trust

[words...@gmail.com]

At first I thought it was love, but then it became overpowering and all-consuming and it felt different from "love". It was so strong I thought I could see it hovering against the wall. I was trying to find a name for it and the feeling started congealing into a word. When it felt like I could grab it off the wall and eat it, the word came to me as if God was stamping it on my forehead: "trust". I trust you. You could try to kill me and I will still trust you. You could cut off my thing and I will still trust you. You could never tell me an honest word again and I will still trust you. An internet search reveals the brain hormone "oxytocin". Whatever!

[words...@gmail.com]

It's been almost a year since we met. I would not call it a romantic evening, surrounded by others, but I wished even then that we would never be apart. I grieve every day, knowing you exist and that I can't be close enough to breath your air. You've been mean to me because I will not force a divorce on my wife. What can I do except be silent? ... and hope that you will soon love me as much as I love you. I've given you all the explanations and words I have, so if abandoning me and my silence does not bring you back, I guess you were never there. If you don't, if you won't, I'll still grieve until my memory fades. How long will your friend post these hurtful things that tell me that I was the one who abandoned you, that you have moved on, that I will someday know what I have lost, and that I can end my pain by ending my love for you. Or did you mean your pain will end when I stop loving you? I asked you two to stop, but you two keep on. What kind of childish game is this, that I let myself play with you?

[Louise]

Does this mean that oxytocin is a major factor?
I know that marriage CAN, although Shouldn't, be tantamount to voluntary
imprisonment, which Requires Careful Thinking and Evaluating BEFORE making
such a Profound Commitment, and is therefore Most Definitely NOT for
everyone. Besides, Love is about Love, but in Secular terms, 'marriage' is
about a Contract, a FORMAL Agreement, a Business venture, a Deal, complete
with Chains, Fetters, Shackles, and in general, a form of
Incarceration...when Genuine Love is about FREEDOM!!!

Ouisie

[words...@gmail.com]

Do I know your heart? I feel like your heart has been cruel to me. I feel like that by knowing me your heart will be nicer to me and nicer to everyone. I hope that you are as me and that you can't remember who you are and that you can't be a good person without me. I want your strength and pride and kindness to come from knowing and loving me. I want to create you the way you create me. I want you to love me the way I love you, not only because I am greedy for your love, but because I want you to be able to feel what I have felt. I want you to feel the pain I have felt if I turn my back on you. I want you to feel joy and hope I have felt if I smile at you.

[words...@gmail.com]

My greed for a dream we can't realize still hurts. For me, nothing has changed. I can see how much you need me ... to maximize who you can be. That's why you're so attractive. Without you, I'm just another mindless ass and jerk. And who are you? Something I imagined? What do you want from me now that you have a future husband getting nearer? What did you want before? Everything, I suppose. With you, I could have believed in God, a God that cares for me and wants only good in the world, and even has control of the world with some bizarre plan. I would not be able to deny it. I could forgive every pain I ever suffered. Without you, I feel like my life has been like a mindless and sometimes pained frog eating beetles on the street under a light. I'm getting older and feel like the wheel of a car is slowly approaching. It's been a long night, this life of a frog, who never really saw the day.

[ginnyw...@gmail.com]

Really do you know what Love truly is? It's commitment, respect, trust. Something that your wife gave you. Where did you meet this person? Do you really know this person or only what she wants you to know. If she knew you were married she (if she had any respect would have stopped this relationship at that point). You too need to learn what love truly is... You own your wife an apology, honesty, she deserves to know the truth and if your lucky she won't leave you.

[ginnyw...@gmail.com]

Love is not freedom, love is a gift that you give to someone.

[liz...@gmail.com]

On Wednesday, August 13, 2014 at 10:24:38 AM UTC-7, words...@gmail.com wrote:
> My greed for a dream we can't realize still hurts. For me, nothing has changed. I can see how much you need me ... to maximize who you can be. That's why you're so attractive. Without you, I'm just another mindless ass and jerk. And who are you? Something I imagined? What do you want from me now that you have a future husband getting nearer? What did you want before? Everything, I suppose. With you, I could have believed in God, a God that cares for me and wants only good in the world, and even has control of the world with some bizarre plan. I would not be able to deny it. I could forgive every pain I ever suffered. Without you, I feel like my life has been like a mindless and sometimes pained frog eating beetles on the street under a light. I'm getting older and feel like the wheel of a car is slowly approaching. It's been a long night, this life of a frog, who never really saw the day.

[liz...@gmail.com]

David I must say I had you and you have an extremely little dick

[liz bain]

[liz bain]

SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I MISS YOU AND THE KIDS VERY MUCH. WE HAD A VERY HARD TIME SINCE WE MOVED TO WASHINGTON BUT I KNOW I MY HEART WE CAN FIX IT. AFTER ALL WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 24 YEARS. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYBODY THINKS IN OUR FAMILY ALL I KNOW AND THIS IS COMING FROM MY HEART IS THAT I LOVE YOU AND THE KIDS VERY MUCH.PLEASE CALL ME AND COME OVER TO MY HOUSE SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT.

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[liz bain]