The harassment didn't start by itself, so someone must have been there. at
the outset to give it a firm push and set the "animals" after me.. It looks
as if I was set up in June 1990, and the timing. indicates someone from
university. was responsible.
>One thing which has. been missing from this discussion is this simple
>prognosis:. that maybe he is right and that, despite his admitted
>mental condition, there really is a campaign against. him organised by
>now-influential ex-students of. his university.
In May or June 1990, Alan. Freeman on Radio 1 read out a letter from someone
who had known me for a few years, who wrote of the one. who "wore out his
welcome with random precision". (from the Pink Floyd song). Freeman went on
to. say to the writer "that's a hell of a letter you wrote there". The
indication is strongly that people I had parted. from soon before nursed a
grudge against me and were. trying to cause trouble for me.
The suggestion is that Freeman might. have shown the letter to other people,
and things could have snowballed from there.. Right from the start the real
source (security services presumed) didn't announce themselves as. the
origin, but let the "talkers", the radio DJs, believe. that they were the
originators. Think. about it; if you announce, "we're MI5 and we have a
campaign against this bloke" then. people might not go along with it; but if
you say, "everyone else is getting at this bloke because he 'deserves'. it"
then people will join. in with fewer qualms.
>Why would "they" wish to. assassinate your character?
It's the classic case of hitting a. cripple to prove you're stronger. Why
would the security services expend hundreds of. thousands of pounds and more
than six years of manpower to try. to kill a British citizen? Because they
are motivated by people who knew me at university and feel. personal
animosity; because they. knew me to be emotionally weak, and it is in the
nature of bullies to prey on those known to be weak; and. because they can
rely. on the complicity of the establishment, which the security services
manipulate. and derive funding from. This is England's biggest humiliation
today, and the British security. services are intent on preventing their
humiliation becoming reality by continuing their campaign of. attempted
murder to suppress the truth from. becoming public.
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210. The last act is tragic, however happy all the rest of the play is; at
the last a little earth is thrown upon our head, and that is the end for
ever.
211. We are fools to depend upon the society of our fellow-men. Wretched as
we are, powerless as we are, they will not aid us; we shall die alone. We
should therefore act as if we were alone, and in that case should we build
fine houses, etc. We should seek the truth without hesitation; and, if we
refuse it, we show that we value the esteem of men more than the search for
truth.
212. Instability.--It is a horrible thing to feel all that we possess
slipping away.
213. Between us and heaven or hell there is only life, which is the frailest
thing in the world.
214. Injustice.--That presumption should be joined to meanness is extreme
injustice.
215. To fear death without danger, and not in danger, for one must be a man.
216. Sudden death alone is feared; hence confessors stay with lords.
217. An heir finds the title-deeds of his house. Will he say, "Perhaps they
are forged" and neglect to examine them?
218. Dungeon.--I approve of not examining the opinion of Copernicus; but
this...! It concerns all our life to know whether the soul be mortal or
immortal.
219. It is certain that the mortality or immortality of the soul must make
an entire difference to morality. And yet philosophers have constructed
their ethics independently of this: they discuss to pass an hour.
Plato, to incline to Christianity.
220. The fallacy of philosophers who have not dis