On Thu, 12 Apr 2012 04:37:42 +0200, Arne Luft
<inv...@invalid.invalid> wrote:
>Ixtli in that case is the voice of the spirit, which reveals itself
>only then to a human, when yoyottl can be obtained.
Well, to whom will that happen?
It will happen to those, which have already gone on that path in their
former life or lifes, but haven't come to the successful end. The
fusion may be only stable for some time but not eternal. So the
associated spirit and soul decided, to go through a human life again,
to finish, what they once started.
It also indicates, which of the several possible paths should be used
from now on. This special path can only be used, if there was an
initial experience before, but it is clear, that doesn't mean, it is
the only one.
To make it clear, it is not an impression or the feeling, to be
guided. Ixtli has to reveal herself. She usually starts, when doing
so, resembling a person, which you like, just as shown in Rahxephon.
But that is not a rule carved in stone.
What could it have been, what made the fusion incomplete?
Usually it is some unfinished business. So you have to clear it this
time. You have to get rid of everything that is nagging you. It's not
about to save the world, but it's about your own tiny experiences in
your life. Things you are ashamed off, because you think, you have
done something wrong. Flaws in your character because you had the
wrong friends, partners, parents and so on. You have to solve this
problems in your mind. Avoid flimsy excuses, but don't force yourself
either. It is the flow of water, that washes down the mountains.
If you don't solve this problems in your mind, if you don't get a flat
landscape of your memories and emotions, you will be disturbed by them
in the moment, when it hurts you most.
It's not about to stay calm or emotionless. The problems must be
solved in your mind. In your mind! Don't kill someone instead.
So, to begin with, it only needs the wish to leave. Not to gain power,
not to gain influence or riches by doing so. It is the deep and honest
wish to get out of this material life form once and forever. Don't
beg. Want it as it is yours from the beginning. Take care of your
body. You depend on it. You gain nothing, if you hurt yourself.
Well, at the other hand it indicates that there is something like
reincarnation. But, do not count on it. What you can do, do it this
life. You have no guarantee that you will have such a possibility
again.
Maybe continued.