i dunno, im not a fan of a child molesting faggot, im a fan of an amazing
person called Michael Jackson.
But what I wanna know, is what is going wrong if ur life? because obviously
u feel the only way to loose anger because of that something is to take it
to someone who cant hurt u - us! now, u know if u said it to our faces u
would probably get battered, but everyone knows email is a safe bet, unless
we track u down - which would probably be easy if anyone could be bothered.
Im guessing from the disgusting "nigger" remark u either have a problem with
black people which maybe runs through the family, or someone black bullies
u. which would fit better because bullyin normally takes place with people
under 18, and no one over 18 would bother comin and makin dumb remarks, i
also think maybe ur bullied because of how ur losing anger, u are scared of
getting beaten up so instead of sayin it to peoples faces, ur sayin to a
newsgroup. maybe u are unhappy with urself/body? and as u wrote that u knew
u really shouldnt be writing it but couldnt help urself? because ur upset
with someone and feel more powerful when u hurt somone else.
So if u have a problem with black people in general, u wanna take it to
somone who u know is either black, or has a black person as a family member
or in Michael;s case used to be black ( and 4 ur info, he didnt change his
skin colour, he has a disease which makes the pigments in his skin change
colour), and because everyone is slack to Michael Jackson u probably thought
we are used to it by now, why not say something to them?
or maybe ur bored and desperatly wanna argue with someone you wanna know how
they respond, and for someone odd reason u get a buzz out of this, u get
nervous, but, u also look forward to seeing what people say, this is usually
because ur depressed, stressed or are getting bullied.
so what the hell is wrong? why did u have to result in hurting someone else?
learn to express anger in different ways, ie, take up a hobby u enjoy, or
got for walks, u might think nah, but u will enjoy it.
If ur honest with urself u probably dont believe a word u just said, and u
also dont know enough about him to express ur true feelings, ur just sayin
what everyone else thinks, and to be like everyone else u think u must think
like it aswell, but u know ur not like everyone else. u just like to be the
centre of attention, and u dont care how u get there, u just want to, so if
no one takes any notice ur be really upset right? and so by sayin something
horrid on a mj newsgroup u know everyone will reply - so u will get
attention. are u left out with ur family? do ur parents spend more time with
ur brother/sister then on u?
mmmm i do worry about u, cheer up and get happy
luv Rach xxxx
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