By the Pilot
May 2007
I was talking to a hypnotherapist. It was late in the year 2000,
about a year after OSA's attacks on me.
"What if post hypnotic commands keep affecting you?" I asked.
"That doesn't happen", she said. "They wear off and fade away
fairly rapidly".
"But what if they do?" I insisted.
"Then there is a rape involved. It makes a pleasure pain syndrom
that locks the commands in place in the subconscious", she replied.
"Then what do you do?" I asked.
"Try to reconstruct the hypnotic script that was used. Unless they
are total amateurs, there will be a written procedure."
She had worked with date rape victims and was familiar with the effects
of Rohypnol and similar date rape drugs.
My worst fears were justified. I had been in horrible shape since
November of 1999. There were terrible visions of being raped up the
ass which I was keeping suppressed and could not bare to think about.
I chronically had the shakes. I was full of intense sexual need to
have normal sex with a woman combined with total feelings of rejection.
And I constantly kept hearing orders to kill myself on New Years Eve of
the Millenium, which luckily I had managed to resist. But I kept feeling
the orders even though the Millenium was long past.
I was living in hell under the effect of an OSA implant tailored to
destroy their enemies.
And if this wasn't enough, the rape left an abscess devoloping in my
colon which ruptured in Novemeber of 2001 and threw me into a coma for
a month and left me with a colostomy which wasn't reversed until the
summer of 1993.
But first, let's go back to the early days of Dianetics and Scientology
and fill in some background.
From the beginning it was obvious that the concepts of Dianetics could
be used in a reverse manner to implant engramic commands into the person
instead of releasing them. This was described in a series of articles
in the "THE JOURNAL OF SCIENTOLOGY" Issues 3-G, 4-G & 5-G published in
late 1952 called "Danger: Black Dianetics!". They can be found in
Scientology Tech Volume 1.
Here is an excerpt.
... A person on whom Black Dianetics has been employed seldom retains the
sanity or will to make a complaint, or does not know he has been victimized.
In addition, persons claiming such offenses against their persons are
commonly
catalogued by doctors as suffering from delusion. Thus the employer of Black
Dianetics can escape unpunished under existing legal procedures. ...
The original Black Dianetic technique was called Pain-Drug-Hypnosis and is
discussed extensively in chapter 17 "Hypnotic Level" of Hubbard's book
"Science of Survival".
Here are a few excerpts.
...Drug hypnotism does not have to be done with the individual's consent. An
individual who is drugged can receive and will obey hypnotic commands given
to
him by the doctor or operator and will continue to obey these commands after
waking from the drugged sleep. By using the method of dropping a heavy
sedative such as chloral hydrate into an individual's drink ...
...It has been discovered that a drugged individual when beaten and given
orders would almost invariably obey those orders regardless of the degree to
which they flouted his moral tone or his position or his best interests in
life. ...
...The Foundation undertook some tests with regard to the effectiveness of
pain-drug-hypnosis and found it so appallingly destructive to the
personality
and so unfailing in its action ...
...A knowledge of engrams and the fact that people can be aberrated into
becoming insane or criminal by the existence of engrams should be validation
enough for the fact that pain-drug-hypnosis can be done without the
knowledge
of the individual and can command him to do things which are not only
counter
to his own survival but highly immoral or destructive. ...
And here is another excerpt from a Tape lecture in new R&D volume 10. The
lecture is "INDOCTRINATION IN THE USE OF THE EMETER", A lecture and auditing
demonstration given on 8 March 1952.
...Now, there's one thing that should be noticed in detecting
PDH - as you call pain-drug-hypnosis - one thing should be
noticed in detecting it, that the actual command "This will
not display itself on a lie detector or with electronic
devices," can shut off all parts of the incident except
"This will not display itself on a lie detector." You ask
that question and the machine reacts immediately. ...
Now let's add in something from HCO BULLETIN OF 26 AUGUST 1982 "PAIN AND
SEX".
...There are two items in this universe that cause more trouble than many
others combined. One is PAIN. The other is SEX. One should know more about
these things. They may have applications but they are used by destructive
beings in great volume to cave others in. ...
The result is Pain-Sex-Drug-Hypnosis which OSA would feel free to use on
its enemies because of the Fair Game Law.
And of course OSA is the reincarnation of the old Guardian's Office (the GO)
which successfully infiltrated the US Government for a decade before they
were caught.
Note that the GO's Intelligence bureau was established in 1968. That is a
decade before they got caught. Some of the "GO 11" who went to jail in the
late 1970s were NY staff members that I knew who tranfered to the GO and
became secret agents in 1968. The critics really don't realize how big and
powerful the GO was and how successful it was in spying on the government.
It was only at the end when they decided to alter government files in
project "Snow White" that they got caught.
Also note that the GO's primary target was the CIA. This was told to us at
confidential staff breifings in 1969. Specifically, at a breifing to NY
staff by a Sea Org mission in 1969, they told us that the GO had discovered
that the CIA was the real source behind all the attacks on Scientology.
So the GO would have put its best agents into the CIA. And the CIA probably
put a bunch of agents into Scientology and the GO. But when the FBI raid
finally hit in the late 70s, there was no mention of the CIA in any of the
files they captured. Considering what a hot topic the CIA was to the GO,
this can only mean that the CIA knew of the impending raid and purged the
GO's files before the FBI got to them.
And so we have an organization full of religious fanatics highly trained in
mind altering techniques and believing that the ends justify the means.
OSA's first line of attack would generally be to use lawsuits to legally
harass and sue their enemies. The critics on ARS have seen this happen
a lot. It is standard policy.
But they are very afraid of having the "Freezone Mission Statement" read
into the court records. It could force them to choose between being a
religion and a business. It could cost them their status as a religion.
It could cost them their copyrights. And it could invalidate their
tax-exempt status with the IRS. Around that same time (1999), when Zenon
put the mission statement on one of his postings of materials, the CofS
immediately backed down on their legal attacks on him and offered
compromises.
And so they would never risk using the courts to harass me because it
would blow up in their faces.
And so they went to their second line of defense. Which is this
pain-sex-drug-hypnosis procedure. I think that they have used it
occasionally although not very often because it could rebound
badly on them if they were to be caught. From some of the obscene
ranting that occasionally has appeared on ARS, it would not surprise
me if we discovered that a few of Miscaviage's boys had screwed one
or two of the critics up the ass and doped them up and stirred their
brains around a bit with an emeter can. And a few of the Freezoner's
have told me privately that they think that this sort of thing was
done to them as well. But with no proof or witnesses, what can you
do?
I would speculate that they could have pulled this crap on Lisa. Imagine
that dedicated young girl finally seeing the top secret OT3 story and
getting upset. Maybe she felt like she had devoted her life to a
ridiculous scam and began to rant about it. And so they became afraid
that she would make a big flap in the press and maybe even reveal the
Xemu story. So that night an OSA implanting team gives her a roofie
(slang for date rape drug), screws her butt, and implants ideas of
keeping her mouth shut (notice that she never tells anybody anything
once she is in the hospital) and maybe ideas of suicide as well. The
next day she goes out on the street and takes her clothes off without
quite knowing why. Of course the implanters would have told her to
take her clothes off while they had her drugged and hypnotised so that
they could screw her and were careless enough in their procedure that
the command triggered again the next day.
The critics have noticed the huge number of suicides connected with
Scientology. There is a long list of them that somebody has up on
the internet. And yet they don't even have half of them. I knew a
bunch personally that aren't on the list and that is just from being
around the NY organization.
I suspect that they have been using this black Scientology procedure
for a long time to push people into suicide who were turning against
the organization and threatening to sue or whatever.
One girl I knew, Susie Sajnenkoff, who had been on NY staff and then
gone out to Los Angeles for advanced courses, had come back to NY
in horrible shape. She had been threatened with being declared an
enemy of Scientology and attempted Suicide. When I talked to her,
she told me that she had confessed, during an auditing session, that
she wanted to write an expose. After that, she had gotten this
urge to kill herself and still felt that she was a terrible person
and should kill herself. It was all very irrational. I did my best
to help her and snap her out of it, but I had no idea of a hidden
rape implant locking the suicide urge in place. She seemed to get
better and didn't try to kill herself again for a few years, but
eventually the urge overpowered her and she ended up under psychiatric
care after the second failed suicide attempt.
Another one was Jim McVann. He was ethics officer at the NY organization.
Eventually it got to him and he left. Then there were rumors around the
org (organization) that he might be working with the evil psychiatrists
against us (this is how Scientologists talk). The next thing you know,
he had comitted suicide by jumping out of a window. Did he simply feel
guilty about betraying the salvation of mankind? Or did some Scientology
implanters lay into him with drugs and rape and pain and a heavy hypnotic
script about how he should kill himself.
In 1966, when I first went to work for the NY Org, I was assigned to run
the mimeo machine, which was in a back room. This was at the Hotel
Martinique in New York City on 32nd Street. We had the mezaninne including
the grand ballroom and the mimeo room stuck out beyond the main dimensions
of the hotel. I noticed that there was a huge plywood rectangle covering
most of the ceiling and asked my senior, John Mustard (later head of
Golden Era) what it was. He said that it had been a skylight and that
in the previous month, a disturbed ex-Scientologist who had been doing
courses and staying in the hotel had killed himself by jumping out of
his hotel room window and falling through the skylight into the NY Org.
He thought it ironic that the guy could aim for the org while dropping
his body ("dropping the body" is Scientology slang for dying).
As for me, I had this heavy sucide impulse at the end of December 1999
and had no idea where it was coming from. I had had some strange blackouts
and anal bleeding in November of 1999 but I didn't remember the implanting.
Everything was wierd and terrible but the suicide impulse really didn't
feel right or make sense to me. So on New Year's Eve, where I was certain
that I would kill myself when the clock struck midnight, I made a point
of drinking enough to make me fall asleep earlier so that I was safely
asleep and alive at midnight. When I woke up the next morning, there was
this wonderful sense of relief. I didn't really know what had happened,
but I had out-smarted a very nasty dirty trick that was designed to finish
me.
Of course OSA was very upset. They saw me as Scientology's anti-Crist and
had spent years and untold resources trying to find me.
In fact, my first year's anonymous postings had been done through a back
door I had found into Sprint (I am really good with computers). All of
OSA's attempts to trace my postings had really dead ended at Sprint's
backbone. And so they had gotten Earthlink to merge with Sprint. Earthlink
is owned by Scientologists (Sky Dayton who runs it is the son of Wendel
Dayton who was a friend of mine back at the NY Org in the old days). The
day that Earthlink took over, my access into Sprint disappeared. Of course
they still couldn't find me. But I had to find another totally anonymous
way into the net. Which I did within a week. They must have been very
frustrated when my next postings showed up as if nothing had happened.
For them it was years of hopeless frustration until my ex-wife gave them
my head on a platter in June of 1999.
The Art of War (which all GO and OSA agents must star rate) suggests lulling
the enemy into a false sense of security before you strike.
They bidded their time, planning carefully. They investigated first and
then
picked the millenium New Year as the ideal trigger time and then began
implanting
me a month in advance.
After New Year's failed to get me, they tried all sorts of other stuff to
ruin me.
I'll tell you about that in my next posts ("POOR STACY IN BUCKWUPISTAN" and
"MORE OF OSA'S VILLAINY").
For those who are interested and don't have a copy, I'm including the
SDH (Sex Drug Hypnosis) platen that was posted to the internet years ago
in the posting archive file (post72.txt) that I'm sending to ACT.
Best,
Ken Ogger
aka The Pilot
Two details: CIA was indeed mentioned to me by GO staffs when Quentin
Hubbard killed himself (or "was suicided", though this seem less
evident). They said the same for the 930 deaths at Peoples' Temple in
Guyana.
>
> So the GO would have put its best agents into the CIA. And the CIA
> probably put a bunch of agents into Scientology and the GO. But when
> the FBI raid finally hit in the late 70s, there was no mention of the
> CIA in any of the files they captured. Considering what a hot topic
> the CIA was to the GO, this can only mean that the CIA knew of the
> impending raid and purged the GO's files before the FBI got to them.
But what seem less probable is that the CIA or the special guys from the
GO could have been able to dismiss/erase whatever was in the GO's
folders about CIA.
>
> And so we have an organization full of religious fanatics highly
> trained in mind altering techniques and believing that the ends
> justify the means.
>
> OSA's first line of attack would generally be to use lawsuits to
> legally harass and sue their enemies. The critics on ARS have seen
> this happen
> a lot. It is standard policy.
>
> But they are very afraid of having the "Freezone Mission Statement"
> read into the court records. It could force them to choose between
> being a religion and a business. It could cost them their status as
> a religion.
> It could cost them their copyrights. And it could invalidate their
> tax-exempt status with the IRS. Around that same time (1999), when
> Zenon put the mission statement on one of his postings of materials,
> the CofS immediately backed down on their legal attacks on him and
> offered compromises.
> And so they would never risk using the courts to harass me because it
> would blow up in their faces.
Possibly, but it looks nevertheless uncertain to me, due to the fact
that the cult has all these copyrights and abusive contracts linking its
many fronts to face any problem including the discovery of what it did
to the Commissioner[s ]of the IRS or of Interpol.
Beside, since the cult has always and continues right now to fabricate
new lies to cover past ones or past illegalities, I'd say that it is
using its "Predictions I/C officers" to prepare the lies in any case if
something happened.
It's very difficult not to get lost in the incredible complexity of its
incorporated entities too... seems that Belgium could now be the only
country having done a really sweeping seizure, by sending hundreds of
agents in 25 locations (3 in France and 22 in Belgium).
I don't think that's real, but I can follow your idea because I know
that you still believe a large part of what hubbard wrote. I don't doubt
that scientology has already tried to poison people - at least one case
of LSD's covered toothbrush, and the case of the old Hemet staff drugged
with a dilution of hydrogen peroxyde, that Hubbard himself was drugged
by his own private doctor Denk, that he drugged his son with amphets,
but what else? It's not easy to drug somebody I presume without the
person ignoring later that she got abnormal reactions.