The Goddess
My dear Goddess, things are not necessarily so clear cut. I think we
can all be villains and heros at different times. We may not ever know
the truth about what happened between Jim and Mary and Freddie, that
eternal triangle. Perhaps Jim was a little bit possessive? Perhaps
Freddie promised more than he could realistically give in terms of
commitment? Perhaps Mary was considered too "interfering" and clinging
by some? She was there as the friend who Freddie could 'rely' on,
depend on, and who his family seemed to approve of...
I can easily understand how it could all have become such a
complicated tangle. maybe even Freddie turned a blind eye to the
in-fighting that went on around him. It seemed that both Jim and Mary
made demands on Freddie, but Freddie seemed to be the No Demands type.
I don't really know how/if he changed as the illness advanced, it's
difficult to say.
Everyone has a different perspective on the events, and obviously
tells it from their own point of view. However, I can see good in both
Jim and Mary. Both were dear to Freddie, he needed them.
Remember: Mary has never told her side of the story. (Thank
goodness?!)
Perhaps Phoebe (it is Phoebe who's doing the new book isn't it?) will
help to set the record straight.
All in all, I don't think there was a 'bad guy' and a 'good guy' in
Freddie's life, both Jim and Mary were needed by him in different
ways, both made demands, both pissed him off. I think Freddie felt
protective (guilty?) about Mary...
A friend has told me of his friendship with Jim, and how he the band
had always liked him (until JB decided they should cut him off), and I
have also heard about Mary's behaviour first hand...scary stuff
sometimes.
Listen, I really think people who are curious should not leap to
conclusions about what went on. It's difficult I know, but there is a
lot Jim didn't put in that book both about the band and Freddie et al
personally.
Later,
I'm finishing now!
[Got to get my breakfast. What will it be...? Hmmmm, I think just tea
and toast this morning.]
Jackie.
Erica wrote:
> Who's the villain of the Freddie story? .... Is it Jim, ... Or is it
> Mary, ... Anybody have any insights?
>
> The Goddess
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Thanks for the reply, Jackie. I sometimes forget that these are real
people we are talking about, with all their little complexities. And as a
former journalist, I should remember that no one perspective contains all
of the truth. There's not such thing as a definitive history, or biography
for that matter. You have to read several versions and then draw your own
conclusions. I, too, hope that Phoebe comes out with his own book. He
seems to me to be a sensible person who's perspective I can take
seriously.
Nevertheless, I must say I had assumed that most people on this newsgroup
had a negative opinion of Jim, because Jacky's QMS FAQ seems to offer an
official opinion of his book. Apparently that's not universally the case.
Also, it blows my mind alittle bit that you have some first or second hand
knowledge of these things from people you know. I forget that you live on
the same bloody island that he did. Have you ever gone to see Garden
Lodge?
> Later,
> I'm finishing now!
> [Got to get my breakfast. What will it be...? Hmmmm, I think just tea
> and toast this morning.]
>
> Jackie.
Stop making me hungry, Jackie. It's 1 am here, and I can't make myself
something to eat without waking everyone else up.
The Goddess