> You need more practice whatever it is you're trying to do.
Now you sound like Rev. so-and-so. Next thing you're going to tell
me that you're a lineage holder? Or is it someone died and made
you the "sakyong wangmo"?
> It comes over as your [note: I often make this misspelling as
> well... it's actually you're, why is this so difficult?] trying to "better"
> Chas and have him live for you.
I don't need Chas to live for me, I just need him to stop with his
hating meanness. My own better-than-ism, I look at it in terms of the
better-lessness of bettering; and in terms of the worser-moreness
of bettering. Some of the things I've said, I genuinely feel bad about
and can realize as contributing to my Karma. For example, Jack
Kornfield probably doesn't need or want his name run through the
mud now that the eighties are done and 30-40 years gone.
So anyways.
Did you come up with anything for number practice? If not, my
other friends in Europe love playing this OEIS game:
If you operate the half-hex growth rule, then you can count new cells
as a function of time, and you should get something similar to:
https://oeis.org/A151723
After subtracting to first differences, and dividing by six (for symmetry):
1,
1,
3, 1,
3, 5, 7, 1,
3, 5, 9, 9, 7, 13, 15, 1,
3, 5, 9, 9, 9, 17, 25, 17, 7, 13, 23, 27, 19, 31, 31, 1
The example from yesterday is like this:
1,
2,
3, 4,
3, 7, 8, 8,
3, 7, 11, 15, 10, 20, 18, 16,
3, 7, 11, 15, 11, 27, 31, 31, 10, 23, 36, 44, 27, 46, 38, 32
Notice that the second bounds the first on every term. Can you
explain what's going on with row ends? The first is always 1,
while the second is 2^n, row index n = 0, 1, 2 . . .
If you can't answer this question (the answer is easy), then you
need more practice--and you should listen to me because I'm a
lineage holder!!
The best part of this number practice is that it never contributes
to anything practical as long as you don't start talking about
nuclear chain reactions (what S. Ulam was doing)! That means
it won't lead to harming sentient beings, unless you use number
patterns as evil magic to make an exclusive culture clubs in the
Ivy League or at Cambridge University of Waseda wherever.
If you're having trouble with the answer, and ask nicely, I can
explain it to you anytime before Friday.
Thanks again,
--Brad