last night i grabbed for a tissue, i looked at it and expected to see
my reflection. the thought of watching Tv was unbearable because it
seemed like a shrieking mind-numbing death trap. i did take the time to
do some creative visualization and had a vision of a money making
machine that took in shit and excremented shit, but then the excrement
tube got pumped into the input hole, so the shit got recycled faster
and faster inside the machine, suddenly a new hole appeared . a hole
that blew out barrels of cash.
im feeling a lot better now.