REQUISCANT IN PACE COULDN'T WAIT TO GET BACK HERE TODAY, JUST SO SHE COULD...
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> ...pick a fight with Slunky.
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yea , everybody reply to Slunky
slunky
> ...pick a fight with Slunky.
Well, she wins because she's crossposting junk to a support group that
actually functions, and so rather than join her in trashing groups, I'll
be a grown up and leave her to her ranting.
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i was sent to the witch group by a women named , " ? "
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We're in the wiccan group now, helping to improve it and drive up the stats
to new levels not seen before.
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i know cause ? sent me here
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Aw, don't like it when it's your own support group?
You assholes didn't mind trashing mine, did you?
Besides, I think the people providing you with financial support have a
right to know how you like to bait people.
Perhaps they "bit the hook"?
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"If I could stand in an open airplane doorway two-and-a-half miles above the
ground and will myself to step into empty space, then I could do anything."
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"Requiscant In Pace" <requisca...@gmail.com> wrote in message
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sha boom sha boom yad da da da da da
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"Requiscant In Pace" <requisca...@gmail.com> wrote:
> You assholes didn't mind trashing mine, did you?
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ASH is not a support group. And we (TINW) are not trashing ASH. We are
enhancing it.
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Well, I'm sure it's not *your* support group because everyone here knows
exactly what an asshole you are. No one supports you except your fellow
trolls.
But, it *is* my support group. So, keep it up.
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"Requiscant In Pace" <requisca...@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>> "Requiscant In Pace" <requisca...@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> You assholes didn't mind trashing mine, did you?
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>> ASH is not a support group. And we (TINW) are not trashing ASH. We are
>> enhancing it.
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> Well, I'm sure it's not *your* support group because everyone here knows
> exactly what an asshole you are. No one supports you except your fellow
> trolls.
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> But, it *is* my support group. So, keep it up.
"I've never been stable.
I've been a really good liar though..."
Funny how you turned the blue October music board into your own personal
little whining space, just like you did on ASH, fluffo.
Requiscant In Pace
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It's a shame you couldn't keep up that freedom you felt so much that day you
posted this to ASH. Hiding your true self the way you do would lead anyone
to feel as much hatred as you do. Pity.
Patrick said:
"I had a long talk with Bonnie last night and I just have to come clean
about some things while I'm still drunk enough to get it out. I've been a
pig to people in here. I just need to be true to myself and admit to all of
you that I really have been fantasizing about dumpster diving for men. The
freedom of being able to finally let that out feels so good. As a matter of
fact, I'm going to finally indulge my fantasy tonight. I can't wait."
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>> "Requiscant In Pace" <requisca...@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>>>> "Requiscant In Pace" <requisca...@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> You assholes didn't mind trashing mine, did you?
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>>>> ASH is not a support group. And we (TINW) are not trashing ASH. We are
>>>> enhancing it.
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>>> Well, I'm sure it's not *your* support group because everyone here knows
>>> exactly what an asshole you are. No one supports you except your fellow
>>> trolls.
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>>> But, it *is* my support group. So, keep it up.
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>> "I've never been stable.
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>> I've been a really good liar though..."
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>> http://www.blueoctoberfan.com/openBook/viewtopic.php?p=948042&highlight=&sid=58d88d2b340d39f691fc1f6583dc2518#948042
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>> Funny how you turned the blue October music board into your own personal
>> little whining space, just like you did on ASH, fluffo.
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> It's a shame you couldn't keep up that freedom you felt so much that day
> you posted this to ASH.
LOL! Making up fictional stories to get even with me is an example of your
"TRUE SELF"? LOL!
Here is what you really wrote. And the is NO FICTION:
Requiscant In Pace says: "I've been a really good liar though."
Requiscant In Pace also says:
"Here comes the big surprises (no comments from anyone out there, you
know who you are). I can be manipulative as hell when the occasion
calls for it and I can do it without you even knowing its happening to
you. It's a learned thing. I can shut the door behind you and wipe
you completely from my mind if I choose. There's a line and once it's
crossed, I don't come back. I can be cold, I can be beautifully
cruel, and I've shamelessly enjoyed doing it sometimes. I've never
played on a physical level, my expertise (for lack of a better word)
is on the psychological/intellectual battlefield and I do it well..."
How about getting it on with a married woman, Grace?:
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 2:55 am Post subject: I was born the day you
kissed me
Ever pick a song apart and relate every word of it back to your life?
This is just a story I need to write.
There is someone that I don't talk about a lot. I've mentioned her
cryptically in my blogs, but very few people in my real life know that she
ever existed, let alone what she meant to me.
"I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
While you loved me."
Her name was Becky, *my* Becky. Beck was a few years older than me when we
met. I was 14, almost 15, and had just pretty much left home. At the time, I
was still wondering around from friend's house to house, the streets, where
ever I could find a place to stop for a few minutes, high *all* the time, on
the edge of a breakdown. Then, I met her. She was the wife of my brother's
best friend.
I don't think she was 20 yet, maybe close. She had a kid already that was a
little under two or so.
Beck saved my life. She took me in off the streets. She took me under her
wing and what a wing! She taught me a whole lot of things that I shouldn't
have learned at that age, but I'm so glad that she did. Beck was the bravest
person that I've ever known. I remember one particular incident when we went
panther hunting in the woods of Louisiana with a 30 aught 6, both of us
drunk. Stupid, but that was the way it was. We laughed non-stop, talked
non-stop, and she was incredible.
Halloween night, 1986, they had a bonfire/party at their house. Becky and I
had been drinking most of the day, smoking pot, all the rest of it. Somehow,
and I don't remember what the pretext was, we ended up in the bedroom. She
kissed me (I was born the day you kissed me) and everything changed. I'd
been with a lot of men before, from either force or because I wanted
something from them, but this was real, completely real. I was completely in
love.
I took my first intentional overdose about six hours later. I don't know
why. I was overwhelmed, confused. Maybe it was the puritanical upbringing
talking to me. Maybe I just didn't know how to process it all. I had my
first complete psychotic breakdown that night too. Before morning, I was
sitting in a psych ward where I stayed for six weeks.
When I got out, my parents had moved away and I was alone in the city. A
woman I knew was moving out of her house in the country and needed someone
to house sit for her and to finish packing the place up. So, that's where I
went. By then, I had figured the whole thing out and realized that Becks was
the world to me at the time.
We spent countless days/nights in that place. Imagine a 16 yr old living out
in the country, all alone, lots and lots of drugs, and Becky. She'd sneak
away from her husband and we would spend hours and hours together, in the
hammock, watching TV/movies, drinking/drugging, laying out under the stars,
talking, laughing, making love. Becks was the first one and the only one.
She was the one that showed me there was more to life than just constant
pain. She was the one that taught me there really was such a thing as love.
One night, she came to me crying. Her husband had confronted her. He felt as
though she was cheating on him (which I guess was right) and he told her she
had to make a choice. It was either him and her son or it was me. She was
standing in front of me sobbing. Fucking destroyed me. I didn't have
anything to offer her except love. So, I told her to go home to him. I
looked her in the eye and told her that I didn't love her and that it was
just a stupid fling. I told her that the whole thing was starting to gross
me out anyway. She left and went home to him (And I died inside the night
you left me). I've never forgiven myself for those last words to her. I just
knew that she was hurting and I couldn't give her anything. The only thing I
could do was send her back to him.
I seen her a few times here and there after that, never alone. A few months
later, I moved away and never talked to her again.
I got a phone call on October 9, 2002, telling me that Becky was dead. She
had shot herself. The woman that I had loved and held in my arms had taken
the gun that I used to shoot with her and sat on the bed where I had made
love to her and fatally shot herself.
I've been with a considerable amount of people since 1986. I live what is
termed an "alternative" lifestyle. I've been with both men and women. I've
been with both at once. I've had my one night stands and I've had the longer
term stuff. But for all the involvements I've had, I've never found another
Becky. I've never found that place again where she took me (But I lived, oh
how I lived While you loved me). I don't think it exists anymore.
Sometimes, she is very much on my mind, like lately, and sometimes I don't
think of her for weeks/months at a time.
But the cards are all going on the table now and this was a story that
needed to be said.
_________________
"And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand"
Johnette Napolitano - Suicide Note
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LOL!
I love it when you get owned so badly that you have to go google diving!
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"Requiscant In Pace" <requisca...@gmail.com> wrote:
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> I love it when you get owned so badly that you have to go google diving!
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Lots of good stuff in there. Seems like every place you go to you turn it
into a whining fest just to get attention for yourself. How lame is that?
<p>sychotic <c>hicken
all that I can do is nothing worth, Since that my penitence comes after
all, Imploring Pardon.
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>> _/ <inv...@invalid.invalid> <inv...@invalid.invalid> wrote \_
>>> ...pick a fight with Slunky.
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>> Well, she wins because she's crossposting junk to a support group that
>> actually functions, and so rather than join her in trashing groups, I'll
>> be a grown up and leave her to her ranting.
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>> -- -slunky
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>Aw, don't like it when it's your own support group?
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>You assholes didn't mind trashing mine, did you?
It ain't yours ... its mine.
Or mine and %'s at least.
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>Besides, I think the people providing you with financial support have a
>right to know how you like to bait people.
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>Perhaps they "bit the hook"?
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