A Latter Day Satanic Theme Park
Also Falsely Called:
L.I.B.E.R.
N.E.F.A.S.T.O.R.U.M.
( t h e b o o k o f a b o m i n a t i o n s)
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"I am the Archetypal Theriomorph. I am the word of Psychedelic Satanic
Intifada. I shower my HVCW's with Lysergic torrents that roar into the
Night, streams with golden tongues that hiss as they Burn for Redemption.
I Am One Hell of a Hard Shell
Latter Day Satanic
Deliverance Minister."
infek bin Laden
Temple Dahmer
Summer Solstice 2001
"Six-hundred and Sixty-Six flags of Great Abominations !
Now there is a place for HVCW's to learn to become better more obedient
HVC's, and a place where hustlers and self-starters of all walks of life can
examine the highest degree of Ultra-Pimp Excellence that is:
the WSM's of D&H and their toys."
Al Maje 2001
"Many are those who write ABOUT Magick.
Infek bin Laden's writing IS Magick.
Move over Crowley.
Get behind thee Spare.
Hail the Archetypal Theriomorph in the Lotus !"
Tom Robbins
Seattle, 2001
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The Keys to Death and Hell. What you call: Necro Anal Rape 'happened' to
take me there. I lost enough blood, that even a few more drops would have
terminated my biological existence. My body of light had not been prepared
at that time. Hell, I was only sweet seventeen. Butt, I think it was those
damn ruby slippers I was wearing that kept me from drowning in Babalon's
cup... and a Me retained a link to life...still inviting Ego Death to my
home, here and now.
Love,
Panoptes
I'm sorry
Butt, I think it was those
> damn ruby slippers I was wearing that kept me from drowning in Babalon's
> cup...
just stop swimming
and a Me retained a link to life...still inviting Ego Death to my
> home, here and now.
>
No offense, but why then do you speak so loudly of certain things that
really do not matter at all?
Perhaps they matter to society at large, but how is being loud about them an
invitation to ego death?
Do you hope to be gay bashed so that your ego will take a pounding, I am
sure you have found enough of that in the real world.
And then there is your invitation for a person who has had such an
experience to speak up.
Here in this land of "I" traps?
Come now. Such a one would be torn asunder by buzzards.
But what the fuck, why should "I" care about being torn up.
i am not, just a shell worn over another thing so that some things can get
done.
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> Love,
>
> Panoptes
>
>
Panoptes wrote:
From the age of 19 to 30, I was an Flaming Stage Queen Comedian and part
time Prostitute. I prefer posting in this manner to several e-mail lists and
News groups, if for nothing else, my own amusement..
> No offense, but why then do you speak so loudly of certain things that
> really do not matter at all?
See above.
> Perhaps they matter to society at large, but how is being loud about them
an
> invitation to ego death?
How did you read that into what I typed?
> Do you hope to be gay bashed so that your ego will take a pounding,
No.
I am
> sure you have found enough of that in the real world.
Yes
>
> And then there is your invitation for a person who has had such an
> experience to speak up.
> Here in this land of "I" traps?
Why not?
> Come now. Such a one would be torn asunder by buzzards.
> But what the fuck, why should "I" care about being torn up.
> i am not, just a shell worn over another thing so that some things can get
> done.
Would you elucidate more on the last paragraph?
Love,
Panoptes
do you see a world of marks?
>
> > No offense, but why then do you speak so loudly of certain things that
> > really do not matter at all?
>
> See above.
no matter, your choice of presentation suits your own purposes.
>
> > Perhaps they matter to society at large, but how is being loud about
them
> an
> > invitation to ego death?
>
> How did you read that into what I typed?
I am only trying to reconcile the seeking of ego death with what seems to be
an ego that wants to live. It lives as a definition inside which you then
project onto the outside. From my point of view, when I receive
communicative elements from it, it seems full of self-definitions.
OTOH Usenet is a great place to go if you wish to get your ego bashed around
and torn up and, in some places, being loud in some way will invite that for
you.
>
> > Do you hope to be gay bashed so that your ego will take a pounding,
>
> No.
>
> I am
> > sure you have found enough of that in the real world.
>
> Yes
Yes and it is not fair because this world is excessively fucked up, not
because it makes you special.
Love is love, who gives a fuck about gender.
I'm wondering if the question of who I do or do not chose to fuck has any
bearing on my work.
I suppose I decided it did at some point, it got in the way of love.
So I stopped.
> >
> > And then there is your invitation for a person who has had such an
> > experience to speak up.
> > Here in this land of "I" traps?
>
> Why not?
such a claim would, at best bring about an "I" count.
"He could not have had an ego loss experience because he used the personal
pronoun 8 times. If only he had stopped at 7."
>
> > Come now. Such a one would be torn asunder by buzzards.
> > But what the fuck, why should "I" care about being torn up.
> > i am not, just a shell worn over another thing so that some things can
get
> > done.
>
> Would you elucidate more on the last paragraph?
It is fairly literal. My ego is a shell built deliberately for the sake of
communicating with others.
It is worn over another thing, which is perfect, and is perfectly doing
imperfect things.
It is doing these imperfect things for the sake of learning to love itself
perfectly.
>
> Love,
>
> Panoptes
>
>
>