Diapers: New to the Group. (LONG!)

[Wyndolyn Fairfax =^_^=]

Dear Group,

 

         Hi!  I'm new to the group, so I thought I'd write and let myself be known.  I'm not really the lurking type, so I hope someone responds to me so we can start talking. =)   Ok, a little bit about me... (I'll write more later, if it's requested.)  I'm twenty years old, twenty one this September.  I've just recently (within the past year or so) learned of the name for this particular fetish of mine.

 

        And, when I say 'particular', that's because I've got more than one.  (Don't freak, this isn't going to be a porn post.)  Something you all should know about me is that I'm into BDSM/D-s and I'm a furry (not that being furry is an actual fetish, it's a lifestyle/fandom/etc.)  No, I'm not hairy and no, I don't like that gothy crap.  To explain a little, furries are people who like/wish they could be/are attracted to anthropomorphic creatures.  (Anthropomorphic - having the qualities of both animals and humans.)

 

        And, I'm into the BDSM/D-s for the domination of it all.  I enjoy being controlled and cared for; which probably explains my love for diapers and being treated like an infant.  On a MUCK, I have a Master whom I am collared to who is understanding of this fetish of mine and has graciously decided to alter our relationship so that it accommodates my infantilism.

 

        I really do apologize if this bothers any of you, but I am who I am.  What I wanted to tell everyone about was something happened tonight that I was very excited about.  (And, I divulge this information only because there may be others out there like me who'd enjoy this.)  Tonight, Master told me he was going to alter our relationship and had me wear a gag..  No, not just /any/ gag, a paci-gag!  Oh, the joy!  I wore it happily.

 

         Part of the thrill of it all for me is the embarrassment.  He fed me a bottle in front of friends and explained to them that I had to be treated like a baby because I acted like one.  =**^_^**= <--- That's me blushing furiously.   Anyhow, he won't let me wear diapers yet which makes me very upset and pouty, but then again, he's always been one to make me wait for something I /really/ want.

 

        I can't believe how excited it makes me feel and I am getting my own stuff RL soon..  You know, paci, bottle, etc.  Anyhow, that's all for now.  I hope I didn't gross you out too much and if you want to have updates, please let me know.  I'm happy to share through email or posting, whatever you prefer.  So, I close this posting with the hope that someone will respond and let me know how they feel.. Hopefully that they accept me just as I am and that they didn't mind this really long post.  =P

 

Ever so,

Baby Wynn....

 

Wyndolyn

   Alyson

      Fairfax   (Panther cub anthro - 2 years)

 

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=^_^=   I see you averting your glances.. I see you cheering on the war.. I see you ignoring your children.. and I love you still.  :*:  I see you altering history.. I see you abusing the land.. I see you and your selective amnesia.. And I love you still.  :*:  I see you holding your grudges.. I see you gunning them down..  I see you silencing your sisters.. And I love you still. =^_^=