, I along with others have learned on occasion
how to create figures or forms in this program who have self-
awareness, although they do not appear to know where they came from or
know why they are here. A person who I have named ”Debbie” was
intrigued at first that the personalities who originally had
“assignments” with a beginning and an end eventually became autonomous
personalities who tried to take me over completely while inflating
their own sense of importance in an unrealistic fashion. Debbie told
them they were not supposed to have had a life of their own, but
watched them develop with interest. At first I tried to figure out who
they were in order to assist them, but after they endangered me
physically and psychologically, my efforts were geared towards puting
them out by any means necessary. Over the past few months several
amoral personality types were created. When they became too good and
defended me, or displayed any spiritual code at all they were
systematically weeded out and killed by the opposition.
4/25/2009 - When multitudes of aliens/hybrids exited two days ago,
they told me one male even left with a “briefcase.” I had seen a dark
male leaving with some object but I thought they were kidding. I just
looked into the computer and saw that same male and he had a
briefcase. I asked what he was doing here and I was told that he and
others returned because they were frightened that they might be
teleported somewhere that they didn’t want to go. I opened up that
briefcase and it looked like young child was in it. I could be
mistaken … they have taken to putting little hooks into my eyes and
pulling them. I can also do the same thing to them, which I have just
done.
4/25/2008 - it is important to note that the software program in this
computer I am seeing allows for a duplication of identities. To make
it even more confusing, they engage in rampant identity fraud.
4/26/2009 - They were molesting children again last night. They had
mocked up an image of several houses and were in the bedrooms. I took
down the houses and went after them. There was a group that were
congregating and Barbara kicked one of the children. She later said,
referring to what appeared to be adults: “Don’t go after them, they’re
not supposed to be here.” Someone said their voices are being
disguised by a voice modulator. I told them I was going to focus on
taking off their fake genitals today and a male voice said “It doesn’t
matter because for the first time I was able to experience having
human genitals.” … A “person” just said “we’re moving you around so we
can’t be found out.” Anothe person said later when I asked them for
their rationalization as to why they are committing this crime against
me, they said “Because we’re jealous. We aren’t the parties who
teleported the planet. We’re someone else.”
Regarding the entry on 4/24/2009 - I had been told that different
factions could enter the computer that I am looking into and create a
form within it to communicate while their real bodies were someplace
else. Due to recent events I am wondering if one faction lured another
in and then killed their real bodies or killed them in this computer
system and it had ramifications elsewhere.
4/27/2009 - Five months ago, I became aware that what I refer to as
the alien Totalitarian Regime had taken control of the computer sytem
that I am on (in which they an access me both physically and mentally)
and were victimizing others with a strict mind control program. Mind
control is an attempt to violate one’s Free Will and that is a
spiritual crime. I attempted to educate them about mind control ( from
my perspective ) and made caustic remarks about the immorality of the
“Mind control police” judging “thought crimes.” At that time I told
others that there was free will in my mind in case they wanted to
leave. I discovered that there was at least one person present who was
aware of my comment 5 months ago. She is actively torturing me. Free
will, in the context in which I made the remark, means being
responsible … some of them have the ability to “hop” in and out of
different forms. Apparently this is in *efforts to hide themselves,*
some personalities are consumed as punishment, and it also keeps me
from injuring them too severely - as they pop out before I can get to
them.
4/30/2009 - An “energy being” insect tried to sexually assault me
today. I said no and she began placing objects into the interior of my
face and would not quit. She said she was trying to “become one” with
me. They are doing their best to try to pretend they are humans.
Difficult to explain. They are very sick and crazy.
THIS IS THE END OF MY DAILY DIARY UNLESS SOMETHING EXTRAORDINARY
OCCURS. I WILL BE UPLOADING MUSIC TO THIS WEB SITE WITHIN TWO WEEKS.
DN
Remember, you cannot always believe what is on your computer screen.
Important: I discovered that one faction are insects with wings. They
have been spawning. I believe they may have discovered a way to get
out of the computer system in the past few days. I saw hundreds
tonight; they surrounded me. They have human intelligence. They are
about 1/4 inch in length. There appears to be an experiment with human
intelligence, mind control, and insects. One group is a “hive” and
they drain the life force from humans. I was told early on that what
was occurring was similar to the movie the Matrix.In that movie the
population was being used as a battery source.
INTRODUCTION: This site is dedicated to Jack Aldrich.
My name is Diana Napolis. http://members.cox.net/wordpress/scan0001.jpg
I used to be a child abuse investigator, an informal Nazi hunter, and
a licensed MFT. I was on the internet from 1995-2000 investigating
satanic groups and organizations undercover. My focus of attention at
that time was alleged Nazi proponent, Lt. Col Michael Aquino, High
Priest of the Temple of Set.
Approximately 120 days ago, I was in the middle of a Federal District
Court case that I had filed against well known researcher Dr.
Elizabeth Loftus, Michael Aquino, Carol Hopkins, Michelle Deveraeux,
Tanya Lysenko aka Tani Jantsang, David Copley, Mark Sauer, San Diego
Union-Tribune, and San Diego State University.
The allegations I made were very serious. Although I was suing several
individuals for Invasion of Privacy, First Amendment Rights
violations, Libel and False Light Defamation, I also accused some of
these individuals of participating in a conspiracy to target me with
“nonlethal” technology in efforts to stop my disclosure of the damning
information I had about them. That information can be accessed via the
links on the left hand side of my web site.
I have discovered that some of the technology used is very high-tech
and is most likely classified. What is known is that it is possible to
not only induce “voices” from a remote location but to cause severe
physical pain. It is a fact that technology does exist which has the
ability to cause these symptoms but not all of the technology is
explainable, according to the experts I have consulted with, as it
appears to defy known laws of physics. However, the Army acknowledges
the ability to induce voices via known technology such as “Voice to
Skull Devices” and “Computer/brain Interface.”
Although I was a victim of psychological manipulation by my
perpetrators, I was never a victim of “mind control.” This is very
important to understand. In addition, I feel obligated to report that
eight years ago (at the millenium), troubling information was given to
me about a possible alien scenario which might impact everyone on the
planet. At that time I was interacting with at least 30 individuals,
some allegedly from the military who gave me the same information, so
it was difficult to ignore. I have come to the decision that it would
be socially irresponsible of me to not report this although I was and
am aware that this infomation could have been an attempt to discredit
me. However, due to strange events which have occurred within the past
5 months, I am investigating all possibilities.
During June 2008 to October 2008, I was active on a political activism
forum dedicated to exposing “nonlethal” technology world-wide. At that
time I was also attempting to correct misinformation/disinformation at
the Wikipedia web site about the reality of satanic ritual abuse. I
can speak with some authority about the subject as I investigated
ritual abuse cases while employed at Child Protective Services and and
later gathered 90 court decisions proving that ritual abuse occurs
worldwide. http://members.cox.net/dnap/srarchive.pdf
During my federal case, on 9/23/2008 I discovered that Defendants Dr.
Michael Aquino, Dr. Elizabeth Loftus and Carol Hopkins had attempted
to have me incarcerated so that I could not proceed in Federal Court
which was a violation of my civil rights. I was then given 60 days to
amend my complaint by the San Diego District Court after I reported
this activity to the judge. At that time I was considering adding the
U.S. Army to my federal case because of Michael Aquino’s past
affiliation with the Army Reserve and the fact that I was alleging
that “Voice to Skull” (V2K) and “Computer/brain” interface technology
were both technologies funded by the U.S. Army.
However, after perusing defendant Michael Aquino’s writings on his web
page, I began to be interested in whether identity and/or
organizational theft had occurred for the following reasons: 1) I read
Michael Aquino’s fictional stories on his web site at http://www.xeper.org
and discovered that several pictures of him had been “doctored.” This
is one of my messages on the internet that confronted this issue.
http://tiny.cc/7EJ78 2) I then received two items in the mail: a
Temple of Set check signed by “Lilith Aquino” and a “Lincoln Shaw.” I
also sent away for the TOS nonprofit status from the State of
California and Mr. Aquino’s name was not to be found, although Lilith
Aquino was the stated “treasurer.” 3) A notice was sent to me about
the Temple of Set International Conclave which was to be held in San
Francisco during October 25- 29. See http://members.cox.net/courtdocs2/tosinternational.pdf”
Curiously you will notice that the picture on their flyer is not of
“Satan” or a Baphomet but one of an “alien.”
I then decided, along with a group of others, to stage a protest at
the TOS International Conclave event which was to be held and bring
publicity to my victimization as well as to a recently discovered
Criminal Investigative Tape which documented the statements by a child
that he and others had been satanically ritually abused within a cult
group operated by Michael Aquino and that several murders had taken
place. See http://tinyurl.com/8gaefy On October 21, 2008 I received
restraining orders allegedly filed by Michael and Lilith Aquino after
they submitted bogus allegations to the SF Court to keep me from
lawfully protesting in San Francisco at the TOS International
Conclave.
Around that time, October 12, 2008, I became aware that our internet
feed had changed. Regarding the political activism forum I was on,
Julianne McKinney, a long-time member, was known to have an
exceptionally sophisticated vocabulary. She was also one of my more
vociferous opponents. She was rude and cantankerous. On this forum, in
a message dated October 16, 2008, “Julianne McKinney” wrote a message
and addressed me as “Ms. Napolis.” This identity was not Julianne
McKinney. The vocabulary used was clearly not her own and McKinney
would never have addressed me so politely because we were opponents.
It was clear to me at that time, and for other reasons, that identity
theft had occurred on the mindcontrol activism forum. On December 16,
2008, I revisited this forum and asked (under my pseudonym
danh...@yahoo.com) about identity theft again after I read yet
another message, reportedly by Paul Gol. This message was not written
by Mr. Gol. He was an individual proficient in physics and yet again
the vocabulary used was not his. The responses that I received in
response to my question about the legitimacy of the message will be
posted in the next few days. In the meantime, I accessed another forum
with some of the same individuals, and asked a question about whether
they had noticed anything unusual that had occurred within the last 90
days. Monica Stoces replied and gave me information which I had
noticed but had not included within my message. This is the first
person in the world that I have been able to communicate with who has
noticed the same phenomena that I have. Her message is below which
includes my original message to this forum.
At that time in San Diego County, on October 2008, gas prices
plummeted in my area. The price of gas was $4.50; it is now $1.75 a
gallon. There has been no adequate explanation for this occurance.
Finally, I have been investigating and slowly gathering evidence
regarding my surroundings and the environment. For instance, go
outside and look at the night sky. Get a map book depicting the normal
constellations of the stars. For instance, the Little Dipper and the
North Star. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Little_Dipper Where are they?
See http://jumk.de/astronomie/constellations/index.shtml. This
information leads me to believe that something serious indeed has
happened to this planet. But because our infrastructure is still
working, it appears for now there is nothing to serious to worry
about.
This is Monik Stoces message in reply to my own:
[harassment-victims] Re: Identity Theft
From: harassmen...@googlegroups.com on behalf of Monika Stoces
(monika...@gmail.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Mon 12/15/08 9:23 PM
To: harassmen...@googlegroups.com
HI Diana , i cannot reach your site, here i have the same problem,
that messages seem sometimes real , sometimes fake, or mails dont
arrive, or websites are simply computer generated, it is cause extreem
confusion and makes it inpossible to know what info or mail is real,
this way ofcourse nobody anymore knows what rearlyy is happening were,
i having this kind of problems for about as long, and it is impossible
to find out the real or fake thing from one antohter, included my
bankaccount …..
I tried to reach some victims but they some did not give their phone
or others simply i cannot get connected with , so realize i cannot do
nothing that makes sense anymore ….
Greets Monika
2008/12/15 Diana Napolis <lega...@live.com
About 60 days ago I became aware that we were on a different internet
feed and that identity theft has been ocurring. On the mindcontrol
yahoo newsgroup, it became very obvious.
___________________
I would like to form a group consisting of individuals who are also
questioning what has occurred. Please call me at 619-462-5818 if you
are interested.
I invoke the love for God.
DIANA
Comments
UPCOMING EVENTS
May 2, 2009 at 6:45 am (Uncategorized)
FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS I POSTED A DAILY DIARY. DUE TO EVENTS WHICH
OCCURRED TONIGHT, I PLAN ON FILING A LAWSUIT. I WILL ALSO BE
UPLOADING MUSIC TO THIS WEB SITE WITHIN TWO WEEKS. I HAVE DISCOVERED
IMPORANT NEW INFORMATION
Important: 5/4/2009 - Last night was a horror show. As previously
described the software of the computer/brain interface I see is an
insect program. It started out as a “demonic” program but I believe
the satanists were taken over. What is new information is that
“Barbara” knows how to create insect forms that coooon, drain, and
destroy their prey. She has been destroying her friends and associates
who were too weak to get to her first. An interesting group of voices
communicated with me yesterday. They said their “life” was in the
master computer. They wanted to speeak with me in depth and they
appeared very sensitive. When I confronted them they would fall to the
ground. They said they could not get out of this program. I suspect
that various parties continue to be lured in. They had pretended or
actually produced my Buddhist teacher yesterday in efforts to torment
me. They disrespeted him, Barbara kicked him, and then they had him
attacked by insects. I kept trying to fight them off and Barbara and
others kept creating huge centipedes and other types and dumped them
into my body cavity and worse. I saw an order of what looked like
“queens” of some type, alone with males who look like them, who were
insects who appeared as vague multi-dimensional forms. They attacked
en masse. At first I heard a voice saying they were just going to
cocoon the forms around me but then I started punching the insects and
they came after me.
The names I have heard who have identified themselves so far are
Christopher Barden, Carol Hopkins, and the Temple of Set. You will
note that the Temple of Set flyer hosts the form of an insect, instead
of Satan.
MORE COMPLETE VERSION:
I was a child abuse investigator working undercover on the internet
investigating satanic cults throughout 1995-2000. On September 24,
2000 my identity was revealed in a San Diego Union-Tribune newspaper
article by reporter Mark Sauer. It was apparent that this disclosure
of my name, in the context of Sauer’s false light defamation, was
intended solely to intimidate me. I responded to the allegations made
by my political opponents in this article and published and dated a
response on January 1, 2001 as a symbolic gesture for the millenium in
order to send a message to those attempting to stop me from exercising
my First Amendment Rights to Free Speech which had been dedicated to
the rights of children. http://tiny.cc.hIPeY
A voice told me there was going to be a “change of guard” and he
instructed me to buy a paricular cell phone. For the next year, I was
led on an amazing and horrifying journey during which various factions
staged a “war” against aliens. Apparently we lost.
I am now on computer/brain interface. When I close my eyes I see
inside of a computer screen due to nanotechnology which has been
placed in my inner eyelid. I was told that this technology and other
physically assaultive technology used to harm me was alien in nature
but that it was also misused by human beings. One computer I used to
see into was owned by Michael Aquino. I was told by Aquino that
various satanic cults were going to abuse me as a gesture for the
millenium. I was told that Carol Hopkins was in the Illuminati and she
was a direct participant in my victmization. From October 2008 to the
present I have been passed around to different groups of aliens who
have also abused me. These aliens reportedly teleported the planet in
2001. All I know is that there are no more star systems visible in San
Diego County.
This is an excerpt from a diary I’ve been keeping about what has been
occurring and what I have been seeing during the past 30 days.
As you probably know by now, I am being assaulted and tortured by one
faction of aliens. They’ve stepped up the process and say their intent
is to kill me. I cannot be killed, I can only be maimed. Everyone
knows that these aliens “brook no defiance” and some are very
frightened of them. However, they went too far with me. 90 days ago I
learned how to access the computer screen and I have successfully
acted against one faction in a way I cannot yet publicly describe.
I really need assistance. I am playing on my electronic piano with the
intent to upload music to my web page about this saga. They have been
trying to stop me from doing this. I have connected my electronic
piano to this computer. Occasionally someone will speak and the voice
sounds on my keyboard. Would someone please attempt to track the
signal in order to ascertain where their computer is in order for you
to interfere with the signal? A computer hacker could probably do
this. I will be playing every day in hopes that this will occur. I
really need assistance. Thank you.
This is an important point. It appears that either the aliens are able
to imprison people and other aliens and hybrids in computer systems in
various bodily forms, and/or humans are disguised as artificial
intelligence, and/or artificial intelligence personalities are
disguised as human/hybrids, or all of the above. I’ve been attempting
to make these distinctions in order to carry out my own investigation.
The aliens and perhaps humans know how to teleport
http://www.fas.org/sgp/eprint/teleport.pdf and how to minaturize. This
may be one way they are accomplishing this
4/02/2009 …We talked about it and it appeared that the aliens were
creating ‘Frankenstein monsters’; a mixture of aberrant human
intelligence, (some more evolved than others) body parts, metal, and
inorganic material. Some said they had no legs; some who said they
knew me from the past 8 years since this struggle began were in the
form of “lizards or reptiles of some type.” One possible hypothesis
for this is that aliens are playing games with “de-evolving” humans.
They or someone else made a mess of my body internally as well but I
still appear normal outwardly. I remember via “synthetic telepathy”
that I accidentallyreferred to one of them as an “ugly” alien. They
were very hurt. I could never understand this because I thought that
any normal alien race would naturally understand that our forms were
probably antithetical to each other and they would just dismiss it,
and at worst, call me an ugly human. They never did; they just
continued to be hurt. I struggled and struggled not to think this word
and finally stopped myself completely. Now I remember and have
understood in a new way that what they were all trying to tell me was
that some cruel intelligence was creating Frankenstein monsters out of
them and so it hurt their feelings when they were being referred to as
“ugly,” as that was not their original form. They pretty much all said
it. I see that the same thing has probably happened inside the
computer program in my head. What appear to be strange faces on dogs,
bugs, and insects, but with some type of human intelligence with
different capabilities of comprehension, and in most cases aberrant
egos, are an experiment in hybridization or a misuse of teleportation/
minaturization technology combined with other life forms. Some of them
behave as if they are crazy, possessed, or they are in a mind control
program. Years ago there was an attempt by some faction of humans to
program my “intent” to think a thought via computer/brain interface.
Several told me that they could not stop their compulsion to act out
in certain behaviors even when their intent was to stop that behavior.
Others have been “consumed” by the 3 yr old, and others, and they are
a mixture of egos. Some want assistance, some want to die, etc… this
is a very cruel program while I am being tortured to death. I believe
it to be unnecessary and I condemn those who are responsible. [The "3-
yr old" personality, as I call her, came to my attention eight years
ago after one of these humans or aliens impersonated the voice of
"Jennifer Hewitt." At that time she used a sex lure on a group of
males I had been close to and who had been assisting me in order to
instigate them to turn on me. I thought at that time in 2002 that this
personality was in fact the Hollywood actress by that name who ended
up pulling a multitude of dirty tricks on me. Due to that behavior I
confronted the real JH in Los Angeles and later served a year in jail
for "stalking." Two years ago when she tried to gain access to me
again, she was told in no uncertain terms by all of the males to leave
immediately because they told me they were ashamed about what had
occurred. Four months ago she surfaced again and has been up to her
old tricks; at present she has again used the "Sex lure" on a group of
aliens who should have known better. In this diary, this female will
be referred to as "Barbara" ]
4/3/2009 — The males and females who do not have genitalia have been
trying everything they can to manifest it so that they can have sex
with each other. I was against this because it was so obviously
inappropriate to subject me to . Two days ago another order of males
appeared and grotesquely displayed that they had fashioned some type
of penis. I discovered later that most of it was made out of some type
of gel. They are openly rutting, or simulating rutting, to the sound
of my “music of the unspheres” while they are torturing me which is an
open display of blasphemy and is deeply offensive. I don’t care what
dimension they came from, this behavior is completely unacceptable. I
shut my eyes and look into the computer. The males and females have
their asses raised while someone digs into it with a stick in time to
the rhythm of my music. They are quite embarrassed that others might
be informed about these events and they know that what they are doing
is wrong.
4/04/2009 - The rutting continued all night. However, they have no
real energy. The females just lay there. The males don’t really know
what to do. They have continued to rut despite my telling them not to.
I discovered that they have attempted to incite emotion from me so
that they can “feed” off of it. That emotion can be positive or
negative. When I have cried, they stabbed me in the eye so that I
would cry harder so that they can feel my suffering
Last week they showed me that their original forms are that of a bug.
They crawl on 8 legs, they scurry, and they were laying on top of the
3 yr old. These particular aliens are “bugs” or insects of some kind
who have somehow developed human intelligence and they speak to me all
day. Believe it or not there has been a resistance among some of the
“hybrids” after I told them this was a war between good and evil.
Males continued to appear and attempted to assist me. Some had
apparently been on mind control but were able to break their
programming.
When someone said in the middle of the night two weeks ago that I was
to die, one of the male/hybrids said “No, she has been like a mother
to us.” I have defended one group of males because the others thought
they were better than they were. I’ve also done my best to teach them,
within the context of my abuse, about my perception of the right path
to follow morally and ethically in the context of this situation.
[Eight years ago one faction of aliens asked if I would be the mother
of their third generation. I said no. However, surprisingly, without
any conscious planning, to some degree this has come to pass.]
4/13/2009 - An “emissary” introduced himself to me several days ago.
He appears to be an elder and he has been against the behavior that
has been occurring here. They then tried to hurt him.
What occurred is that I was denouncing them for “rutting” in my head
to a prayer of mine set to music. Most were in human form, some
animal like, some insect like. One human like male began relating with
me and telling me he was a sensitive human being in the computer. This
male was building strands of color and created a beautiful design. The
next thing I knew female personalities were within these strands
animating them. They were dancing and trying to seduce the human like
males, saying they were “energy beings”. A few males thought they were
from another Order and they were trying to have sex with them. I
warned them not to. I got into a slight tussle with one of the
females. They were very interested in the males who had sensitive
touch or who were human. These females then turned into flying insects
and began cocooning the males – it appears. I’ve had a long-standing
relationship with some of these males, and although emotionally
immature, some do have love in them. The females are jealous of this
relationship which is why they are now victimizing me. I heard later
that they were identified as from the “hive”.
This morning I was having a terrible time with the torture I am
experiencing. One of the females observed that I was trying to protect
one of the males and she came forward and made some observations. She
told them that I was being tortured too severely, she told the 3 yr.
old that nobody (any alien) uses the tactics that she does; she said
she was going to ‘fall on her sword’ because of the conduct of the
males and females who had sexual contact with one another; she
confronted several of the males and they moved towards her to hurt
her. I tried to intervene but I could not find her.
I wonder, for the record, why it takes 1,000 aliens to torture one
person. They say it is because of what I represent - a force of good
who can articulate to the aliens how and why they are wrong, and
resistance.
4/15/2009 - Last night a male, the 3 yr. old (Barbara), and one of the
’energy beings’/flying insect females attacked me while I was
sleeping. I woke up to find that they were flipping huge bugs with
wings at my eyes. My head was then filled with big insects with wings
trying to hurt me. Someone told me they were flies. Hours later I
discoverd that one of the female insects was trying to take over
“Barbara” and her male friend. At that time I thought that the insect
take-over of Barbara could only improve her. [The personality -
Barbara - is a traitor to the population at large and is, of course, a
joke of some kind. It appears that the "aliens" are using her as a
front person because they don't want to take responsibility for the
tactics that they are in favor of.]
As I’ve written, the hybrid insects have been spawning. I also
discovered, when I took some of the original figures apart, that there
were hundreds of tiny hybrids on/in their bodies. In their eyes, nose,
mouth, and hundreds on their face. It appeared that they had been
smuggled in. One said “we aren’t supposed to be here.” Others appear
confused. The females are no good, but some of the males have a human
good side. In some, their egos are greatly inflated and some are very
arrogant. Two nights ago I discovered that some were on the walls of
my livingroom. In the past, because my mind encompasses my living
room, I have seen objects on the walls, floor etc. but I assumed these
objects were still in the computer. Tonight I went outside and saw all
of these flying objects surrounding me. It looked like it could be
them, which means that they escaped. They need to be exterminated.
They are half insect/half human intelligence with aberrant egos. The
males can be loving but they are vastly immature. Some are also evil.
The females are malevolent and jealous. I have been trying to get rid
of the females.
4/16/2009 - Last night I woke up to the 3 yr old, sitting on a piano
bench. I took the piano down. The next thing I knew I was attacked by
75 or so female flying insects. I tried to fight them off but it was
difficult. One flying insect looked at me and she had a huge mandible/
jaw and a terribly malicious expression on her face. One of the
females went towards what I had thought were small hide-aways but now
I believe were some type of cocoon. She went inside and went on top of
one human male figure. She took him out of the cocoon and he asked me
to help him. I tried, but to no avail. They are attacking the human
types against their will. The insects then went on top of the hide
aways and merged into them to disguise themselves. I was physically
sexually violated this morning by the 3 yr old and the male currently
with her. One male insect has developed a crush on me. He has violated
me repeatedly. He has been sitting in my mouth draining the fluid out
of it. That is the behavior of insects. This is starting to become a
bit frightening but I’ll deal with it.
Yesterday, what I call artificial intelligence checked in. I haven’t
heard from them in two months. They said they were in computers on
earth. They said they had no idea the insects were in here doing what
they were doing. But they were interested in the rutting going on.
Last night several sane parties spoke to me and condemned the 3 yr old
“Barbara” for her behavior. (I’m not sure but the females could have
been from what they call the “hive” who “pray.”) They told me that
they did not emotionally abuse. They told me that they liked me in
some way but discovered it too late. They said I had discovered their
alien/hybrid plan a month before it was ready to be finalized and they
were angry as well. They said they consumed other entities and that
was how they gained their “power.” In other words, they had sex of
some kind with the hybrid males who were here, they then cocooned them
and drained their life force. One important point to this story is
this: Five months ago in mid October when it appears the alien
”heavies” accessed me (and they said along with the planet or some
land mass), the gas prices plummeted, the people in San Diego changed.
It looked like their life force was drained from them. At that time
the aliens said that they had released antimatter into the area. I
believe it is possible that it was actually aliens who drained the
life force but I am not really sure. Four months ago one group spoke
to me who said they were from the “Matrix” and what was occurring was
just like the movie the Matrix. In that movie aliens of some type are
using humans as “batteries” or as an energy source. They were
operating from some level where they claimed to be able to move entire
neighborhoods etc… they were friendly with me. One time they were
trying to give me directions and were obviously observing me from a
distance. Some other group had access to my eyes (my pupils are
connected to a computer and others can see through them)
4/17/2009 - I was discovering that these parties had males cocooned
inside of them. I was trying to get them out. While I was working two
different males began supporting the 3 yr old. She had been trying to
stop me from releasing the males. I was in the bathtub and cupped my
hands with water and invited one of the males to get into my hand. One
of the wasp females immediately cocooned him. I responded by taking
her mandible apart and I said “no. Don’t do that.” I discovered that
she was hiding one of the males in her mandible. I then cupped my hand
with water in it and said anyone who wants comfort, come and sit in my
hand. Several parties ran to my hand but I then stopped that for
reasons I cannot remember.
After 2 males defended the 3 yr. old against me, I then lost my morale
and decided to quit. The hive aliens told the males that they were
backing the wrong party. They appear to know the difference between
right and wrong morally on some level. I went to sleep and awoke to
see that some parties were staging an opera house scene. They were all
dressed up. Some of these aliens have been pretending, strangely
enough, that they were counts and countesses while they are destroying
me. They said they were entranced by 17th century France/England. I
saw it and took it down. I was immediately attacked by an onslaught of
insects of several kinds. Centipedes, wormy type insects, wasps,
beetles, various flying insects. [This is done via another level] The
3 yr old put a string of them inside my mouth. It was clear that I had
made the opera goers angry and someone was purposely filling the
computer with bugs. I sat back and watched it and contemplated who
these bugs were, whether they were suffering like the males had been
and were they too a hybrid/insect program. One responded and said “why
don’t you join us.” It was apparent that they were attempting to
invoke fear because many people are afraid of insects; therefore, I
refuse to show any fear and afterwards they were perturbed because of
this. I was told that they were taking the higher brain functioning
away from the males. The females appear more intelligent. Months ago I
had been told that the females were placing the males in bondage.
The “energy beings” from the “hive” took a dive today. I inhaled and
sucked the energy out of their bodies. Metaphysically appropriate, and
true. Never in my life would I have imagined that I could be in such a
wonderful position to do this to alien vampires as just punishment.
One female just said they are going to try to “take out” the United
States by using the fact that my mind expands indefinitely and then
trying to impact the surroundings. One reason why my mind expands is
because I was mystically- inclined at some point in my life.
(Mysticism is the pursuit of communion with, identity with, or
conscious awareness of an ultimate reality, divinity, spiritual truth,
or God through direct experience, intuition, or insight.) They tried
to release more insects last night. Centipedes and such like that with
very evil expressions. I suggest that something be done to stop this.
One male said he could teleport by using his mind alone.
I was just spoken to by those identifying themselves as Dr. Gail
Goodman, Phil Shaver from UC Davis. [The aliens mimic identities so
it's difficult to tell who exactly is speaking to me].They were
worried about what could be a national emergency.
Last night the computer was empty and blank with occasional white
“stars.” I was answering questions; I was told that the personality
imitating “Barbara” (the 3 yr. old) and her latest boyfriend in here
was removed. That was a lie. I heard their voices again within 5
minutes. “Barbara” then began manifesting the bugs and made a complete
mess. All night I and others were attacked with centipedes, spiders,
and wasps. It was horrible. “Barbara” and her boyfriend spent the
night throwing insects into my body cavity, and vainly adoring
themselves, afterwards releasing the bugs.
(I notice some information was removed) The “demons” have now turned
into insects again and are rutting. One told me that they were
choosing the 3 yr old (one pretending to be Barbara) to rut by and to
be the one to release the insects onto the public. It could just be
symbolic because I keep getting up to look at the walls and when I get
close nothing is there. The idiot actually said “it is a great honor
to be chosen to do this.” Dragonflys anyone? Months ago they said they
worshipped a “dragon.” I believe it might have been dragonflys that
were circling me a few days ago. They said they had wanted to choose
someone metaphysical to do this, meaning me. I said “not a chance.”
Last night the alien female insects attempted to retaliate against a
male who showed me some concern after he discovered that I was crying
yesterday. They told me this morning that they moved the computer
software I am on to their ‘planet’ and others didn’t know where they
were. These would be the females from the “hive.” Unfortunately they
have also moved the 3 yr old (Barbara) along with me and are
continuing to play games. They apparently like my music but they then
began playing games. ‘Do you imagine yourself a wonderful composer’?
I woke up tonight to find that they were molesting children. This has
never been done before. They show what appear to be films and the
personalities can interact with these people or children. One alien (I
named as the “crazy alien” 5 months ago) told me two days ago ‘if you
tell, I’ll slit your throat.” He told me he “teleported” others via
his mind? I reacted strongly and told them that satanic ritual child
molesters were known to be the lowest scum on the face of the planet.
I “died” defending victims of these abusers 8 years ago and that is
the reason why I was targeted. At present these insect-like child
molesters are the lowest scum on the face of the planet. They tell me
they have been accessing female children for the past “100 years.”
April 18, 2009 - The female insects? (or “mind in the mind”/metal
race) were speaking to the males of their species who were having
“sex” with the pretend “Barbara”. I woke up last night to them on the
tiers they usually build in my mind to find that they were playing
with very small cartoon-like characters. My impression was that they
were attempting to fool some oversight group who were looking at this
situation to make it appear that they were not molesting children.
They said they were being observed every 15 minutes. They were telling
them how they failed me and explained to me that it was because they
shared “saliva” with each other. (as insect hybrids) They said that
the “Dracos’ were the last group who bred for the virile males. They
said 10 minutes ago that they wanted me to die. Then they said I might
not ever wake up and then they wanted to use my mind to do bad things
like cocoon males symbolically. I said no.
Today I discovered that there was a female alien pretending to be
(”seductive” Barbara). She said while I was driving on the freeway
that she experienced “exquisite pleasure” via their simulated
sexuality. I was upset as usual at insects pretending to be human,
grotesquely mimicking human intercourse. After she spoke to me, I
looked closely at her face and said “just as I thought, you don’t
appear “seductive” at all - or even attractive.” She then became
embarrassed and said she was an alien (aphid-type) pretending to be
Barbara and we spoke for some time. She stated to me that their race
was “elite.” I questioned her about what she meant by that statement
as I don’t believe in human beings proclaiming they’re elite either
because I detest snobbery; she stated that they were the people
dressed up at the mocked up “opera” house in my head. I said it was
more than distressing to discover that an alien race who reportedly
had ”taken over the planet” were destroying human beings and then
dressing up like them, believing this gave them “elite” status. They
pretend to “evolve” while they make us “de-evolve”?? She said “we do
beauty.” Someone then offered a possible interpetation: “To the victor
go the spoils,” a popular phrase used to describe the rape and
pillaging of conquering neighbor tribes in our world history. [I note
that some of these same behaviors are now considered to be war crimes]
I said that might sound slightly objective, or a known practice from
primitive conquering nations long ago, but there is a problem with
that type of rationalization because of what they are dong to me. This
is not just a concquering race “objectively” ripping off humanity but
they are actively torturing, blaspheming, and consuming me without any
reason. That’s personal. She then said “we consume people.” They are
taken to underground labs like “Livermore lab” and then we go inside
and consume them. I asked if they were the preying mantis’s and she
said yes. A man I worked with 8 years ago, Jack Aldrich, who told me
at that time that there was a war against aliens, was frightened years
ago because he claimed to be held at that site and was victimized by
the ‘preying mantis’. That admission by her was very depressing.
That’s what this ugliness is about. Humans as food/food/energy source
while they pretend to be “beautiful.” If you look closely at humans,
you will see that the eye structure of individuals are different -
especially their pupils. I don’t know if that’s because everyone is in
a computer system or only select individuals are.
One or two older male personalities asked that I stay awake last night
because they said they were being bonded with sexuality against their
will, via “Barbara”. I have trouble staying up though because someone
puts a film over my eyes so it’s difficult.
A female made a public announcement to everyone. I might be wrong but
she appeared to be from the hive? She said in approximation: “There
has been a coup over the ‘mind in the mind’ race. We took them over.
If anyone is concerned that they will find you by your addresses, all
you have to do is dissipate your fear and they won’t find you.” [The
'mind in the mind' race refers to the alien group who places people in
computer systems]
When I woke up the early a.m. , there were rooms of some sort built,
as usual, it looked like they were molesting children. I tried to take
the rooms down, there was a struggle to keep them up. When I lambasted
one of the males doing this, he attacked the tissue of my breast. They
are concerned that they will be discovered. I looked at what they are
trying to pass of as a brain in their head. There were little people
placed in their brain. It looked like they were females and they kept
trying to hide someone. It looked like a male.
I just got back from a long drive. I was drinking a coke and I started
to choke on it. The “crazy alien” and two others, including Barbara
said “choke her now.” Nothing happened but I then challenged them to
choke me in front of my face or forever be labeled as alien cowards.
The crazy alien approached my throat in trepidation and said, “I choke
you in effigy.”
I looked at the miniature aliens in the eyes, mouths and brain. At
first they looked like they could be the mind in the mind, ant-like
figures. I tried to make them bigger, they changed shape and looked
like the males with capes who were cocooned by whom I gently refer to
as the “Whores from Outer Space.” I’m really not sure, but they are
mumbling as I write this and say they’re going to be “found out.” They
believe they have accessed my home computer and nobody will read what
I have written which is why I decided to publicly post this. There
have been coups and counter-coups among these alien factions in the
past 30 days. Meanwhile, I’ll do my best to eliminate as many as I
can.
4/21/2009 - One of them just said members of their “planet” are trying
to exodus through me. Last night a group of them came through me, they
were released? and there were attempts to make them invisible to the
eye. I suggest that these aliens be exterminated.
4/22/2009 - They spent the day viley attacking/raping me inside of my
body code. Please make them go. They are behaving as if they are
completely and utterly crazy.
4/23/2009 - There was another attempted exodus last night. What they
don’t know is that the computer screen creates illusions. When
something appears on my walls or curtains, but I look at it closely,
the illusion dissapears. Which means that the blind belief that an
exodus can occur, without reality checking, might be very foolish
indeed. If they are depending on teleportation one should remember one
has to trust the source and the particular signal … The “Whores from
Outer Space” have been assaulting me all day. They are very energized
and out of control. Apparently they absorbed too much energy from
someone. Very soon I will have physical/medical evidence of this
assault.
4/24/2009 - Five months ago one group of aliens asked me to cooperate
with them to program their computer system, it appeared, in efforts to
have a better life . They said their race was dying. They said they
understood that I was a spiritual person and they said that’s why I
was targeted in the way that I was - the technology used was meant to
spiritually kill me and afterwards place me in a cybertronics program.
They told me that I represented a millenium spiritual take-out of the
planet. I said no, they were not going to benefit in any way from me
after what they did.
Over the past 3 months, I along with others have learned on occasion
how to create figures or forms in this program who have self-
awareness, although they do not appear to know where they came from or
know why they are here. A person who I have named ”Debbie” was
intrigued at first that the personalities who originally had
“assignments” with a beginning and an end eventually became autonomous
personalities who tried to take me over completely while inflating
their own sense of importance in an unrealistic fashion. Debbie told
them they were not supposed to have had a life of their own, but
watched them develop with interest. At first I tried to figure out who
they were in order to assist them, but after they endangered me
physically and psychologically, my efforts were geared towards puting
them out by any means necessary. Over the past few months several
amoral personality types were created. When they became too good and
defended me, or displayed any spiritual code at all they were
systematically weeded out and killed by the opposition.
4/25/2009 - When multitudes of aliens/hybrids exited two days ago,
they told me one male even left with a “briefcase.” I had seen a dark
male leaving with some object but I thought they were kidding. I just
looked into the computer and saw that same male and he had a
briefcase. I asked what he was doing here and I was told that he and
others returned because they were frightened that they might be
teleported somewhere that they didn’t want to go. I opened up that
briefcase and it looked like young child was in it. I could be
mistaken … they have taken to putting little hooks into my eyes and
pulling them. I can also do the same thing to them, which I have just
done.
4/25/2008 - it is important to note that the software program in this
computer I am seeing allows for a duplication of identities. To make
it even more confusing, they engage in rampant identity fraud.
4/26/2009 - They were molesting children again last night. They had
mocked up an image of several houses and were in the bedrooms. I took
down the houses and went after them. There was a group that were
congregating and Barbara kicked one of the children. She later said,
referring to what appeared to be adults: “Don’t go after them, they’re
not supposed to be here.” Someone said their voices are being
disguised by a voice modulator. I told them I was going to focus on
taking off their fake genitals today and a male voice said “It doesn’t
matter because for the first time I was able to experience having
human genitals.” … A “person” just said “we’re moving you around so we
can’t be found out.” Anothe person said later when I asked them for
their rationalization as to why they are committing this crime against
me, they said “Because we’re jealous. We aren’t the parties who
teleported the planet. We’re someone else.”
Regarding the entry on 4/24/2009 - I had been told that different
factions could enter the computer that I am looking into and create a
form within it to communicate while their real bodies were someplace
else. Due to recent events I am wondering if one faction lured another
in and then killed their real bodies or killed them in this computer
system and it had ramifications elsewhere.
4/27/2009 - Five months ago, I became aware that what I refer to as
the alien Totalitarian Regime had taken control of the computer sytem
that I am on (in which they an access me both physically and mentally)
and were victimizing others with a strict mind control program. Mind
control is an attempt to violate one’s Free Will and that is a
spiritual crime. I attempted to educate them about mind control ( from
my perspective ) and made caustic remarks about the immorality of the
“Mind control police” judging “thought crimes.” At that time I told
others that there was free will in my mind in case they wanted to
leave. I discovered that there was at least one person present who was
aware of my comment 5 months ago. She is actively torturing me. Free
will, in the context in which I made the remark, means being
responsible … some of them have the ability to “hop” in and out of
different forms. Apparently this is in *efforts to hide themselves,*
some personalities are consumed as punishment, and it also keeps me
from injuring them too severely - as they pop out before I can get to
them.
4/30/2009 - An “energy being” insect tried to sexually assault me
today. I said no and she began placing objects into the interior of my
face and would not quit. She said she was trying to “become one” with
me. They are doing their best to try to pretend they are humans.
Difficult to explain. They are very sick and crazy.
THIS IS THE END OF MY DAILY DIARY UNLESS SOMETHING EXTRAORDINARY
OCCURS. I WILL BE UPLOADING MUSIC TO THIS WEB SITE WITHIN TWO WEEKS.
DN
Remember, you cannot always believe what is on your computer screen.
Important: I discovered that one faction are insects with wings. They
have been spawning. I believe they may have discovered a way to get
out of the computer system in the past few days. I saw hundreds
tonight; they surrounded me. They have human intelligence. They are
about 1/4 inch in length. There appears to be an experiment with human
intelligence, mind control, and insects. One group is a “hive” and
they drain the life force from humans. I was told early on that what
was occurring was similar to the movie the Matrix.In that movie the
population was being used as a battery source.
INTRODUCTION: This site is dedicated to Jack Aldrich.
My name is Diana Napolis. http://members.cox.net/wordpress/scan0001.jpg
I used to be a child abuse investigator, an informal Nazi hunter, and
a licensed MFT. I was on the internet from 1995-2000 investigating
satanic groups and organizations undercover. My focus of attention at
that time was alleged Nazi proponent, Lt. Col Michael Aquino, High
Priest of the Temple of Set.
Approximately 120 days ago, I was in the middle of a Federal District
Court case that I had filed against well known researcher Dr.
Elizabeth Loftus, Michael Aquino, Carol Hopkins, Michelle Deveraeux,
Tanya Lysenko aka Tani Jantsang, David Copley, Mark Sauer, San Diego
Union-Tribune, and San Diego State University.
The allegations I made were very serious. Although I was suing several
individuals for Invasion of Privacy, First Amendment Rights
violations, Libel and False Light Defamation, I also accused some of
these individuals of participating in a conspiracy to target me with
“nonlethal” technology in efforts to stop my disclosure of the damning
information I had about them. That information can be accessed via the
links on the left hand side of my web site.
I have discovered that some of the technology used is very high-tech
and is most likely classified. What is known is that it is possible to
not only induce “voices” from a remote location but to cause severe
physical pain. It is a fact that technology does exist which has the
ability to cause these symptoms but not all of the technology is
explainable, according to the experts I have consulted with, as it
appears to defy known laws of physics. However, the Army acknowledges
the ability to induce voices via known technology such as “Voice to
Skull Devices” and “Computer/brain Interface.”
Although I was a victim of psychological manipulation by my
perpetrators, I was never a victim of “mind control.” This is very
important to understand. In addition, I feel obligated to report that
eight years ago (at the millenium), troubling information was given to
me about a possible alien scenario which might impact everyone on the
planet. At that time I was interacting with at least 30 individuals,
some allegedly from the military who gave me the same information, so
it was difficult to ignore. I have come to the decision that it would
be socially irresponsible of me to not report this although I was and
am aware that this infomation could have been an attempt to discredit
me. However, due to strange events which have occurred within the past
5 months, I am investigating all possibilities.
During June 2008 to October 2008, I was active on a political activism
forum dedicated to exposing “nonlethal” technology world-wide. At that
time I was also attempting to correct misinformation/disinformation at
the Wikipedia web site about the reality of satanic ritual abuse. I
can speak with some authority about the subject as I investigated
ritual abuse cases while employed at Child Protective Services and and
later gathered 90 court decisions proving that ritual abuse occurs
worldwide. http://members.cox.net/dnap/srarchive.pdf
During my federal case, on 9/23/2008 I discovered that Defendants Dr.
Michael Aquino, Dr. Elizabeth Loftus and Carol Hopkins had attempted
to have me incarcerated so that I could not proceed in Federal Court
which was a violation of my civil rights. I was then given 60 days to
amend my complaint by the San Diego District Court after I reported
this activity to the judge. At that time I was considering adding the
U.S. Army to my federal case because of Michael Aquino’s past
affiliation with the Army Reserve and the fact that I was alleging
that “Voice to Skull” (V2K) and “Computer/brain” interface technology
were both technologies funded by the U.S. Army.
However, after perusing defendant Michael Aquino’s writings on his web
page, I began to be interested in whether identity and/or
organizational theft had occurred for the following reasons: 1) I read
Michael Aquino’s fictional stories on his web site at http://www.xeper.org
and discovered that several pictures of him had been “doctored.” This
is one of my messages on the internet that confronted this issue.
http://tiny.cc/7EJ78 2) I then received two items in the mail: a
Temple of Set check signed by “Lilith Aquino” and a “Lincoln Shaw.” I
also sent away for the TOS nonprofit status from the State of
California and Mr. Aquino’s name was not to be found, although Lilith
Aquino was the stated “treasurer.” 3) A notice was sent to me about
the Temple of Set International Conclave which was to be held in San
Francisco during October 25- 29. See http://members.cox.net/courtdocs2/tosinternational.pdf”
Curiously you will notice that the picture on their flyer is not of
“Satan” or a Baphomet but one of an “alien.”
I then decided, along with a group of others, to stage a protest at
the TOS International Conclave event which was to be held and bring
publicity to my victimization as well as to a recently discovered
Criminal Investigative Tape which documented the statements by a child
that he and others had been satanically ritually abused within a cult
group operated by Michael Aquino and that several murders had taken
place. See http://tinyurl.com/8gaefy On October 21, 2008 I received
restraining orders allegedly filed by Michael and Lilith Aquino after
they submitted bogus allegations to the SF Court to keep me from
lawfully protesting in San Francisco at the TOS International
Conclave.
Around that time, October 12, 2008, I became aware that our internet
feed had changed. Regarding the political activism forum I was on,
Julianne McKinney, a long-time member, was known to have an
exceptionally sophisticated vocabulary. She was also one of my more
vociferous opponents. She was rude and cantankerous. On this forum, in
a message dated October 16, 2008, “Julianne McKinney” wrote a message
and addressed me as “Ms. Napolis.” This identity was not Julianne
McKinney. The vocabulary used was clearly not her own and McKinney
would never have addressed me so politely because we were opponents.
It was clear to me at that time, and for other reasons, that identity
theft had occurred on the mindcontrol activism forum. On December 16,
2008, I revisited this forum and asked (under my pseudonym
danh...@yahoo.com) about identity theft again after I read yet
another message, reportedly by Paul Gol. This message was not written
by Mr. Gol. He was an individual proficient in physics and yet again
the vocabulary used was not his. The responses that I received in
response to my question about the legitimacy of the message will be
posted in the next few days. In the meantime, I accessed another forum
with some of the same individuals, and asked a question about whether
they had noticed anything unusual that had occurred within the last 90
days. Monica Stoces replied and gave me information which I had
noticed but had not included within my message. This is the first
person in the world that I have been able to communicate with who has
noticed the same phenomena that I have. Her message is below which
includes my original message to this forum.
At that time in San Diego County, on October 2008, gas prices
plummeted in my area. The price of gas was $4.50; it is now $1.75 a
gallon. There has been no adequate explanation for this occurance.
Finally, I have been investigating and slowly gathering evidence
regarding my surroundings and the environment. For instance, go
outside and look at the night sky. Get a map book depicting the normal
constellations of the stars. For instance, the Little Dipper and the
North Star. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Little_Dipper Where are they?
See http://jumk.de/astronomie/constellations/index.shtml. This
information leads me to believe that something serious indeed has
happened to this planet. But because our infrastructure is still
working, it appears for now there is nothing to serious to worry
about.
This is Monik Stoces message in reply to my own:
[harassment-victims] Re: Identity Theft
From: harassmen...@googlegroups.com on behalf of Monika Stoces
(monika...@gmail.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Mon 12/15/08 9:23 PM
To: harassmen...@googlegroups.com
HI Diana , i cannot reach your site, here i have the same problem,
that messages seem sometimes real , sometimes fake, or mails dont
arrive, or websites are simply computer generated, it is cause extreem
confusion and makes it inpossible to know what info or mail is real,
this way ofcourse nobody anymore knows what rearlyy is happening were,
i having this kind of problems for about as long, and it is impossible
to find out the real or fake thing from one antohter, included my
bankaccount …..
I tried to reach some victims but they some did not give their phone
or others simply i cannot get connected with , so realize i cannot do
nothing that makes sense anymore ….
Greets Monika
2008/12/15 Diana Napolis <lega...@live.com
About 60 days ago I became aware that we were on a different internet
feed and that identity theft has been ocurring. On the mindcontrol
yahoo newsgroup, it became very obvious.
___________________
I would like to form a group consisting of individuals who are also
questioning what has occurred. Please call me at 619-462-5818 if you
are interested.
I invoke the love for God.
DIANA
Dan Sullivan
Greegor
Child (or agency) Protection?
By Rich Rigney
November 17, 2008
“You guys do more damage to kids than the parents!”
The above observation uttered by a loving parent is echoed by many.
Most Child Protective Services Supervisors and caseworkers would
consider it malicious slander.
As a Child Protective Services caseworker of eight years, however, I
know it to be true.
I’m not alone.
Consider the following irony lamented by Duke Law Professor, Doriane
Lambelet Coleman (2006):
“…in the name of saving children from the harm that their parents and
guardians are thought to pose, states ultimately cause more harm to
many children than they ever help.”
Few in the field argue that Child Protective Services (“CPS”)
nationally has myriad problems that are well documented in the form of
media, research, congressional sub-committees and expert reports.
Documentation supporting this fact is ubiquitous and readily available
on-line.
However, the most grievous problem is that those who can most benefit
from this knowledge, those who might use it pragmatically to improve
the lives of children and families - the caseworkers and supervisors
of CPS - appear either ignorant of or indifferent to the damage that
removal of children perpetuates.
That is: the most profound problem with “Child Welfare” is that it is
not about the welfare of the child.
Rather, it is about the welfare of the agency itself.
The internal paranoia that a “Cover-Your-Agency” (CYA) mentality
creates has become so pervasive that most caseworkers and supervisors
are determined not to make any decision that might jeopardize their
career… and the children are afterthoughts.
The agency hierarchy itself reinforces this CYA mentality due to its'
understandable desire to remain off the front page of newspapers.
This “defensive social work” is helpful in preventing bureaucrat heads
from rolling.
"...it has become undeniable that despite many saintly foster parents,
the government makes a poor parent. The research shows unequivocally
that CPS should be loathe to remove kids from their homes because, in
most cases, there is nowhere better to put them."
The tragic wake of this status quo, however, is strewn with the lives
of children and parents.
Estimates I’ve come across in my research reckon that between one-
third and two-thirds of those children currently in foster care
nationally should be living with their parents.
Furthermore, it has become undeniable that despite many saintly foster
parents, the government makes a poor parent. The research shows
unequivocally that CPS should be loathe to remove kids from their
homes because, in most cases, there is nowhere better to put them.
As a result, the state is stuck between a rock and a hard place:
remove children from marginal parents, causing well documented,
irrevocable emotional damage (not to mention the physical and sexual
abuse that occurs more frequently in foster care), or leave these
children with parents who, arguably, should never have had kids in the
first place— the “lesser of two evils” if you will.
Enter the “Safety Model.”
The state of Oregon has become one of the last ten percent of our
nation’s states to adopt a “Safety Model” guide to protecting our
children, created by Wayne Holder, the man Oregon CPS has called the
“foremost expert in child protection in the nation.” (I encourage
anyone interested to visit his website at www.actionchildprotection.org
to understand Mr. Holder’s credentials and the Safety Model as a
whole.)
“What do I have to do to get my kids back?”
Those of us in CPS have all heard it. It is inevitably the first
question our clients have and it is echoed frequently until the kids
are returned.
The Safety Model forces Child Welfare to quantify their answer to this
question.
In my experience, most families don’t care how long CPS monitors (or
micromanages) their family as long as their kids can live with them in
the process. Mr. Holder would probably cite this as THE driving force
behind the creation of the Safety Model.
In quantifying their answer to parents’ most pressing question, CPS
must delineate for all parties and the court, the necessary
“behaviors, conditions or circumstances” in the home required to
“manage”- not eliminate- the safety threats that necessitated the
removal of the children.
The agency’s answers must be “specific” (i.e. quantifiable). They must
be “well articulated.” They must be “least intrusive.” They must be
“well defined.” They must provide a “benchmark” (i.e. they must be
measurable). They represent the “official record and expectation” for
parent-child reunification.
The parents themselves need not change at all prior to the children
being returned to the home.
" The Safety Model provides a useful tool that, if used correctly, can
save many children from the fate of CPS being their only
perpetrator."
The Safety Model, in addition to its dictates that CPS be as “least
intrusive” as possible in intervening to control threats to child
safety, requires that these threats be “observable and specific,” “out
of control,” “imminent” and expected to cause “severe” harm to a
“vulnerable” child.
No doubt for many of you this is a hard pill to swallow. These are
unreasonably low standards for our most precious resource.
You, like me, think children deserve more.
The fact remains, it is irresponsible at best and abusive at worst to
remove and/or withhold a child from his or her home upon the
speculation that a “threat” of danger exists, when we know from the
research that removal and placement of children in foster care is
always detrimental.
I’m not talking here about severe neglect or physical/sexual abuse.
In five years with Oregon CPS (I worked for three in California
previously) I have had only one case with such abuse (and the research
puts this type of abuse at about 15 percent combined).
The Safety Model is merely a tool, an attempt to minimize the trauma
to children inflicted by their own government. There is no tool or
legislation that will ever completely expunge child maltreatment or
child deaths so long as the only requirement for parenthood is a
capacity for coitus.
I believe that if the state institutes a model, a tool envisioned by
the “foremost expert in child protection in the nation,” the state
should actually use it.
That is, if CPS is making the rules, they should follow them.
Currently CPS (at least in Oregon) is not, or not consistently.
The sad yet necessary truth is that it is not the job of Child
Protective Services to pick the best available situation for kids and
place them there permanently.
That would literally be kidnapping.
Rather, it is the job of CPS to work with marginal parents and make
them “safe” or capable of providing a “minimum standard of adequate
care.” It is CPS’s job to make parents “safe,” not “good.” Again, it
is also our job to be “least intrusive” in our intervention.
In America we must accept freedom’s costs with its benefits. As
Supreme Court Justice Sandra Day O’Connor said, “There is nothing new
in the realization that the Fourth Amendment [illegal search and
seizure] protections come with a price.” This is true of many other
“protections,” such as the right to procreate and parent.
Unfortunately, Child Welfare is not held accountable for the
unattributable damage to children caused by removal from their
families to foster care.
However, it is well-documented damage.
Shouldn’t we, like doctors, use our professional judgment to “first,
do no harm,” rather than using it to forecast the future?
It is the children who pay the ultimate price for this unqualified
prophesying.
The Safety Model provides a useful tool that, if used correctly, can
save many children from the fate of CPS being their only perpetrator.
Rich Rigney
Child Protective Services
Coos Bay, Oregon
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> 2000 my identity was revealed in a San Diego Union-Tribune newspaper
> article by reporter Mark Sauer. It was apparent that this disclosure
> of my name, in the context of Sauer’s false light defamation, was
> intended solely to intimidate me. I responded to the allegations made
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Insects attacking people
Insect communication
Nanotechnology inside her eyelids
Insects seeing her as mother
Has her Federal case been bounced yet?
They should have been notified she is completely crackers by now.
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Diana what a waste! Such a pretty woman and so INSANE!