Hey!Please read! RESPOND! ARTIST AT PSU (814)
Kavee Singhar
Ok.
Ok.
Ok, how many more times can I make a sighing declaration for action
against my loneliness?
It seems futile, because no matter how much effort I put into seeking
love, nothing can happen until the other side responds.
I suppose it’s just not my time to find the love that will enrapture me,
but I’m young and impatient.
I am also overwhelmed with a love so strong for beauty , and
well….love..
It hurts me in a sort of muted way (my own self-protection….) that it is
heading no where….
I try to find a way everyday to escape the words “where are you….” By
painting and drawing…no image fits it quite right….Now, don’t get me
wrong….I’m not lost, or horribly emotionally scarred, or feeling sorry
for myself beyond what is reasonable (and possible….)
I just want love. Intense. Blood red. I want to shudder when I see you.
I want to stutter talking to you, deafened by your eyes.
I feel days draining without you, but I cannot find you. FIND ME.
Me :
Physically ---
6”0, 165 lbs…mostly thin with a small tummy. Mildly muscular
Medium length dark brown hair, very blue eyes, pale skin.
Artist’s hands, often covered in paint etc.
well…email me and I’ll send you a pic.
Everything else:
The assumed adjectives----
I am: 19 years old…
I am:
into strange german expressionist art, snobby pretentious britpop,
beatnik jazz, electronica, all sorts of music.
I love color, I wear all black. Hey, all my clothes match!
I am a sophomore at Penn State University. I am a double major; I will
be I the Studio Painting BFA program next spring, and I am also a Film
Major. I am originally from canada and plan to move back there
eventually…..
I am a total packrat. I love clutter, but clean clutter if possible.
I am Kind, patient, silly, passionate, logical and illogical, very-open
minded, spontaneous, strange, aesthetic, clumsy with interspersed
moments of grace, spiritual, empathetic, highly motivated and sometimes
just stopped dead in my tracks, intelligent, sensual,
modest..hehehhee…well I have to give somewhat of an idea!
I am forever for you.
I am intense and passionate about what I love. I love soup, dogs,
amphibians, silver, the smell of Toronto, the beatles, terry gilliam,
matches, cigarettes, strange furniture, the muppets, cartoons, children,
trees, cold coffee, mexican food, small shady places, Kermit the Frog,
paint markers, being covered in oil paint, strange hallways, hindu
symbolism, good fragmented poetry, kindness, films, Robert A. Heinlen,
DangerMouse, james Bond, toys, feathers, sex, feathers and sex, birds,
beans, flappers, art deco stuff, scottie dogs, monkeys, picking up
strange plastic and metallic objects off the ground, strange sounds,
yelling non-sequitur things at strangers, talking to weird people,
Rocco’s Modern Life, British Stuff, japanese stuff, McCarthyism with my
parents, My sister….I love a lot.
Things I could do without:
Mass produced television, violence, most sports, cutting down trees,
hate, intolerance, homophobia, racisim, vengeance, the spice girls, the
smell of gasoline, large amounts of meat, seafood, stereotypes, crack,
Nike, Richard Nixon, mind games, smelly people, people ignoring
problems, censorship, well…u get the picture
You:
I can see you. You are everything, like a flashing of anticipated
beauty, no exact face yet, just beautiful.
You are graceful and clumsy. You are a presence. You are not demure or
indecisive.
You are kind, peaceful, patient, and bizarre. You can stand me being
intense, as you are yourself very passionate. You are ready for falling
in love. (think about what that really means)
You are not frightened by sexual matters. You love sex. You love love.
You are NOT:
Mean, violent, vengeful, spiteful, close-minded…impatient, ugly mentally
or physically, uninspired, dumb.
You are:
Strangely sensual, an artist of some type.
Beautiful. Intelligent. Weird.
I know you’re out there.
Please email me…even call me
My number is: 814-862-5670…
Email: azb...@psu.edu