It's not stupid Eric. You took initiative.
So many people have lost that ability these days for just that... the fear of their ideas being viewed as stupid.
If I have discovered anything of value, through all of this, with all of you these many years it's this; The journey IS the destination.
It's not about whether an idea will work or not work of how people judge your endeavors. It's the very fact that you had the balls to take a step forward.
Whether you genuinely move forward or even if you take two steps back, the experience is what was valuable.
Sure this sounds cliche, but it's true. It's feedback. It's evolution.
There will always be people who are angry at the world and only stick around to stir the pot and try and make you as miserable as they are.
The one thing we have in life is our reaction (output) to the circumstances (input). That is true power. Choosing happiness in the face of despair, no matter how hopeless the situation is.
I've had my fair share of tragedy in life. Many of you here have been with me through it.
I've lost my composure. I've expressed my most deepest fears, weaknesses, dreams and visions to people whom I've never met in person before.
I have been ridiculed, condemned, conversed with and even comforted. I am not regretful of any of it.
Regardless of what any of you think of me, I am truly grateful for this journey we shared together. Even if our time has finally come to an end here on usenet, I want you all to know that my email is the same and I would love to hear from you in the future. Even those who simply cannot stand me (which seems like most of you at this point lol).
If I could say just this one thing to you all and have it stick, right or wrong, it would be this...
What ever it is, no matter how stupid it may seem or how insignificant it might be, whatever it is in your heart that you want to create and express, DO IT.
As long as you are not intentionally hurting anyone, please, do it and let it be done.
I truly have love for you Eric, myriad, syncopa, litewave even Shaun whom is obviously struggling right now and all the characters I have encountered since we started this all those years ago.
I do. I love you all and I am not afraid to say it. I may not ever get the chance to express it again so I am doing it now.
THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING PART OF MY JOURNEY.
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS FROM HERE ON OUT.
If only you knew the impact of what we did together. If only I could show you the things that have changed as a direct result of what we began so many years ago.
There are things in motion you could not possibly understand nor would you believe me even if I showed you. So many people influence by what we learned together and put out "there". Just an anonymous group of people, touched by an anomaly in time and space and brought together for a purpose. A very specific purpose.
Yep it's out there. In the ether of the internet. And YES we did change the world.
There is a whole revolution of nobodies just like us, discovering the same magic we discovered together. Changing the world for the better.
Don't ever lose that light in your eyes my friends. The story does not end here.
It is just beginning...