Someone cheer me up
Wyvern
I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is oppressive
and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I can't be myself, and
I can never be free. And I really don't feel like elaborating at this time.
Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
My emotions are all conflicting right now, and in effect canceling each
other out to the point where I'm covered in a cloud of melancholy. You know
what I did discover though? I would like to be a real Dragon, given the
chance, after all. Fuck the world, fuck my life and fuck everything else. I
would be free to be who I was, and I could go anywhere, see my mate whenever
I wanted and just fly.........even if someone panicked and shot me dead the
next day (and it would probably happen,too) I don't know if I'd care
anymore.......I'd have been free.
-Wyvern
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So there.
Phoenix
> I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is oppressive
>and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I can't be myself, and
>I can never be free.
Hey! You just described my life!
The funny thing is...that you can never run away from life..cause it's always
there. Sometimes I try humor, but that never helps. Other times I try to feel
sorry for myself, but that's an attempt at humor.
Life is difficult there there's NOTHING we can do to change that....accept
change ourselves.
Life is lonely. I know no other fur around me...and just like you, my mate is
elswhere...in another state. But hey! We have to make things happen...and get
out! I know it's harder than heck getting around. Remember though: there is
ALWAYS tomorrow. And _it_ is what you make it out to be.
I cannot be myself either. I'd be shunned if I were myself in my current living
sitution. I'm not free either, eventhough my heart and mind is. I'm trapped,
just like you.
I know there's a good world out there. There are souls here in this place that
have touched me. Around every corner there is something special...never look at
the big picture....my goodness, all these bloody clichès... you know what? many
of them actually make sense.
One thing I do know is that you MUST excape that depession -- don't let it take
you down...as you have to fight it in order to win...life cannot be won nor
conquered: It has to be experienced. (not easy to do when you're trapped.) Hey,
if you want a shoulder to lean on or just want to talk, email me.
<~Phoenix~>
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Leonard Lion
<<Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be great.>>
Hmm. Lessee...
(Leonard sticks his thumbs in his eyelids, his forefingers in his nostrils, and
his middle fingers in the corners of his mouth, pulling them all back to make
an enormous, googily-eyed, quite ridiculous face.)
(around fingers) Doeth thith help?
--Leonard Lion, owner and proprietor of The Watering Hole
http://members.aol.com/leonrdlion -- My homepage, such as it is
http://www.suburbanjungle.com -- The life, loves, and career of aspiring
supermodel and ferocious predator, Tiffany Tiger.
Whisper
>Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be great.
*FloofyFoxyHugs*
Jessica Whisper Foxx
Muke
> Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be
nice to have a large heaping tub of popcorn sent to me. That'd be so
> great. I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is
just not my bowl of cereal, but given the little choice I have, it's
> oppressive and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I
can't really *see*--I don't like wearing my glasses (When I wear them, I
> can't be myself, and I can never be free. And I really don't feel like
wearing the terrible ugly frames they're in, but I'll spare you the
> elaborating at this time. Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
stupid glasses.)
> My emotions are all conflicting right now, and in effect
it's like a nuclear war, with the Allied radiation and the Nazi rays
> canceling each other out to the point where I'm covered in a cloud of
mushroom. By the way, I really don't like cream of mushroom soup, it's
> melancholy. You know what I did discover though? I would like to be a
soup chef. No mushroom soup, but in my kitchen I'd like my oven to be a
> real Dragon, given the chance, after all. Fuck the world, fuck my life
> and fuck everything else. I would be free to be who I was, and I could
cook bouillabaisses and bisques to my heart's content, and make money to
> go anywhere, see my mate whenever I wanted and just fly.........even
if all my private jets crashed, hey, I've got a dragon in my kitchen, &
> if someone panicked and shot me dead the next day (and it would
*really* ruin my day, but given all the crazy people in the world, it'd
> probably happen,too) I don't know if I'd care anymore.......I'd have
poisoned their soup beforehand. With mushrooms. Of course it'd have
> been free.
*Muke, soup nazi?
--
Muke, turtle.
"Why take something so common from something so rare" -FW
My webpage: http://i.am/muke
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Muke
> Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be
We can try...
> I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is
> oppressive and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I
> can't be myself, and I can never be free. And I really don't feel like
> elaborating at this time.
Sounds like me and a lot of people here. if I found someone *not* like
that, I'd want them to be my very special friend... ;)
> Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
Yeap. Unfortunately we haven't got an 'alt.therapeutic.screaming' (or
perhaps better, 'alt.binaries.sounds.screaming.therapeutic',...)
> My emotions are all conflicting right now, and in effect
> canceling each other out to the point where I'm covered in a cloud of
> melancholy. You know what I did discover though? I would like to be a
> real Dragon, given the chance, after all. Fuck the world, fuck my life
> and fuck everything else. I would be free to be who I was, and I would
> go anywhere, see my mate whenever I wanted and just fly.........even
> if someone panicked and shot me dead the next day (and it would
> probably happen,too) I don't know if I'd care anymore.......I'd have
> been free.
I feel that way too sometimes. (What? No, seriously.)
*Muke, whose other reply to this was an act of insanity.
Wyvern
Leonard Lion wrote in message
<19990812091634...@ng-bj1.aol.com>...
>Wyvern, in a terrible funk, wrote...
>
great.>>
>
>
>(Leonard sticks his thumbs in his eyelids, his forefingers in his nostrils,
and
>his middle fingers in the corners of his mouth, pulling them all back to
make
>an enormous, googily-eyed, quite ridiculous face.)
>
>(around fingers) Doeth thith help?
A little. Thanks. :)
Leonard:Aney tigh (any time)
(suddenly, Tiffany Tiger walks in)
Tiffany:I'm feeling charitable today,Leonard, so how about dinner and a
mo-*sees his face* um.....never mind. *leaves*
Leonard:Aughahit. (Godammit)
Wyvern
Muke wrote in message <7ovh03$qch$1...@nnrp1.deja.com>...
>"Wyvern" <drago...@earthlink.spamslayer.net.> wrote:
>> Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be
>
>
>> great. I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is
>
>just not my bowl of cereal, but given the little choice I have, it's
>
>
>
>> can't be myself, and I can never be free. And I really don't feel like
>
>
>
>stupid glasses.)
>
>> My emotions are all conflicting right now, and in effect
>
>
>
>
>
>
>> real Dragon, given the chance, after all. Fuck the world, fuck my life
>
>cook bouillabaisses and bisques to my heart's content, and make money to
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>> been free.
>
>
> *Muke, soup nazi?
>--
>Muke, turtle.
I've got some soup for you Muke.....
Muke:Ohhh.....*eats soup*
TURTLE SOUP! *evil laugh*
Muke:You..........sick bastard.
Thanks for the MSTing of my post. Laughter is quite theraputic. :)
Skytech
>
> Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be great.
>
> I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is oppressive
> and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I can't be myself, and
> I can never be free. And I really don't feel like elaborating at this time.
> Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
>
Oh I know about venting here at Homestead! I had my own personal crises
a few times and, though I tried not to dump it on others, I came running
to here. Consciously or not, I have close furiends here and... I had to
talk.
I'm also here to listen, if nothing else. I want to help. When you're
ready, open up. There's no shame here.
> My emotions are all conflicting right now, and in effect canceling each
> other out to the point where I'm covered in a cloud of melancholy. You know
> what I did discover though? I would like to be a real Dragon, given the
> chance, after all. Fuck the world, fuck my life and fuck everything else. I
> would be free to be who I was, and I could go anywhere, see my mate whenever
> I wanted and just fly.........even if someone panicked and shot me dead the
> next day (and it would probably happen,too) I don't know if I'd care
> anymore.......I'd have been free.
>
Don't know the background but I can see what's happening. You have a
mate? You are lucky! Never had one myself. I think we're hearing a
temporary problem with all the frustration that entails. Give it time.
I've seen a lot of years go by and can say things take awhile and
patience is a reward.
--
---
La gvatanta vulpo (The vigilant fox) A couple scoops of Nutella
Heaven?
Skytech
^^
<-->
.]
Wyvern
but another big part was the efforts made by some of the kind furs on this
group. So thanks very much to everyone who responded,.(and even those who
didn't, just for being so cool.) *hugs everyone*
Allen Kitchen
Wyvern wrote:
> I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is oppressive
> and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I can't be myself, and
> I can never be free. And I really don't feel like elaborating at this time.
> Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
*hugs*
When I get like this, I find it helpful to do somehting I don't
normally do. Go out of the house and visit a museum or go somewhere
I've never been. A change of pace helps you to rebalance, as it forces
you out of your rut to where you must. You don't have to do anything
dangerous or drastic (err, I think I'll leave the story about how I got
called "Bull" out for now) but do something for a change of scenery and
pace.
And at least 1) You are still single, and can move or travel any
time you please, and 2) Don't have a family entrapping you. Count your
blessings, draco. Things can always, always be lots worse!
You take it easy now, and relax. Things have a way of working
out if you let them and work toward it.
Allen KItchen (shockwave)
Wyvern
Skytech wrote in message <37B37C51...@ix.netcom.com>...
>Wyvern wrote:
>>
>> Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be great.
>>
>> and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I can't be myself,
and
>> I can never be free. And I really don't feel like elaborating at this
time.
>> Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
>>
>
> Skytech
Thanks, Sky. Hm.......actually, though the crises is partially resolved now
(the mate side of it) it's like....well a long story, but it's not over yet.
We've come a compromise, but we're each hoping to eventually convince the
other of our respective viewpoints. My god, this is vauge.
Anyway, things are fine now between us, though I think it will take some
patentice to resolve everything.
Wyvern
Whisper wrote in message <7ov9se$jn4$4...@crucigera.fysh.org>...
>Wyvern wrote
>>Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be great.
>
>
>
>Jessica Whisper Foxx
Apart from being very sweet, that's one of the cutest things anyone has ever
said to me. Thanks. :) *hugs back*
S.J.Laitila
>and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I can't be myself, and
>I can never be free. And I really don't feel like elaborating at this time.
>Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
You're not the only one...
> My emotions are all conflicting right now, and in effect canceling each
>other out to the point where I'm covered in a cloud of melancholy. You know
>what I did discover though? I would like to be a real Dragon, given the
>chance, after all. Fuck the world, fuck my life and fuck everything else. I
>would be free to be who I was, and I could go anywhere, see my mate whenever
>I wanted and just fly.........even if someone panicked and shot me dead the
>next day (and it would probably happen,too) I don't know if I'd care
>anymore.......I'd have been free.
Reminds me of Paradise Lost's Dying freedom... Great song. Well, at least
you have the chance to find yourself a hobby.
Leonard Lion
<<Leonard Lion wrote in message
<19990812091634...@ng-bj1.aol.com>...
>Wyvern, in a terrible funk, wrote...
>
><<Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be
great.>>
>
>Hmm. Lessee...
>
>(Leonard sticks his thumbs in his eyelids, his forefingers in his nostrils,
and
>his middle fingers in the corners of his mouth, pulling them all back to
make
>an enormous, googily-eyed, quite ridiculous face.)
>
>(around fingers) Doeth thith help?
A little. Thanks. :)
Leonard:Aney tigh (any time)
(suddenly, Tiffany Tiger walks in)
Tiffany:I'm feeling charitable today,Leonard, so how about dinner and a
mo-*sees his face* um.....never mind. *leaves*
Leonard:Aughahit. (Godammit)>>
Hey! I resemble that remark! (snicker)
Actually, it sounds a little more like Max Blackrabbit and Sabrina Skunk, to
me...
Glad yer feelin' better, dude.
Underground Panther
Allen Kitchen wrote in message
>Wyvern wrote:
>> I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is oppressive
>> and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I can't be myself,
and
>> I can never be free. And I really don't feel like elaborating at this
time.
>> Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
I'm sorry for being this way but readng this whole long thread made me cry.
Not because I am being sarcastic,but just because it was so sweet to see.
I myself get in ruts,I get lonely where I want to kill humans, to kill
myself and take that chance on death that I might get lucky and be a real
full fledged cat in my next life time.
But it's the threads like this one that remind me what humans who love
thier animals inside AND thier humanity,are like.
I have been arguing for a long time with the cruel bitter people on
alt.satanism.You may have seen the Underground Panther name there.I still
argue there because I hate the bitterness they try to palm off and market
as acceptance and I hate the fact I fell for it.
I hate seeing other jaded but sensitive and curious people fall for it
because they are direcionless,lonely,frustrated,sad and outcast. I know you
all will say what the hell are you wasting time for over there?? Well simply
because I care.
The story of how this all came about is long.
I was involved with the Church of Satan,,Why???
because I was desperate to feel warmth out of somebody,anybody.at all .In
my life I was constantly ragged in school,home,everywhere for being catty
being non-conformist smart and creative.For being a "freeek" or
'weird'People hated this catgirl from elementary school and I sill have no
idea why.
The cats in my life were more human than humanity itself to me in my life
,they were kinder warmer and more genuine than all the humans around me
could ever hope to be .
When I read the 'satanic bible' and saw how it glorified your inner beast
allegedly ...like fur culture does..I thought I found a place and people to
relate to who were not hung up on superficial crap and could be genuine.
But Oh..how wrong I was.These people are SICK inside. and you don't see how
sick it gets until you find yourself becoming someone else you never
thought you'd become.It's a slow chipping away at your self identity and
esteem that happens insidiously and subtley.
I never wanted to be such an asshole as I was a couple of years ago posting
on alt.flame niggers or to hurt people because I hurt.
Sometimes I think people get this illusion especially in satanism that
being"independant" is done by being non-interdependant.No Cat is a island.
And for years I thought by forcing myself,isolating myself, being cruel to
myself and distant to others I would become an self sufficient island
,aloof ,'superior'and thinking by posing as a bigger than life badass would
free me from the non acceptance,rejection and emptiness I got everywhere I
went that tore at me all the time.
I blamed myself sometimes,thinking I was weak or something.I tried to
toughen up my hide with the spears of self hatred and fear.I put on the
stiff upper lip,but it seemed never stopped the hurt no matter how hard I
pretended it did not hurt,it just supressed it on the outside.
When I read that thread It was so warm,I feel like I am thawing just like
when you have been in the snow with barefeet too long and you begin to warm
up ..IT HURTS in a painful but helpful ,healthy way.
I am beginning to realize how much I have tried to pretend myself away,how
much I stifled my expression and compassion for the fear of lonliness or
getting a meaningless scathing flame that is designed to hurt and do nothing
else .
I realize how hardened I have become and how I assume all people are like
this. This thread pointed out to me how I want to reclaim my human
compassion through my own felinity.
I want to tell all you furrs......thanks..thanks for being here and being so
genuine and compassionate,I just had to say somthing because the furrs here
are so sweet .Furrs,you all are like cool drink of sweet water after living
in a lifetime of lonely emotional deserts in the savanna of the sad saga of
human desperation that is outward hostility..
*Cat hugs* Underground Panther.
Leonard Lion
<<I want to tell all you furrs......thanks..thanks for being here and being so
genuine and compassionate>>
You're welcome! :)
There's an ocean of difference between being furry and being a beast. Trolls,
for example, are beasts, and you see how positive a response *they* get.
BTW, I've still got plenty of cupcake here if you'd like some.
Zeus WhiteFur
> Okay, it's probably not possible, but if someone could,it would be
>great.
Of course it's possible! Remember nothing is impossible, just
mathematically improbable. :)
> I'm depressed. Life is difficult, life is lonely, life is
>oppressive and for me life is imprisonment. I can't see my mate, I
>can't be myself, and I can never be free. And I really don't feel like
>elaborating at this time. Sorry. Venting helps, though. *sigh*
*hugs* Venting sometimes is a good thing. It gets everything out in the
open. Once it's in the open, you can look at it and figure out how to
deal with it. A lot of us know where you're coming from tho. I'm quite
lonely myself sometimes, but you know what helps? Coming here everyday
and seeing that I'm not alone. There are other furs that know what
you're going and we're all willing to lend an ear or a shoulder if you
need one.
Something I've found that helps is to get out and leave reality for a
while. Get on a good muck or chat room, go to a movie, read a good book
or something. Anything to let you leave the real world at the door for a
while. You can look at things with a clear mind and new perspective once
you've been away from them for a bit.
> My emotions are all conflicting right now, and in effect
>canceling each other out to the point where I'm covered in a cloud of
>melancholy. You know what I did discover though? I would like to be a
>real Dragon, given the chance, after all. Fuck the world, fuck my life
>and fuck everything else. I would be free to be who I was, and I could
>go anywhere, see my mate whenever I wanted and just fly.........even if
>someone panicked and shot me dead the next day (and it would probably
>happen,too) I don't know if I'd care anymore.......I'd have been free.
*hugs again* I wish I could clear your clouds for you, but that's
something only you can do. Don't forget though that we're all rooting
you on and just want to help. :)
And don't worry, anytime you want to go for a flight, just give us a
call and us ground furs will watch out for ya. Nobody gonna take a pot
shot at ya with us watchin. :)
Zeus, the barking white lion.
P.S.
I read the rest of this thread and I'm glad you're feeling better and
that you and your mate are doing better. I wish you both the best,
you're lucky to have each other.
--
"Life is a party, crash it." Someone who
said it before I did.*grin* I love to hear from
other furs, e-mail me at: lakota_wAThotmailDOTcom
Underground Panther
Leonard Lion wrote in message
>In the words of Underground Panther...
>
><<I want to tell all you furrs......thanks..thanks for being here and being
so
>genuine and compassionate>>
>
>You're welcome! :)
>
>There's an ocean of difference between being furry and being a beast.
Trolls,
>for example, are beasts, and you see how positive a response *they* get.
>
>BTW, I've still got plenty of cupcake here if you'd like some.
with my nose in thanks.Can I have the one with the neon who knows what it's
colored with, is it radioactive or carcinogenic?, The cupcake with the
unearthly pretty sprinKles?? I Gotta take that smarmy tasting Lactaid
first or I'll be in the box for a week.
You know 100% cats are lactose intolerant too?
I once drank some of my cat's Catsip.It didn't send me running and it was
actually good!!! It tasted just like lactaid milk. You should try it Leonard
if you are a lactose intolerant cat too.
I eat catfood sometimes wth my real cats, as a way to connect with
them,anyone else who's catty here have opinions on thier favorites? Nine
lives super supper ain't too shabby.
Frankly I'll take steak anyday over cat food for my real diet.But I do munch
on catfood occasionally.I like tasting things.sniffing.
Anycat else Ever notice how similar purina one and friskies tastes to
Fritos??
I have been so tempted to serve it as party favors with nacho cheese dip on
the side or as my own special recipe 'salad croutons'at some pointless
kind of gathering like an office party or a xmas party and see if anybody
catches on....LOL...
I got an theory I made up about how people might have split off and
evolved from cats ,how your 'totem' represents your true dna heratige.
anybody wanna hear it???I can put it up here later if you want me to.
Here's a tidbit fur you guys that I discovered.....
How to smell like a cat.
First you open your mouth slightly .Then put yer nose over what you intend
to smell, relax and slowly inhale while funneling the air into your
sinuses like you are sucking it through the roof of your slack slightly open
mouth.Partly close your eyes feel the actual smell collect deep in your nose
and throat and savor the scent like a food or drink..sometimes you will
even taste it. This kind of smelling really enhances your perceptions of
scents.So don't do this with cheap perfume,gasoline,farts or rotten
cabbage...:) Definately do do this with Calvin Klien Obsession....especially
if you are an ocelot!!!!
purrs,
Catligula
Rust
<snip>
> Post ... I've got a theory on Angels and Dragons, it's on my webpage at
> home.pacbell.net/kheper
>
Do a little research on 'Cherubim'. I think you'll find it interesting.
-Rust
--
We are the instruments of creation - what we dream, is.
Oh no! Spam! Please remove it from my e-mail.
(read: remove ".netspam" from my address in order to reply)
Farlo
> I got an theory I made up about how people might have split off and
>evolved from cats ,how your 'totem' represents your true dna heratige.
>anybody wanna hear it???I can put it up here later if you want me to.
Post ... I've got a theory on Angels and Dragons, it's on my webpage at
home.pacbell.net/kheper
--
Farlo
Urban fey dragon
"Yes, my e-mail address is valid. It just doesn't look valid."
Muke
> I've got some soup for you Muke.....
>
> Muke:Ohhh.....*eats soup*
>
> TURTLE SOUP! *evil laugh*
*gaack!* You horrible dragonoid!
> Muke:You..........sick bastard.
(Close enough.)
> Thanks for the MSTing of my post. Laughter is quite theraputic. :)
Sure, anytime... ;)
*Muke, who should probably be avoiding soups for a while...
--
Muke, turtle.
"Our hope for you is unshaken; for we know that as
you share in our sufferings, you will also share
in our comfort." --II Cor 1:7, RSV
Leonard Lion
<< thank you YOU wonderful lion,I touch your big mane,tenderly
with my nose in thanks.>>
(crooked grin) Easy to please. :)
<<Can I have the one with the neon who knows what it's
colored with, is it radioactive or carcinogenic?, The cupcake with the
unearthly pretty sprinKles??>>
Hey, wait, you see them too? I thought I was still seeing things from the last
batch. I've been seeing winged foxes and talking dragons and ... Oh!
Duh. Nevermind.
Muke
> I want to tell all you furrs......thanks..thanks for being here and
> the furrs here are so sweet .Furrs,you all are like cool drink of
> sweet water after living in a lifetime of lonely emotional deserts
> in the savanna of the sad saga of human desperation that is outward
> hostility..
Thank _you_ for sharing, and you are welcome to this place.
*Muke!
(I really like this group as well... it's a "kinder, gentler" usenet)
Wyvern
Leonard Lion wrote in message
>Wyvern, chortling to himself, wrote...
>
>great.>>
>>
>>
>>(Leonard sticks his thumbs in his eyelids, his forefingers in his
nostrils,
>and
>>his middle fingers in the corners of his mouth, pulling them all back to
>make
>>an enormous, googily-eyed, quite ridiculous face.)
>>
>>(around fingers) Doeth thith help?
>
>
>A little. Thanks. :)
>
>Leonard:Aney tigh (any time)
>
>(suddenly, Tiffany Tiger walks in)
>
>Tiffany:I'm feeling charitable today,Leonard, so how about dinner and a
>mo-*sees his face* um.....never mind. *leaves*
>
>Leonard:Aughahit. (Godammit)>>
>
>Hey! I resemble that remark! (snicker)
>
>Actually, it sounds a little more like Max Blackrabbit and Sabrina Skunk,
to
>me...
Hm. Methinks you're right. Well, I never was any good at writing other
people's charecters, even in two-line skits.
>Glad yer feelin' better, dude.
Thanks to you guys. :)
Taipe
>actually good!!! It tasted just like lactaid milk.
Question:
Aren't most cats lactose intolerant?
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Taipe
I'm just a wolf trying to play Mahjong with only one wind
Startiger
>In the words of Underground Panther...
>people might have split off and evolved
>from cats ,how your 'totem' represents
>your true dna heratige. anybody wanna
>hear it???I can put it up here later if you
>want me to.
Please do, I'm always interrested in those kind of theories.
I have theorized that it is possible my `totem' may be part of my true
spiritual heritage.
***STARTIGER***************************** .......Most of the time He's
the lord of the jungle - Everyone grins while he gripes - Usually he's
found just lounging around in his stripes ... His tiger lady's a super
fine feline - just what his Highness deserves ... A sleek purring
pussycat Proud of her pussycat curves .... ^..^ ......
..Furry Code 1.3 ... FFT4as A- D H M- P+++ R+++ T+++ W-- Z? Sm# RLTI
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MegaDog the Nettweiler
<ta...@aol.com> scrobe:
>>I once drank some of my cat's Catsip.It didn't send me running and it was
>>actually good!!! It tasted just like lactaid milk.
>
>Question:
> Aren't most cats lactose intolerant?
I don't know, but some of us dogs have interesting biochemistry which
makes lactose rather dangerous for us..
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!Raised Tails! -:MegaDog:-
http://www.canismajor.demon.co.uk/index.html
"I'm _not_ fat; It's just that my waistline shows proof of past hunting success"
Farlo
>Farlo wrote:
>
><snip>
>
>> Post ... I've got a theory on Angels and Dragons, it's on my webpage at
>> home.pacbell.net/kheper
>>
>Do a little research on 'Cherubim'. I think you'll find it interesting.
Thanks ... I found the "Angel Ring" in my search, most helpful!
MoonSinger
>I'm sorry for being this way but readng this whole long thread made me cry.
That's nothing to apologize for. *hugs*
(snip)
>When I read the 'satanic bible' and saw how it glorified your inner beast
>allegedly ...like fur culture does..I thought I found a place and people to
>relate to who were not hung up on superficial crap and could be genuine.
Haven't read it, have only a vague idea what's in it. But ... "glorified your
inner beast" ... well, yes and no. *If* what I think I know about it is
correct, "beast" in this case doesn't really mean "animal" or even "instinct",
but more like "unrestrained id". Am I right? If so, well, that's not furry
either. I think. Then again, maybe for some it is ... erk, she's rambling
again, somefur get the netgun! ;) Seriously, though, I don't think this
"inner beast" has much to do with our fursides.
On the other hand, it's clear you have a bone to pick and an issue to work
through. Good luck sorting things out for yourself.
>I am beginning to realize how much I have tried to pretend myself away,how
>much I stifled my expression and compassion for the fear of lonliness or
>getting a meaningless scathing flame that is designed to hurt and do nothing
>else .
Now *that* sounds like a lot of furs here ...
>This thread pointed out to me how I want to reclaim my human
>compassion through my own felinity.
... and *that* reminds me of something I said in another thread, but I'll leave
it there.
I'm glad you found us, since it seems we're something that can help you.
Welcome to Homestead.
*nuzzle*
MoonSinger
You can't take the wolf out of me, but you have to take it out of my address to
reach me.
Cerulean
> *Muke, who should probably be avoiding soups for a while...
"Not a problem! Join me in my all-electric Kitchen in the Sky for some
PIE! Ho ho ho ho!"
Cerulean, wishing you Good Fortune.
(One of the rare joys of being a reader of Hofstadter is to be able to
share a reference with one of the total of maybe ten people on Earth
who might understand it.)
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Batty
>Quoth Muke:
>> *Muke, who should probably be avoiding soups for a while...
>"Not a problem! Join me in my all-electric Kitchen in the Sky for some
>PIE! Ho ho ho ho!"
Pie?
Steak And Suspicious Organs Pie in metric.
Get this stuff:
Meat bit
1/2kg Rump Steak
2 Bullock Kidneys NOT SHEEP KIDNEYS
2 Onions
1 clove Garlic, because you can never have too much garlic
1 tea spoon "season-all"
1 bay leaf
some thyme and any other wanky herbs you reckon you might need.
1 bottle of amazingly good burgundy
Pastry bit
125g unsalted butter. Trust me on the unsalted bit. I'm not saying it for
heath; it tastes better.
2 cups self-raising flour. I don't know what it's called in the US or
Canada. sorry.
1/4 cup of water.
Music:
Loud is good. I like to cook while listening to The Sex Pistols. Sometimes I
listen to TISM or Mister Floppy.
Do these things:
Get all your pastry making things cold. Keep it in the fridge for an hour
before you start, and wash your hands in cold water. It stops the dough from
sticking. I don't know why. It just does.
Use standard pastry making technique you can find in cook books. Even the
crap cook books can tell you how to make it. Roll it out thin until you have
enough to cover the bottom and top of a pie dish.
Get the steak and suspicious organs and cut them into little cubes. It's
tedious, but it's worth the effort. Trust me. Soak the meat cube in the
burgundy for about 24 hours. uh... oops. I should've mentioned that before
we started doing everything else.
So *yesterday* we cut the meat into cubes, and soaked it in the burgundy,
overnight. yeah. In the fridge. You have to leave it in the fridge. There's
nothing worse than waking up the next day to find the dog has popped the lid
and drunk the burgundy and fallen off the bench and been sick on the floor
and is now staggering around... uh. Forget I said that. Just put it in the
fridge. Trust me.
Today we get the steak, suspicious organs, burgundy, chopped onions (don't
forget to chop the onions), all the other stuff and the wanky herbs you
might think you like, and cook it all until the meat is amazingly tender.
Then you add some thickener, like corn flour or plain flour or gravy mix or
something.
Then let it cool. This is important. It just is.
About now would be a good time to do the pastry thing. Cover the bottom of
the dish with most of the pastry, almost fill it with the meat and stuff,
brush the edges of the pastry with egg and butter to then cover the top with
the rest of the pastry. The egg-and-butter mix seals it shut. It just does.
Stab a couple of holes in the top to let the steam out.
Bake for about 40 minutes at 180-200C, until the pastry is a sort of goldeny
brown colour.
This should do a dish about 10" to 12" across. Or 25 to 30cm.
Instead of water in the pastry, try beer. Guinness is brilliant!
All the alcohol cooks out so you can't get drunk.
batty
http://www.usn.blaze.net.au/~batty
http://www.ozemail.com.au/~denbat/rescues.html
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