Etznab you mentioned somewhere in a thread I can't find right now,
something about people being so desperate to find a god, any god, that
they'll follow the nearest substitute or anyone with answers, maybe to
questions we didn't even know to ask... or words to that effect.
Now as the discussion turns to whether personal experiences validate
faith to others, those who didn't share that experience, I've been
hesitating to mention this but here goes... I wonder how many of the
shaman, visionaries and prophets of our times are nothing but the
mentally ill given a platform. Some, surely, but I hope only a few. It's
certainly easy enough for anyone to be heard now.
Revelation and prophecy are different from delusion and hallucination -
I DON'T wish to imply that all of these experiences are just empty
visions and curable by doctors. But this desperation you mentioned, that
apparent void that so many people wish to fill, has surely led some to
follow people down paths that truly lead nowhere. Anything mysterious or
deeply personal, made public, might seem enticing to those seeking to
fill a perceived void. I can't help but think all the great teachings
have tried to tell us that that void should be filled and negated with
ordinary things - our lives need not be so empty if only we'd appreciate
what we have, count our blessings and see the beauty that's already
around us. If we could truly appreciate the people we know and love
already, the majestic greatness of even the little piece of the world we
can see, and the depth and breadth of even our own ordinary, everyday
reality, what void could there be? All these things are the true great
miracles. Ever looked real close, like through a microscope, at a
flower, a bug, a blade of grass? Your fingerprint? What could possibly
be more incredible! All the works of all the greatest people over all
time do not add up to the first challenge to such wonders. Don't wait
for someone to come along and prove something in a way you've never seen
and wouldn't know until you've seen it - don't wait for answers you
already know - don't worry about questions that only confuse you. This
is enough, now! If it doesn't seem that way then all you need to do is
ask yourself why. The barriers to happiness and achievement are all
within. Anyone can breach those barriers at any time, simply by allowing
themselves. Everywhere we look, the most mundane of things, any living
creature, is an utter miracle and undeniable proof of God's greatness.
Yet so many people need to be led. If that's truly human nature, if
that's what we are, then let's celebrate that too, that too is God's
work. But I would urge people not to think they must be lower than
another, that there must always be someone with more revelation that we
have to find and worship or follow. We are all that good, already, and
all the evidence to support your faith is in front of you always. But if
you DO need a guide, try not to follow a fool, right? And as a rule,
schizophrenic delusionals and straight out crazy men meet my criteria
for a fool. Some fools are mystics and vice versa but it might not mean
they're wise, you don't have to follow every word and action of theirs.
It's natural for humans to give their support and respect to someone
they feel has earned it... just be wise enough to know, those people are
only human too. Don't mistake their faults and problems for some deeper
mystery - you can have your own revelation without following them to
madness and hallucination.
Sorry that sounded so ponderous and sanctimonious, I found it hard to
express what I've been thinking about. Some madman are just mad enough
to be holy, some of them are just nuts. I'd say being able to found,
administer and pay the taxes on an institution of some size is good
proof of competence and sanity, but not necessarily holiness either. So
what works for me, and may for others, is to look for revelation and the
divine in the ordinary and prosaic. It's there, if you look for it.