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> Op 22-4-2013 21:14, Mary schreef:
>
> Medical procedures and
>>> hospitals are my *number one* trigger so this is going to be fun. For
>>> nasty tests they will have to knock me out cold or I'll be getting
>>> hysterical and can't let them do their *thing*, which won't help much.
>>> My
>>> fear is that they're not prepared to do me that favour. Oh well.....the
>>> sun is out, it may finally become spring in the Netherlands!
>>>
>>> Philip
>
>>
>> Hi old friend Philip, I know exactly how you feel. Medical procedures and
>> hospitals give me much anxiety too and even thinking I might have to go
>> there makes me feel dizzy and have derealization.
> Exactly. I found this is hard to explain to people, that it's (cuz IMO it
> is) the more or less *normal* anticipation nervousness *plus* the totally
> irrational fear that anxiety sufferers experience, with different symtoms
> such as you describe.
I don't bother trying to explain any anxiety symptoms to anyone as they have
no idea what you mean and before I had any anxiety symptoms, I wouldn't have
known either. I usually only have anxiety in certain situations such as
sometimes when I am driving. that happens because I had severe vertigo when
driving about 8 years ago and developed some anxiety symptoms such as
feeling faint when I drove and anxious when I had to stop at traffic lights.
I still have that, but sometimes its worse than others. I usually manage to
distract myself from thinking about when is this traffic light going to
change to green, but not always. Before I had vertigo when driving, it did
not bother me to drive most places. I still drive, though not as far as I
used to before I had vertigo. Usually it is certain experiences causing me
to be anxious which can turn into anxiety attacks.
> I can tolerate some
>> hospital tests, but for some I don't like the sound of, I would have to
>> be
>> put out. I have had sinus infection for weeks and had antibiotics but
>> still
>> there and it is possible I may need to go to the hospital soon which I
>> dread.
> Shall I come with you? To the hospital for a sinus infection, Mary?
Yes, you can come if you like. The test I may be getting is a swallow test
where you drink some chalky stuff to make Xrays of the esophagus and throat
show up better.
> Maybe they'll just gieve you sme more (or different) antibiotics. They'll
> do the trick. Also antibiotics keep working for a week or so after you
> stopped taking them, and you're stil on the scheduled dose, so maybe you
> won't have to d anything but wait it out.
I already had antibiotics which did not help the sinus
infection. In fact, sinus problems are often not bacterial which would make
antibiotics effective but can help secondary infections, so the doctor felt
a course of antibiotics might help, but now she doesn't think it would help
to take any more. Last week, she prescribed steroid nasal spray once a day
and
indigestion pills, to see if that can clear things up. Sinus is really a
miserable thing. I never had it before, and hope it goes away, though I have
read several times that it has a tendency to come back.
> You have to watch atrial fibilliration and it's good you have a
>> cardiologist. I am not familiar with the blood clotting med you take for
>> it.
> It's *fenprocoumon*. They prefer it here over coumadin for some rerason
> while in the Anglo-Saxon world it's the opposite. They're closely related,
> fencropoumon is longer-acting but basically they do the same thing. My
> doctor told me that shortly a new blood thinning med will be approved
> which basically regulates itself and whe you're taking it you don't have
> to have your blood checked all the time.
I haven't heard of fenprocoumon but looked it up and see it is an ingredient
of Marcourac?) Its used in a few European countries -Netherlands and in
Brazil. They brought out a new blood thinner in the U.S. not too long ago
but I
don't know if it was ever on the market and I haven't heard any more about
it. Coumadin (warfarin generic name) is the usual drug used for an
anticoagulant in Canada and the U.S. Most large pharmaceutical companies are
in the U.S though there are a few in Canada as well. Coumadin has had the
monopoly in North American for the last 40 or 50 years so it's been well
tested. I have taken it for a long time and have to get my blood tested once
a month or sooner, if my blood is too thick or thin. Blood level is very
important so has to be checked regularly.
>> I take coumadin a blood thinner, due to having an artificial heart valve
>> I
>> have had for 18 years.
>
>
> WOW! How did you manage to survive that, you had *open heart surgery*; it
> anything is scary.....it's my worse case scenario (it *is* possible that
> my a-fib is a symptom of a leaking valve.
Do you have any symptoms of a leaking valve? do you get regular
echocardiograms? you would get those regularly if your cardiologist thinks
you may need a valve replacd or repaired? which valve is it? aortic or
mitral? You would manage to get through it if you had to. I managed because
I wouldn'tbe living long if I didnt have surgery, so when you think of it
that way, it didn't bother me too much to know I would have to get it done.
I didn't have a lot of choice.
I did not have anxiety much at the time I got heart surgery. I was still
"youngish" and did not have much anxiety about getting a heart valve. One of
the reasons was because I knew I would have to get an artificial heart valve
in my lifetime because a narrowing of my aortic valve was detected 5 years
before I had heart surgery. I got an echocardiogram once a year for a few
years, then once every 6 months. eventually I had a few symptoms and I knew
it was time for surgery.
> I had an uncle who had a pig's valve. Do you have a pig's one too or a
> synthetic one? My uncle used to joke about this not being *kosher* (he
> couldn't care less) and actually there was some discussion about this but
> in the end even extremely orthodox Jews decided that it was acceptable,
> they make an exception when one's life is in danger.
I guess there would be an exception.
It was a while ago when I had heart surgery, so I was quite a lot younger
when I got my aortic heart valve replaced and got
a mechanical heart valve. The surgeon said it was more often better to have
for someone 60 or younger, as mechanical valve usually lasts 30 years, and
is recommended for "younger" people so they may not need surgery again in
their lifetime. Pigs valves are chosen by people over 65. You don't need to
get blood tests or take blood thinner.
Yes, heart valve replacement is open heart surgery as they take the old
valve out and sew an artificial one in. Sometimes heart valves can be
repaired, though more often have to be replaced if narrowed or leaky. Heart
bypass surgery is different where they take a vein to find a new route to
the heart.
> I get my blood checked every month, or sooner, if it
>> is not the level it is supposed to be. It sounds like you are going
>> through a lot of health issues which is not like you.
> Quite unlike me indeed. The late Mrs. Peters didn't raise her first-born
> son for things like this ;-)
> I also had a cancer scare a few weeks ago when my wife discovered a
> weird-looking black spot on my behind which looked suspiciously like a
> *melanome* (an agressive skin cancer which spreads easily). My GP wasn't
> sure, he felt it might also have been a *hematoma* and after another week
> it turned out to be just that and I got another just one below my knee. I
> don't remember any *trauma* from bruising. My blood was *too thin* for a
> while (it takes some time to find the right balance with these meds and
> even then this can happen) and I appear to have developed *spontaneous*
> hematomas..... these blood thinners are tricky stuff - just imagine having
> a brain haemorrhage which indeed is a potential side effect. I prefer not
> to think too much about that.
I don't think about things like that. I just go for blood tests and the
doctor gets the results and phones me to tell me what the reading was, then
I figure out if my dosage is too high or low, I adjust it a little higher or
lower. The margin is very narrow with blood thinner medication, but we are
lucky to have them.
> It sounds like you are doing
>> all you can to help yourself. I hope things improve for you soon.
> Thank you, Mary. My anxiety, which has been more or less stabilized for
> year, is totally up again, maybe I should raise my Xanax dose but I don't
> feel much like doing that, I have a healthy respect for this med.
Try to keep it stabilized as much as you can.
> An *artifical valve*..... you should have gotten an award for courage!
Lots of people get artificial valves these days. It is good there is surgery
for such things. They never used to years ago. It saves your life. I need a
hip replacement and to me, it would be worse than getting a heart valve as
far as how long it takes you to recover. the rehabilitation period for hip
replacements is long and takes ages to walk properly again and worry about
hip disclocation. With a heart valve, you get the surgery and just have to
rest for the next 6 months and you feel ok again.
Also, I was a lot younger when I had heart surgery, but not now - there is a
difference :)
Mary